Amber POV

While I rested my mind at dorm rooftop. I saw my roommate. I think that its her boyfriend. Well I don’t care at all. But seeing them like that make me think of my past. Do you wanna know why and how I become a gay? Well everythings happen must have their own reason. So let me tell you guys.

Act I thought that I was a straight guy because at cali high i do have crush. I really like her. Her name is yoona yes Im yoona. She’s hot, she’s beautiful, her smile can melt everyone but one day there’s a guy ho is transfer at our school that time. He takes same courses as me. So Im gonna always saw him at class. His name is Kris wu. Yeah he handsome, he hot but sometimes he is too innocent for me.

One day after we play a basketball for a practise, I think kris injured himself. So I help him by send him to nursery. Then because of that we become a close buddies. Where I go he go, where he go I go. Until one time when we just left alone in class. We go to a beach for a relax mood. Then that time I do realise that Im a gay. I admire him and that time feel like I wanna kiss him but I didn’t do it because im scared that  it might ruined our friendship.

“ hey amber, you know that im really grateful to have you being my friend. Act I never have a close friends like you. But I gotta tell you something since we are best friend buddies right?” when he said like that im kinda anticipating to heard it. Who might knows that he gonna confessed to me. Haha lol what am I thinking. “ oh yeah what is it kris?”

“act I have a someone that I think I love her” when I heard him said that. I think I should put my hope too high because I know he is straight not like me but what the most shocked me is that girl. “ I think I love her amber. Well you know our cali princess right? Yeah it her. Its yoona, amber” oh gosh he like my ex crush? Damn it.

“mind if you help me courting her?” oh this is dead. Im hurt enough inside. “err oh yeah sure. Anything for you bro” damn. It cant be. Hmm damn. Why her and why not me. Oh yeah we are both males. Of course he is straight. So since the day. I help him talk to yoona, I help him to know better about yoona until one day “ hey amber yknow what? she accept me. She accept me!!” wow he looks happy. Im deeply hurt inside. So because of him, I took a step by transfer my self to sm school which is in seoul, korea.

Yeah I do hate girls, because they snatch the one that I love. Tbh, I never compliment anyone but I don’t know why I can compliment a girl that I just met. A girl who is my roommate. Well it feels like im attract with her. But there’s no way right I can like her since I tell her im a gay and I also doesn’t want to involve with any relationship. But why hmm. It feels weird. And the more weird is I even can have a weird feels when I look at her. Aish I think one day I can get a just because of her. Okay amber stop that youre gay and you hate girls.

About my parents? They still at California. It just me here at korea. I ask them to stay there. Because I need my own time alone. And luckily they do understand me and didn’t ask me too much. Well about me and kris? No one knows. It only me know about it. So let just keep it secret okay?

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hey guys, im sorry for being late. its raining just now but nvm here you go another chapter. enjoy it ^^