What If I Say "I Love You"?

Always Loving You♥

{Eli's POV}
She kissed me and i just could silently when her lips touched mine.
But,i don't know why i'm still feel hurt now although she hd done explained
me that she still loved me and tried to be Kevin's best friend like before.
Should i believe her? Should i forgive her?
 I know,she can't live without me.
But,argh! >.< I'm so confused and refuse to forgive her..
Suddenly,someone knocking my bedroom's door and open it.
"Eli.."
That wasn't her voice,it sounds like Tia.
I'm not turn around my head for looking her,i keep on standing still with my cold expression
and with my blank gaze.
She touch my shoulder and i know she smiling at me.
"I met her and she was introduce her self. I know her know.
I can correct her from the way she introduce her self with a new friend.
She was friendly,sweet and kind girl.."

Yeah Tia,you're right! She's so kind,friendly,sweet and beautiful.

"But,if you feel hurt because of her. You should have to forget about her..
From the story when you told me,i guess she found the best man for him.
And i guess,she thought that he more... More than you"
I gulped and i glare at her

"What do you mean by that Tia?!"
Suddenly,she bite her lower lips and try to explaining to me.
"No.. Eli,listen me!
Look,i'm your best friend. I know you for along time than her,you know me too.
We have a friendship since Elementary School.
I.. Ok! Ok,i know her since four minutes ago.
But,yeah! Maybe.. Many people said that she was so friendly,kind,sweet,gently or etc.
But,for me.. She was evil to you! And cruel.
You loved her,she loved you but,she couldn't choose her choice!
Who's more deserve as his soulmate?
And who's more deserve as his best friend?
But,she couldn't answer it! And then,she fell in love with her best friend than betrayed you."

The truth is,i feel hurt in my head when she talking about her confussed feelings between me and Kevin.
"But,Tia! She said that she doesn'tever date with Kevin and
she wanna gave him back as her best friend like before. And tried to fix our relationship."

"Ok.. Ok,she said that she didn't date with Kevin but,we never know the facts,right?
I wanna ask you something. Do you always visiting her house?"
"No.." I sheak my head
"But,i visited her house if her older sister,Nana NoonA didn't come yet to the home."
"Why? Why you didn't want to come to her home if her older sister already in the home?"
"Nana NoonA doesn't like me,Tia"
"Ok.. If you didn't come to her house,have you ever think that she will call Kevin to accompany her at home?
And,where is Kevin's home?"
When she asked that question,i can't answer it.
She's right! I don't even know if i didn't came to her house,
of course she would called Kevin to accompanied her.

"Kevin's home was front of Hyuna's house.
If i couldn't take her to the home,she always go home with Kevin and Lizzy."
She nod her head and sit on my bed.

"So,if she called Kevin to accompany her,of course Kevin accept it.
Besides,her best friend need him so much!
And then,have you ever think what are they do?"

No.. Yeah.. Eh,i mean no! Of course i don't know.. Argh! Yeah,i don't know.
"I.... I..."
"You don't even know about that!" Tia cut my words.
"Eli,why are you being like this? You have too much love her and too much believe her!
Ellison Kim,you said that she was sick. She has a cancer liver..
But,why she was too cruel? Did she didn't realize of her self? She was already hurt your heart."

I looked down and wipe my face.
Omona!!! What happend with me?! What should i do?

"Eli.. You said,her sister doesn't like you.
You must think about that! Think about it!
Thinking with your natural brain! With a logic.
Her sister doesn't like you and of course her sister more agreed Hyuna with Kevin.
Of course,they have a friendship for along time same with us!
Of course her sister know Kevin."

I feel hot inside my eyes,i guess i want to pull out my eyes but,i can't!
I'm the man you know?! I don't want to be a weak men.
"Eli.. You must give up" Her breath touching my neck and her voice it sounds near my left ear.
"What do you mean?"
Then,she pull my cheeck and hug me.
"I know it's hard for you but,you must give up.
You must willing Hyuna for Kevin..
I guess,this is a miracle between you and her? This is the best for you Eli"


{Nana's POV}
"Mmmmm...^^" He feed me one spoon of porridge.
"You like it?" I nod my head.
"Good!" I like when he feed me like this.
This is the first time for me...
Someone who make me fall in love take care of me when i'm sick,accompany me and treat me.
Then,he feed me with for the second times >< kyaaaaaa~
~ i swallow the porridge while smilling like i'm so happy today!
"Why are you smiling like that?" Omona! I forgot that he notice me..
"Hmmm... Ani.. Kekeke~ ani!" That's a lie~
"Really?"
"Nee.."
She take the porrigde with a spoon and feed me again. Mmmmm..
The porridge more delicious if he feed me than i feed my self.
I hope,if he gotta sick,i will do this to him!
And if we become as husband and wife,i hope he will treat me like this.
Protect me. Is also with me.. Take care of him with all..
Aish! Stop to make some hope like that Nana!
"Nana.."
"Yes?"
"Can i ask you something?"
"Yes,what's that?"
"Why you don't call him? I mean,your someone"
Omona! What was that?! For what? He's already front of me..
"Hmm.. For what? I guess he's so busy today"
I lied to him and he nod his head but,i can see his eyes that he think i lied to him.
"If he have got some time,i guess he want to visiting your house.."

"Aha... Nee.." I forced to smile. I gulp and i feel i wanna punch my face!
Suddenly,i hear footsteps near front of my bedroom's door and the door is open.
"Onni.." Hyuna approached me then hug me then,she take a bow at Kiseop.
"Annyeonghaseyo Uisa! ^^"
"Nee! Annyeonghaseyo.. Finish already did your activity?"
She nodded her head and show her big smile as usual.
She force her smile. And i can see that she has some problem and try to hide it from us..

"Hyuna,what are taking you so long to go back to the home?"
"Aaaaaa... I... I... I was accompany E-Young in the school with Lizzy.
Because.. She was waiting for her mom!"
"Wow! So,are you guys are friend now?"
Kiseop feels happy of this!
I show my right thumb to her!
"Very good sweety.."
"Nee Onni,Uisa. She came to my class and apologize to me and Lizzy..
I hope she could be my close friend or my best friend like me with Lizzy and Kevin! ^^"
"Nee,i hope so Hyuna.."
He said. But,suddenly she notice at the bwol that taken by Kiseop.
She smiling like she want to tease me then she raise her right eyebrow.

"Oh.. Ehm! So,Kiseop Uisa feed my sister huh?
Ehm! Usually,if she gotta sick,no boys or man have some courage
to feed her except nae Appa"

She show her tounge and Kiseop's cheeck becomes red. What?! Ahahahahaha!
Really,this is my first time to watching his embarrased's expression.
So cute!! Hahaha LOL! I wanna pinch his cheecks! >.< ♥ ♥
"Aish! Saengie.." I pinch Hyuna's arm then she say
"Aw! Onni.. Wae? That's right Onn.. Is the Facts, is not a fiction!" Asshe sang Fiction's song
by B2ST.
Im Hyun Ah ¬_¬

"Hmmm.. I don't understand. Why do people calls you with Nana?
Your name is Im Jin Ah"
"Because,my mother's name was Park Narsha. But,her real name was Park Hyo Jin..
Now her name is turn to Im Narsha! She gave me the name was Im Jin Ah.
My father's it was Im.
When i was  3 years old,my mother and my father called me Jin Ah but,they were changed my nickname as Nana.
Because,my mother's nickname was Narsha.
She wanted me had  the same initial's name like her!
So.... My nickname is Nana"

He giggle when i told him about the meaning of my nickname.
"And i also loved to singing.
Before i could spoke,and read all of alphabet,i always speaks like this..

“Nananananananana"  while singing.
"Hahaha! So,Umma said “That was same like your new nickname!” kekeke~"

"Yeah,you loved singing and you have a good talent,Nana!
But,i'm prefer Jin Ah's name than Nana's name."
"Gomawo.. Hmmm but.. Why?"
"That's too simple if i call your name.
And... Jin Ah is more beautiful name than Nana.
Because,if i can call you Jin Ah,i will call you Jinnie!"
I'm so embarrassed when she said that,she said Jin Ah's name more beautiful than Nana ~(♥▿♥)~ ~(♥▿♥)~
"Oh.. Hmmm..."
I looked down'cause i feel warms in my cheecks and try to hide it this red cheecks from him.
I bite my lower lips and try to control my heartbeat.

{Kiseop's POV}
See? Now,she so embarrassed.
How cute her when she try to hide her red cheecks from me.
My guess absolutely right! She like me.
"Oh.. Hmmm..."
"So,may i call you Jin Ah? Or Jinnie?"
 I can see that shine brighting her eyes... She feel so happy! When i offer it
"Nee. Why not? You can call me Jin Ah or Jinnie.
But,if you call me Jinnie,i will call you Seopie ^^"

I'm giggle when she said Seopie. That's my little name!
"Kyeopta! But,that was my little name from Umma and Appa."
We are laughing together but,Nana's voice more loud than me.
"Hahaha! Ehm.. Ok stop it! Stop it! Kekeke~"
She take the glass fill warm water and drink it!
Then,she put back the glass on desk with slowly like a slow motion action.
What happend with her?
"Why Nana? Did something bothering you?" She sheak her head.
"So?"
"Hmmm.. Nothing"
I'm sure that she hiding something from me but,i don't want to know.
"Hmm.. Kiseop.."
"Nee?"
"You said that you want called me with Jin Ah's or Jinnie's name? But,you didn't called me with that name"
"Oh... Hmmm.. Maybe latter! Hahaha~ yeah i don't have a mood to call you with that name."
"Oh.. Hmm... Kiseop.."
"Nee?"
"Can i ask you something?"
"Mwo?" She close her eyes then she open it again.
And she take a deep breath.
"What if there is someone tell you that she loving you?"

I know what did you meant Nana ☺
"If i love her,i will tell my feelings too."
"But,if you don't?"
"I wanna be her close friend or her best friend.
But,i will respect of her feelings and try to take care her feelings for me.."
We are have an eye contact,her eyes notice me and also with me.
"What if i say that i love you?" She asked me.
It's almost make me get a heart attack! What did she asked that?!
And then,she didn't do anything! She just gaze me and waiting for my answer.
"Why you asked me that question?" She leaning her back on the pillow.
Her eyes looking towards straight at the cupboard,she didn't look at me.
"Wae? You don't like it? You don't feel comfortable with that question?
You don't have to pretend that you don't know about this. I saw you were opened my diary..
You were reading all of the page already.
I guess,you had read the page about my feelings for you?
So,you know it"
She take off the blanket from her body and she sit on the bed,her face already front of me.
Her palms pressing together.

"Lee Ki Seob.. Saranghae" She said.
I feel my heart beating so faster when she confess her feelings to me..
I know Nana.. I know you love me.
"Saranghae" She said for the second times.
"Nan jeongmal saranghae.." And then,she said for the third time.
She looked down. I can't say that i don't have any feelings to her..
But,i can't accept her too. Because,i don't know what kind of my feelings that i have for her?
We were together for along time.
"You don't have to answer the same words like me if you don't love me."
She's looking like an nervous and refuse.
She had this feeling for along time..
I take a deep breath,i close my eyes and try to calm my mind.
Slowly,i pull her face and i her Blondy's hair with gently. It's soft and smooth..
She give me her sweet smile from her lips.

I kiss her lips,this is the third times i kiss her! I don't know but,my heart say i must kiss her. _________________________________

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“When i fall~ Cheot nune banhae beorin geol..
Cuz when i fall~ Sarange bbajyeo beorin geol..
Shigani meomchun geot gata on sesangi nae geot gata~
I’m fallen in love with you.. (When I Fall - After School)”

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RainaSeoyounKo #1
Why is E-Young and Tia evil TT.TT
Can't wait to read it tho!! Hehe
music101
#2
Chapter 40: Omg, it was sooo sad and I really enjoy the story:)
Crystalic09
#3
Pordon me,what do you mean? Sequel of what?
MissUnderstand
#4
Chapter 36: Will there be a sequel?
Crystalic09
#5
Really? Wow i did it how to use the true of grammar ^^<br />
Thanks..<br />
I will continue if i have to finish to writing my story until the ending ☺
yeongyu #6
heyyo sist~ good job =3=<br />
nice story and good grammar, i thought<br />
continue your story, okay?<br />
ppyeong~<br />