Since HyunSeong oppa is now on his 3^rd grade, I got to reschedule my private lesson time with him. Mom ever asked him whether to stop or not but Hyunseong oppa said that he can make sure that he will manage his time well. I have officially introduced him as my boyfriend to my family. Even my dad just gave his approval.

“ just don’t do anything bad since we gave you guys too much times together.. “ he said when Hyunseong oppa is having his dinner with my family. He almost choked hearing dad words.

Then my dad was just smiling at him and said “ I trust you “

What a great dinner we had that time. Hyunseong oppa has to attend 3^rd grade additional class everyday after school. He will just come two times a week to my house to give a private lesson. Well. I don’t know but word ‘private’ sometimes bringing down a light shiver down my spine. HAHHAA.

Today is another happy morning. I used to go to school alone and I did it. I don’t want to disturb morning longer time resting to hyunseong oppa. Hihi.

“ Go~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~od morning !! “ I tapped KwangMin’s shoulder.

He gave me a smile. He didn’t act lonely since the last conversation we had in the bus. Eum.. about a month from that time ?

“ ________________” someone tapped my shoulder when I just put my bag on my chair.

“hi ! ‘ it was NaEun my classmate..

“ I don’t know how to say this.. “ she bit her lower lip.

“ what ? “ I took her hands and lead her to take a seat beside my seat.

“ Hyunseong oppa is your boyfriend right ? “

“ eii. How did you know about that ? ah ! could it be all of the students here know ? “ kkk. I am starting to exaggerating

“ well actually… “

“ eum ? “ I looked at her while she is playing his eyes here and there. Hesitantly telling or not telling me. Well.. I thought this is not a good news so I pay attention more.

“ I saw Hyunseong oppa walking hand in hand wth Bora yesterday on a shopping mall.. “

Shocked.

“ ah.. you might be looking at a different person “ I giggled. Hyunseong oppa wont lie to me right ?

“ he said that he’s so busy studying after school. “ I smiled to her. Well. I have no doubt. She might be looking it wrong. “

“ Ah.. he said that ? well.. actually I aint sure myself but I believe that it was him at that time.” She looked at me, smiling. Believe at what I said.

“ It’s a relieve then “ she took my hand, smile at me then leave.

“ thanks for your info though “ I shouted at her and she put her thumbs up means a yes.

[!!!] 2 days later [!!!]

I really had no idea what to say now. so many issues suddenly came up about HyunSeong oppa and Bora.

" aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssshhh " I ruffled my hair.

I believe HyunSeong oppa. they must see the wrong guy.

they must be wrong

they saw a different guy

Yesterday he told me that he went to another private lesson after study with all of his friends, he even mention Bora’s name like nothing happened between he and Bora that’s why I didn’t think about any suspicious thing between them. Am I wrong ? But HyunSeong oppa wont betray me right ? he said that he loves me T^T he wont easily betray me right ??

Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned my back . KwangMin.

“ See ? You are worried too much now .. “ he smiled, took a seat beside me. I pretended to caught back my focus to the book in front of me.

“ I didn’t “ I resist.

{Few hours ago at class}

“ Yesterday I went to mall and saw HyunSeong sunbae there with Bora.. “ this time who reported this is Lee Ryn.

“ you might see a different guy “ I smiled. Is hyunseong oppa really the type that go to mall after studying ? I started to asking in my heart.

“ well I am not alone. KwangMin saw that too. Right KwangMin ? “ She turned to KwangMin, so did I.

“ I have told you right that it might be not him. Just a bit look alike. “ He said.

“ ya!! Yesterday you were agree with me !! “ She protested.

“ I didn’t I just said that yes it looks like him. Since your statement yesterday was ‘it looks like HyunSeong sunbae’ “ He raised one of his eyebrow and looked straight to Lee Ryn.

“ w well.. “ She stuttered.

I get up from where I sat.

“ Thanks for your info lee ryn “ I smiled honestly to her.

“ you better confirm things with HyunSeong sunbae “ She looked at me, worrying. I nodded.

“ you don’t have to worry too much .. “ KwangMin mumbled.

{flashback end}

That what happened a few hours ago before I came to this library. After that talks my heart getting all worried, started to waver and liked cant think normally. I really have to talk with HyunSeong oppa. But.. will I look too annoying if I am asking too much ? would I be looked annoying that he might leave me because of that ?? Oh.. I think I am going crazy. Couldn’t I just stay believe him ??

“ haha. You are not a good liar ________ -ah “ he sat beside me, holding a book. I don’t have any idea whether he just pretended to read a book, like me. Or he seriously read it.

“ you don’t have to mind them .. “ I took a glance looking at him. How could he said like that when he was also the witness of the scene ??

“ well. You might think I am lying right ? “ he looked at me now. He read my mind ?

“ I have told you right? He looked like HyunSeong hyung, but we are kinda far away from that scene… “ he tried to convince me.

I pull along sigh.

“ I wish I could believe your words “ I put my chin on the table. My head is too heavy now.

“ you can believe me now. I really have no idea whether he is really HyunSeong hyung or not. But I am pretty sure, HyunSeong hyung wont hurt you. I mean. I guess he really loves you. From how he looked at you. I just can read it. “ He explained a bit long. It’s been a long time for this kinda conversation with KwangMin. I straighten my sit position, smiled.

“ how do you know that he really loves me? “ I smiled looking at him.

“ I – I am a guy you know ? “ He looked back at his book.

“ Thank you KwangMin.. “ I smiled looking at him.

He pretended not to hear me and keep looking at his book cooly.

" ouuuhh this kid .. " I ruffled his hair.

" w whaaat ?? " He tried to fix his hair..

I just put a 'merong' pose then closed my book.

Thanks KwangMin.. I know you know my feelings better than any one..