Myra POV

"P-A-R-A-D-O-X! P-A-R-A-D-O-X!"

I could hear the fans chants all the way from the dressing room as i tried to calm my nerves.

"Daebak Myra Unni! You look like a goddess today!" Eu young commented as she moved to the chair next to mine.

"Ya! Your unni has always looked like this seen the day she was born if you haven't realized!" I answered making everyone else in the dressing room laugh. 

At least i managed to calm everyone else down I thought to myself. As i looked at my reflection in the mirror i realized that in truth i actually didn't look that bad today as Euyoung had said.

It's was going to be okay was all i could manage to say to myself to cheer up. Everything was going to be okay now. The girls had bled their blood working to be here today, we all had. Anna, Euyoung, Yuka, and i had waited for this day seen the beginning. But i knew deep down inside all of us felt the same hollowness within. I had expected myself to cry when today would have come when we first started off, but as i sat there with the final checks of the microphone fittings on my back, i fell into my deep thoughts. I recognized the fact that none of us could cry today because we were all too empty to feel that kind of emotion anymore after knowing all the scars and memories we would have to carry with us from today onwards till the day we die. We all had lost something along the way to get where we are today, something we can't ever get back. Some of us had traveled to an unfam