after dropped me at home, HyunSeong oppa left and few minutes more he will come as my tutor. Funny. Have a tutorial with my own babe :3 dont you feel curious about how it will be like ? *suddenly excited* well I hope nothing will be much different since I really need to make my scores better ... It won't be hard.. be calm.. *ruffled my hair* how is my dress ? is it look good ? no ? wait.. I just wear dress I usually wear. ri~ght ? I face the mirror. ah... I dont have to be over excited like this..

I decided to have a sit. waiting for him.

Usually he didnt come late..

I keep on checking clock on the wall and tapping my hands on the table.

where is he ?

when I almost stood up.. " _________, HyunSeong is coming there~~ " as usually, mom as alert.

I quicken my steps and open the door. HyunSeong oppa's already there almost open the door when suddenly the one who open it succesfully is me. He looks a bit surprised but then he smiled. I smiled at him too.

" are you ready ? " he asked when both of us have sat beside the table.

" sure ! " I answered with a high tone and a smile, of course.

OMG I am nervous. hahaha. focus.

HyunSeong Oppa started to explain things, as usual. a sheet of task is ready to do right after the explanation.

while I am doing the task, I could feel it that HyunSeong oppa stared at me and sometimes pull a lil sigh. I took a peek. His gloomy face. what's going on ? he came late and now what's with his face ? Should I ask him? well.. I will be sounds incredibly annoying for asking too much .... yeah . once I asked it will br hardly to stop *sigh*

" what's happening ? " HyunSeong oppa's asking.

" eum. nothing. " I smiled at him.

" is it hard ? you can tell me then which one ... " he smiled.

" n noo.. "

" okay then.. " he ruffled my hair

few minutes later, he does like what he did before.

I put my pen.

" what is... "

he threw me a 'yes?' face.

" ah nothing.. " I took my pen again.

He took my pen. " what ? " he smiled at me.

I still hastitated to ask though. I just bit my bottom lip. looking at the ground.

" you want to ask me anything right ? why did you keep on hasitating ? " he passed my pen to me.

" because.. "

" yes ? "

" because... "

" hng ? "

" I am afraid that I will be sounded annoying ... "

he ruffled my hair.

" I see " , he said.

now, he is trying to catch my sight.

" whenever you had anything to say... if you afraid that you will be sounded annoying .. forget that kinda thought. " he smiled.

" I always waiting for your words.. " he placed his left hand on my right hand that lied on the table.

".. so I wont feel that your words are annoying " he added. Now my eyes locked with him. His serious and calm gaze. I was drowned. he pushed his hand tight and locked my right hand on the table. Moving his hips, leaning towards me.

closer.I closed my eyes. I could feel his breath on my forehead then.. he kissed it.

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then he pulled out.

I opened my eyes slowly then.... I still could see he smiled. I got nothing to say. I am soooooooooooooooooo shy >< then I decided to take my pen after he moved some inches back to his place right after he realeased my right hand. I am facing my task now. He looked at me now he smiled.

" w what's going on ? anything's funny ? " I stuttered.

" n no ! " he didnt want me to get misunderstood of his act.

then silence remains.

once I done with my task, I turned to HyunSeong oppa. holding his right shoulder..

" everything is going to be okay .. " I smiled to him.

he held my hand that laid on his shoulder. caressed it then smiled at me.

what exactly things happened ? I just can feel that he felt a burden even if he smiled.

" I will tell you, for sure. but not now.. " he said as if could read my mind.

I nodded. then I decided to give him a hug. I placed my head on his right arm. While my whole arms are trying to wrap him.

He moved his head closer to my head, I can feel that he just pull a deep sigh.

" thank you  " he kissed my hair.

few minutes later, we just said goodbyes in front of my house. He said that he will pick me up tomorrow and I told him to be careful on his way. OMG it is just like my imagination fe~~~~~~~~w months ago. hahaha. when I just truned my body to come to my house. Mom's already stand there.

" are you dating him ? " she raised her left eyebrows.

" I .. I .. "

" it is okay though.. " mom's still looking at me.

" how did mom knew about that ? " I still stood up at where I sat.

" It's mom. you know ? " she added.

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eunki's note :

eww.. my sis is bothering me ! hahaha.