i got out of the apartment and saw wheein with this kid. they were playing with a kitten. i was allergic to cat fur, but as long as they were groomed, i would be alright. i took a lot of allergy pills though.  

i was surprised to be up, but i wasnt able to fall back asleeep, thus i wanted to go for a jog, i drank a lot during the past week. i observed them for about two minutes and started to jog. i explored the neighborhood. the fall leaves were scattered everywhere, unevenly. this neighbordhood seemed so friendly. it was lunch and you could hear some children running outside, playing and singing together. there were elders walking around, if not exercising at the park. there were other people also jogging, everyone seemed to have been enjoying their time, as i did. i remembered that i wasnt into jogging before i met /her/

it was time to finally reveal my story.

a few years back, i was very enthusiastic at everything i did, i did not have the best grades, because i was never a study type, but i grasped most of my subjects whenever i did attend class. the reason why i kept skipping was because of my passion. i loved to dance. dance was life, dance was everything. although i didnt have those fit girl body, oh did i look good with my curves. i spent my days practicing at the school's studio and thus skipping class. 

i guess our family did pretty well because my parents were supportive of what i did, but to the extent to pay the school and allow me for skipping class, that was a bit over. at the time i was preparing to compete at this dance contest. it was pretty well known, thus i felt very competitive and practiced a lot. 

d-day came by, and i was at the venue. then, i had already known that i am a lesbian, but hadn't came out to my family. there, i met her. she was the prettiest living creature i have ever seen. it was love at first sight. though, she did not seem to have fell in love at first sight though, but she fell hard later on. i just got that much charm. anyways, yes, i spotted her practicing by herself, she seemed so beautiful. her movements seemed out of this world, as they were on point. it felt like each of her step made the earth tremble, and it shooked me to my core. 

thankfully, i was called on stage to perform, if not she would have totally made me forget about my choreography and competition. whilst i danced, i owned the world. my movements were perfectly synchronized with the music. i was sweating, but it felt so good. i felt so alive. once the music stopped, i stopped as well. i felt proud of myself. i thought that this was a great day, and next, it became even better.

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yes this chapter is different than usually bc of no caps and all, buT YA I STARTED TYPING LIKE DAT SO I THOUGHT WHY NOT, AND GUUUYS THIS JUST TOOK ME LIKE 10 MINS TO TYPE IDEK????? BUT YE IMMA UPDATE REAL SOON FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER BUT THAT MIGHT TAKE SOME DAYS BUT I GTG SO TAKE CARE EVERYONE