white lies (seulmin)
|collection of bts x red velvet one/two shots|White lies are told to avoid hurting people. In the past two weeks, I've told four white lies to people important to me.
To my mother, who asked if I was doing okay with the entire idol life ordeal. I said that nothing could ever be better but I lied because I didn't want her to be sad. In truth, I fell in love with someone and that's very bad.
To my close sisters, Yerim, Seungwan, Sooyoung and Joohyun unnie, who all asked if I was okay when they saw me all beaten down. I looked at them, smiled and said, "yeah, why'd you asked?" I didn't want them to worry but in truth, I had just got rejected.
To myself, when I questioned myself what I was doing. I asked if it was really okay if I ignored everything that happened. If the answer was no, then I lied to myself. I said that it was alright to leave the situation but that only made things worse. I would never recover.
And to Park Jimin, the guy who rejected me, asked me if dating was still an available option, but I smiled at him strongly and said no. I thought little of it, but I didn't want to hurt him if we ever did go out. I think I only made it worse, since he sounded so sincere.
I think I made a mistake.
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