Your POV

I keep on staring at my tutor's face. He is explaining math thingy and I don't really interested to listen to his explanation. Well. It is not a dream ___________. It is reality ! I pinched my hands and I felt it kind of... hurt (?) but the feeling is ah~~~ pink feelings (?)

" so how is it ? " he asked suddenly . OMO! did he realized about it ? that all I do is staring at his face ? our eyes just met each other and it surprised me so I throw my sight as fast as possible to my sheets.

" eum.. " I bit my lower lips and pretend to look at my sheet seriously.

" let me explain it again .. " he is smiling while looking at my confuse expression.

there he is explaining it again .. but everytime I hear his voice .. it just made me want to look at his face more.. we are just some inches away. Never been this close before. Now I observing his eyes.. he has such a beautiful eye... >.< his nose. his lips. OMG! I really want to touch his cheek or may I touch his nose ? or eyes ? lips ? I closed my eyes. It can't be like this!! I have to study . S T U D Y. else he won't come again. Okay .. let's focus !

I just opened my eyes when he said " how is it ? "

" ye... yes ? " I throw my confuse expression, again. why did he stop when I just started to concentrate to what his explanation ... I put a long sigh.. he is smiling again...

" let's doing some exercise.. may be we could improve a thing " he tried to reach some exercise sheets on the little table that separate us. I nodded. He got one and he positioned the exercise so I could take a clear look at it while he is doing and explaining it to me. Okay ... __________________ concentrate ! focus!!

he is trying to solve the problem now.. wa waiit... tha.. that.. " I never seen teacher ever told me that kind of way to solve this problem " I am a bit surprised though.

" It is another way to solve this kinda of problem in math and some said that this is kind of... faster than the method given by teachers in class.. " he is smiling. " but.. if you asked it directly to the teachers in school they will definitely teach you " he added

" woah.. " still impressed. he is just smiling. what's lack from him .. ? handsome... smart.. but.. he............. already has a girlfriend ? Bora.. is she ? ah~~ I pouted. Ah stop it _________ !! you got to focus !!

I take some exercise sheets from him

" Let me do it " I said. I have to do something else I will only think about my tutor. He really has good and bad as my tutor. ah.. I will be crazy If I always think about him...

Okay... now how to solve this..

" eum.. can all this kind of problem solved by using this method ? " I asked while looking at him

" not all of them. some of them have another condition and way to solve but I think when I was in your grade this method is almost always used " he rubbed his hair while smiling

" ah.. okay " I can't stop smiling too :) he almost always smiling.. this guy really..

Okay to solve this.. I should look at latest example that solved.. eum.. o.. oh.. I just looked at some sheets that he held while he explained things to me.. this method.. he has explained it to me two times before I could concentrate.. but he is not laughing at me when I am still surprised by his method... he didn't say I think I have explained it to you .. just keep trying his best to make me undrestand.. ah~~~ It makes me falling deeper T^T

I took a slight look to his face. He is busy reading my math book .. this person is really a kind hearted person.. I think I almost cry .. huhu

I better finish it now.. else I will make him feel bad.. fighting fi

[after some mins]

I never been this excited before while doing some math exercises..

" this ! " I pass it to him

" I think I can solve this kind of question .. 100 more ! " I added. hyper. then we are laughing

He take a look at it seriously.. then he is smiling.

" you are smart " he ruffled my hair. OMO! I stunned. I look to his eyes. I think our time is stop for some seconds. He looked at me too. Our eyes locked. then he slowly put his hand..

" sorry " he looked at the floor.

" ah .. it is okay " I am smiling and raised my voice. we even ever interwined our fingers right ? I wish I could say it but .. I don't think it is a nice idea to say it now.. tehee~

" okay . I think I should leave now.. " he prepared his bag and stood up.

I stand up too. immediately. then bowed..

" thank you so much for your help today " I said while bowing. he replied my bow.

" you are welcome " he is smiling. he just turned while I am thinking of a request.

" wait ! "

he turned back and look at me .. " yes ? " he asked

" could I ... "

I look anywhere I could look but not his eyes..

" could I just call you HyunSeong 'Oppa' ? "

He looks surprised by my request. " a.. ah .. ne " he is smiling " it is okay .. _________ "

" Thank you op..oppa. " I bow. Did I my face just turning red ?
 

eunki's note :

so let's agree that no one can easily gain concentration when HyunSeong is the math tutor xD