Knowing her past

Let me love you {Sequel of Lust}
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Double update! Rewind to chapter 13 before reading this ^_^

BTS, VIXX and the girls didn’t really meet after that small slumber party at Jimin’s house. Sooryun spent 3-4 hours training with Woozi, Vernon and S.coups for the opening and the rest with Su min

She would be lying if she said she wasn’t exhausted but since the ball is in a week’s time so she has to just push through

“Can we please rest this heels are killing me” Sooryun complained and Su min giggled and nodded. Sooryun plopped down and panted

“How’s your training with Seventeen?” Su min asked and Sooryun shrugged

“Same old same old. Woozi has a great voice and Vernon and S.coups are great rappers” Sooryun complimented and Su min nodded

“You’re surrounded by great guys, I’m so jealous of you” Su min joked and Sooryun just rolled her eyes and laughed

“Stop making me laugh unnie. Now let’s practice once more before calling it a day?” Sooryun suggested and Su min nodded

“I have to meet Namjoon and Hoseok to plan some outing for our class or something” Su min said and Sooryun nodded

“That means I can spend time with Jimin” Sooryun smiled and Su min rolled her eyes

“You’re such a love sick puppy sometimes Sooryun-ah” Su min said and Sooryun smacked her arms playfully

“Shut up unnie. Let’s practice” Sooryun replied with a smile and Su min rolled her eyes playfully. Turning on the song, they got into their positions and started dancing

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Sooryun and Su min had gotten each other ready and once they made sure everything was set, they left the house

“Where’s Jimin meeting you at?” Su min asked and Sooryun looked over the text that she got from Jimin a few minutes ago

“We’re meeting at Caffebene. He said something about their greatest bingsu that I had to try” Sooryun rolled her eyes and Su min giggled

“Well, I went there before and I’m sure you won’t be rolling your eyes after you taste their food. Now, here’s where we part

Don’t be out too late and tell me when you’re home okay?” Su min said and Sooryun nodded

“You too eomma. If you didn’t know, you’re just a year older than me” Sooryun joked and Su min playfully smacked her arms

“I’m still more mature despite that. Now don’t keep your boyfriend waiting. Go” Su min joked and they parted ways after a hug

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Sooryun arrived the café Jimin was talking about not long after. She looked around and saw Jimin sitting nearby a window scrolling through his phone

Smiling, she went up behind him and covered his eyes

“Guess who?” Sooryun whispered and Jimin smiled and held onto Sooryun’s hands

“Is it my princess Sooryun?” Jimin asked and Sooryun released her hands from his eyes and sat down next to him

“Yes it is. Now what is so amazing about this café that I have to try out?” Sooryun joked and Jimin smiled and pinched her nose playfully

“Well my dear princess, how about I order the famous food that would blow your mind?” Jimin said and stood up.

Sooryun smiled and nodded her head. She moved slightly so that Jimin could get out and Jimin gave her a small peck on her cheek before going to order

Sooryun smiled and sat near the window. She gazed out the window where snow was dropping and felt her heart melt

*Its been so long since I’ve been this happy* Sooryun smiled and took in the smell of the café

The smell of fresh grounded coffee beans and the sweet smell of chocolate made her calm and she almost forgot her past problems

“I’m back, ready to be mind-blown?” Jimin said as he carried the full tray and set it on their table. Sooryun rolled her eyes and shook her head at her dorky boyfriend

Jimin took a spoon and got some of the bingsu. Grinning cutely, he held it up onto Sooryun’s mouth and she smiled and opened it. Jimin fed her and looked at Sooryun, anticipating her reaction

“Mm this is nice. I’m impressed” Sooryun said and Jimin grinned and took a spoonful for himself, melting at the taste. Sooryun giggled at how silly he was behaving

“How’s your training for the opening going?” Jimin asked and handed another spoon to Sooryun. She took it and ate a bit of the bingsu before replying

“Its going fine. I’m just a bit tired since I have to train for 2 performances” Jimin held Sooryun’s hand and pecked her cheeks

“Make sure you don’t faint okay? I want you to see what BTS is doing for the winter ball” Jimin smiled cheekily and Sooryun giggled

“Of course. I’ll look forward to your performance” Sooryun said and Jimin told her that he would anticipate hers

“Sooryun, there’s something I’ve been wanting to say” Jimin said and Sooryun looked at him curiously

“If you don’t mind and if you trust me enough, I want to know, your backstory” Jimin said and Sooryun froze slightly, which Jimin caught

“I-Its okay if you don’t want to tell me. I told you before, its up to you. If you’re not ready, I’ll wait” Jimin said and Sooryun bit her lip and nodded her head

“I would tell you, but don’t you think the café is not really an appropriate place for me to tell you my dark history?” Sooryun joked and Jimin blinked

“Right! I’m sorry about that. I know the perfect place” Jimin smiled and Sooryun chuckled and how cute he was being

They finished up their food and drinks and Jimin hailed a cab since he can’t drive yet. It wasn’t long after and they finally arrived at the top of a hill

“How do you think we’re going to go home after this?” Sooryun joked and Jimin smiled and told her that his chauffeur knows this place

Jimin pulled Sooryun to a clearing and laid open a blanket he got before they took the taxi. Making sure Sooryun is comfortable in his embrace, they looked up at the stars

“You weren’t joking when you said you like to end of a date with star gazing” Sooryun mentioned and Jimin smiled and nodded

“Its always been a thing I love to do. It might be cheesy but I love seeing the stars. It calms me” Jimin said and Sooryun nodded in agreement

“It all started when my mum decided to go out when my brother was at our grandma’s house and dad was on a business trip” Sooryun suddenly started off and Jimin pulled Sooryun closer and nodded his head, urging her to continue

“She brought home a guy and apparently, didn’t use protection. She mistaken him for my dad, which is ing stupid because my dad and that devil had nothing in common

But, she didn’t realise it until the next morning. The guy told her he would take responsibility but my mum just told him off” Sooryun continued.

Jimin felt Sooryun shaking, probably angry at her mum’s carelessness. He just rubbed her arms soothingly and told her to calm down

“A day after that my dad came home and she slept with him, trying to cover up that deed if she ever got pregnant, and guess what, she did get pregnant

She gave birth to me 9 months later. But I followed the bastard’s face. I look like him, that’s why me and Ravi oppa don’t really look alike” Sooryun teared slightly

Jimin sat up and wiped her tears with his thumb, gazing at her softly.

“You don’t have to continue Princess, it hurts me to see you cry” Jimin said and Sooryun shook her head

“I want to tell you. It isn’t fair if some people who aren’t worth this secret knows rather than you who don’t” Sooryun said and Jimin sighed and nodded

“My father grew suspicious so he went to investigate. Not long after my 4th birthday, they fought and my mother took me away to live with that guy

Everything was fine but suddenly things started to change. They worked more and ignored me. When I confronted them, I got a beating” Sooryun muttered and Jimin frowned

“Is that why you wear long sleeved t shirts all the time?” Jimin asked and Sooryun nodded, looking away.

Jimin’s hand made their way to her sleeves but Sooryun pulled her hands away. Jimin looked her in her eyes and caressed her cheeks lovingly

“I’ll still love you, you know that” Jimin said and Sooryun breathed out shakily. She held her hands out and Jimin slowly pulled up her sleeves

He frowned and trailed the marks that was formed on Sooryun’s skin. How he didn’t realise this when they were having ? He doesn’t know but he felt guilty

*I should’ve noticed this marks. Where are your eyes Jimin?!* Jimin’s frown deepened and brought up Sooryun’s arms to his lips

“I’m sorry” he muttered and kissed the marks. Sooryun blinked her tears away and asked him why he was apologizing

“When we had , I didn’t see this marks. I can’t believe I even thought that I poured my love even if you see it as lust

I should’ve noticed this marks. I’m sorry” Jimin mumbled and looked down.

Sooryun smiled and pushed his head up lightly, meeting his eyes. She gave a sweet and heart-warming kiss on his lips

Jimin took a while to respond but he slowly kissed her back, making sure she felt how sincere he was, how bad he felt

Sooryun slowly pulled away, much to Jimin’s distaste and smiled at him

“The marks on my skin weren’t inflicted by you. The time we had was out of the blue and pleasure usually blinds us from seeing reality

Why do you think I use it as a form of escape? It’s okay Jimin, I’m not angry at you, I wanted to hide these from you” Sooryun said and Jimin gave her a look

“Why did you want to hide them from me?” Jimin asked and Sooryun pulled her sleeves down. She sighed and shrugged her shoulders

“Its embarrassing to see them. I hate being reminded that my skin is only perfect on my face” Sooryun said and Jimin frowned

“You’re perfect just the way you are. This marks that those devils imprinted aren’t defining your beauty Sooryun

I love you, with or without those marks on your body” Jimin declared and Sooryun smiled tearfully. She gave Jimin and hug and thanked him

“There’s nothing for you to thank me about. We do each other a favour. I love you for you and you love me for me. I’m happy enough I got you Sooryun” Jimin said and Sooryun told him the same thing

“Should I continue my past?” Sooryun asked after that emotional roller-coaster of emotions. Jimin nodded

“They continued abusing me. They didn’t really care about my gr

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Hi angels! I've edited the first 2 chapters so please check it out cause there's some minor details that i changed in the story ^^

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MsPancakes
#1
Chapter 6: Awww, i need friends like bts and sumin irl ╥﹏╥ they are so sweet, they are seriously friendship goals o(╥﹏╥)o... I wanna punch that teacher in the throat, what kind of a ing teacher that person is ಠ_ಠ... Poor sooryun :( she needs help from an actual professional, what she's dealing with is a serious case \(;´□`)/
MsPancakes
#2
Chapter 5: Lmfao at A/N (≧∇≦)/ poor ravi XD

Jungkook is such a brat lmao, its so cute that even tho sooryun keeps on ignoring and pushing them away, they just don't care and still comes to her and casually hangs out and talks to her, they are so sweet (´∀`) and its funny that taekook knows more about her than chim himself lmao, poor mochi XD ..even his parents knows his inlove with sooryun, oh boy jimin XD what are u doing XD


..and also, this story is so good i don't understand why this doesn't have alot of views ⊙︿⊙
MsPancakes
#3
Chapter 4: Wtf, she got ?! And her parents didn't even care?? What?! (╯︵╰,) omg soo, ╥﹏╥ .... And i thought the previous ch was already too depressing, this was worse, i feel so bad for soo ಥ_ಥ
MsPancakes
#4
Chapter 3: This was so depressing af _(ㄒoㄒ) now i feel bad for thinking of her so badly (╥_╥)
MsPancakes
#5
Chapter 2: Same chim, what do you really see in her to be head over heels for her “ψ(`∇´)ψ but... at the same time, I kinda see why you love her (´∀`)
MsPancakes
#6
Chapter 1: Ooohh so she's rich af (・∀・)
YPDIANA #7
Chapter 6: KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!! I REALLY LIKE THE STORY OMG