Eight

Love Is So Hard [HIATUS]

YOUNGJAE POV

 

The next day, I went to the school as usual with Junhong and meet Jongup at the front gate as he waited us patiently.We walked to the class while talking a random things and sometimes we laughed, ignoring the stare that the people gave to us. I made my way to my locker to take my chemistry book as I have chemistry for the first class today. Junhong and Jongup still in a conversation that I knew well what they are talking about. Dancing of course.

“Youngjae-ah!”

I turned around just to see  Myungsoo waved at me brightly. I formed a smile as waving back to him. He approached me with a wide arm. Before he could hugging me, Junhong already stand up in front of me. It makes Myungsoo hugged my brother instead of me. Jongup and I couldn’t help but burst into a loud laugh.

“Yah! What are you doing?! I wanna hug Youngjae. Not you!” he pushed Junhong aside and trying to hug me once again. But Junhong doesn’t allow as he pulled the colar of Myungsoo’s shirt at the back.

“Who gives you a permission to hug my hyung? If you has a wish to die, do it now!”, Junhong shot a glare to his friend.

“Okay, I give up now. My life was too precious to die in your hand, kid.” Myungsoo raised both of his hand while glaring at Junhong. He admits that he was scared to Junhong even he knows that the kid won’t do that. After all Junhong learned martial art. Junhong released Myungsoo right away as he still stand in front of me, completely blocking me.

“Yah, I wanna see Youngjae. Move”, Myungsoo pushed Junhong a bit.

“Hi Myungsoo!” I greeted him.

“Hi my dear Youngjae.” He showed me his flirt smile that make me blushed. Then, he hissed in a pain when Junhong hit his head.

“Who gives you a permission to call him that, you punk!”

“Yah! Why must everything I does, I need to ask your permission?! Itch, such a kid”, Myungsoo rubbed his head poorly.

“He is my brother though. So I has a right.”

“Then, Youngjae hyung will forever single, Junhong-ah”, Jongup interrupt the conversation after being silent. I laughed.

“Enough, Junhong-ah. Stop your over protective side. He’s only joking.”

“Okay if you say so.” Even he said that, he still gives a warning glare to Myungsoo.

“Youngjae!”

“Youngjae hyung, since when you are so popular huh? It’s always someone called your name”, Junhong frowned as he turned his back to look who is the one calling his brother ONCE again. There is Himchan and Yongguk making their way towards us. 

“Hi, Himchan hyung. Hi, Yongguk hyung. Hmm where is Daehyun?” I asked immediately when I see the cold prince is not with them.

“Eyy, someone looking for him now. Is there something between both of you yesterday?”, Himchan gives a playful smile. My face turned to red.

“W-what? There is nothing, hyung. Can’t I look for him? He is my friend”, I replied nervously.

“Really?” Himchan raised a single brow.

“Yah yah hyung. What are you talking about, huh? No one will dating Youngjae hyung without my permission. Even YOU”, Junhong points his finger towards Myungsoo. Myungsoo pushed his finger while scoffing.

“Oh, who is this kid here? I never see you around before”, Yongguk ask.

“Hi. I’m Kim Myungsoo. I’m courting Youngjae now”, Myungsoo said straightforward. I shooked my head in amused.

“Bang Yongguk. This is Kim Himchan.”

“Daehyun has a rival now”, Himchan snickered at Myungsoo.

“Who’s Daehyun?”, Myungsoo ask in jealousy voice. He tried to hold my hand but Junhong slapped his hand. Jongup then hold Junhong’s hand to calm him down.

“Ouch! You are so mean!”

“Enough,enough. I don’t want to date anyone right now. Study is more important. And hyung, you don’t answer my question. Where is Daehyun? Is he okay?”, I decided to stop them from talking about me.

“Hmm, we also don’t know. I called him but he doesn’t answer”, Yongguk looked at his phone with a worry look.

“Why? Is there something happen? If not, he will answer your call as usual.” Himchan’s motherly side immediately when it is about Daehyun. I couldn’t help but suspiciously thinking if Himchan likes Daehyun or what.

“I don’t know. Didn’t he call you, Youngjae-ah?”, Yongguk asked me. I shook my head as a reply.

“But I noticed his expression yesterday. He somehow looks sad”, I don’t know why but I has a strong feeling that Daehyun is not in a good mood after I jokes around him. Yongguk’s face changed slightly.

“Why hyung? Is something wrong?”

“He is a grown up boy, hyung. Why are you wasting your time looking for him?” Junhong frowned. Jongup choose to keep silent, listening the conversation.

“Yes, what’s so important about that boy, huh? I unconsciously hoping to meet this precious boy”, Myungsoo feel annoyed. Yongguk shot a glare to him. He shut up his mouth and looking on the ground.

“He is important to me. Don’t talk like you know him well enough”, Yongguk’s stern voice making my body shivers in fear hearing it.

“Call me if Daehyun texts you, Youngjae”, he told me before taking Himchan’s hand and left.

 

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DAEHYUN POV

 

I decided not to go to the school today. I think I need a rest for my body as I couldn’t sleep last night. My mind keeps wandering about how would I will be react when meeting my parents. Is they ever loved me? Is they missed me so they are coming back?

So many questions comes through out of my mind. I don’t think I am ready enough to meet them. I gets up from my bed and go to the balcony. The fresh air making my body relaxed. I closed my eyes.

My lip formed a small smile as suddenly Youngjae got into my head. I tried to recall his bright smile, his beautiful innocent face, his cute nose and white pale skin. I think I am going crazy when thinking of him. I has a strong feeling that make  me want to stay by his side. I want to protect him from this cruel world. I don’t know what is this feeling but it felt nice. I touch my chest and focusing on my heartbeats.

Then, I stopped whatever I am doing when I heard a bell rang in my apartment. I frowned. Is Yongguk hyung come to check on me? Or Himchan hyung? But they knew the password code though. I left my bedroom and making my way towards the camera.

“Who is it?”

Silent. I didn’t wait anymore as I go to the front door to see whoever is coming a this school hours.

“Who--"

 

~

 

NO ONE POV

 

Daehyun sat quietly in the dining room as he faced with his long-time-no-see father. His mother is currently making a breakfast for him when he told that he just got up from sleeping.

“You grown up well, Daehyun-ah.” Mr Jung ask his son in a fatherly voice as he showed his smile. No doubt that Daehyun seriously taking after him with the handsome face.

“Y-yes. I-I’m doing well here”, Daehyun reply in a manner. Even he felt angry towards them, he still has a respect as they are his parents. He has no right to rude with someone that bring him to this world.

“Be comfortable to daddy. Mummy too.” Mr Jung tried to lead a conversation instead of being silent. Daehyun just nodded.

Then Mrs Jung comes out of the kitchen while bringing a tray of food and a jug of juice and coffee. She placed them on the table. Daehyun got up, trying to help his mother. He doesn’t feel right to sit and watch as he feel uncomfortable.

“No. Let mummy do. Just sit”, Mrs Jung hold him back as she sets his son down on the chair. After everything prepared, they begins to eat as a family with awkward situation.

Daehyun chewed his food slowly waiting for one of them to speak. After half of breakfast, Mr Jung put his spoon and fork on the plate. He wiped his lip with the napkin as he looked at Daehyun.

“Daehyun-ah. Daddy and mummy are sorry. Really really sorry for leaving you since you were so young. It is not that we are not love you. We are too stupid back then. We are only thinking to find a wealth till we left you. Now, we just realized our mistakes. We felt guilty what we were doing to you. We are sorry, my son”.

Daehyun stopped eating as he heard what his father apologized. He kept his poker face.

“Mummy loves you. Mummy so sorry for leaving you under Bang’s family.” Mrs Jung holds his son’s hand.

“Why are you coming back? I am not that important anyways”, Daehyun asked in icy voice. His heart felt hurt hearing his own question. After so many years he spend his time with Yongguk's family, he always trying to forget his parents. He locked his heart to anyone who is trying to be friend with him. He was scared to face the reality that one day, everyone will leave him alone.

"No, don’t say that. You are important, Daehyun-ah. You are our only son. We failed as a parents”, a tear fall on his mother’s cheeks.

“Just tell me straightforward. What do you want me to do? Being your next CEO? Works for your company? Both of you will not coming back without a specific reason, right?”

“No, no. It is not the reason we are coming back. We missed you, Daehyun-ah. Daddy knew we were wrong to you. But whether you want to believe or not, we were seriously coming back for you. Our son.” Mr Jung said desperately denied whatever his son’s thought. He and his wife knows that they already makes a big wound in Daehyun’s heart. And now they need to treat the wound with a patience.

“Daehyun-ah, give us a chance. We will showered you with love that we never done before. Please forgive us”, Mrs Jung caressed Daehyun’s head lovingly. Daehyun sighed before standing up.

“Thanks for the breakfast. Excuse me.” He bowed politely. Mrs Jung looked at his husband sadly after Daehyun left.

“Honey, what we will do?”

“Let him be first. We cannot push Daehyun to accept us directly after what we had done to him. His heart is soft actually. If not, he will not respect us like he does just now.” Mr Jung gave his sweet smile to his wife.

 

~

 

DAEHYUN POV

 

I rode my bike heading to the school even I knew that it already start few hours ago. Better go there than having an uncomfortable feeling at my apartment. I still cannot accept their reason as I think it is ridiculous. They must have something else that wanna make me do but don’t have a courageous to tell me. I scoffed before speeding  up.

Arriving at the school, I parked my black bike and pulled out the helmet off my head. I pushed back my soft hair and let it fall naturally. After settling down everything, I walked towards my class without caring anyone as usual. Now is a break time. No wonder the students are out of the classroom.

“Daehyun is here. Tell Yongguk oppa”, I heard one of my fangirls whispered quietly when I passed them but choose to ignore.

“Oppa, why are you coming late? Is there any problem?” Soyoung stand in front of me while asking with a flirting voice. She runs down her finger along my exposed arm. I rolled my eyes.

“None of your business. Move your finger” I pushed her aside. She’s not satisfied with my action as she blocked my way then.

“Not so fast. You know that I’m worry about you, Daehyun-ah.”

“I--"

My words got cut when I heard Himchan’s voice calling me.

“Daehyun-ah! Finally you are here. Yongguk so worry about you. Why are you late?”

“Sorry, hyung. I has something to do at home. Where is Yongguk hyung?”

“Yah punk! Where are you going just now? How dare you are not answering my call”, Yongguk scolds his beloved dongsaeng from far as he approached me. I could see Youngjae behind him along with Junhong and Jongup. And who is that?

“Daehyunie, are you alright?”, Youngjae asked when I still looking at the guy beside him in suspicious.

“I forgot to introduce him to you. This is Myungsoo. Myungsoo, this is Daehyun.”

The guy named Myungsoo showed his smile as he held out his hand towards me. I looked at his hand with not interested face. Instead of shaking Myungsoo’s hand, I comes near to Yongguk and whispered something.

“Nice to meet you, Daehyun”, Myungsoo said as he retracted his hand awkwardly. I scoffed quietly. I already marked this guy as someone I don’t like.

“I’m going first, hyung.”

“Wait.” Youngjae grabbed my wrist before I walked away.

“Are you not going to school? What’s with this cloth?”

I looked down. Currently I am wearing the white sleeveless sweater and black jeans as I just went out of the apartment without changing clothes.

“Is wearing something that not a school uniform doesn’t allowed me to study?”

“Itch, such a cocky”, Junhong makes an annoyed face. I snickered at him silently as I let go of Youngjae’s hand.

“Just leave me alone for today. I’m not in a good mood”, I said in my usual icy voice before leaving the scene.

 

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YOUNGJAE POV

 

I watched Daehyun’s back till he disappeared from my sight. I felt sad hearing his answer. For me, it is harsh when what I'm doing is only asking whether he is okay or not. I'm being worry all over him but him? 

“Itch, I don’t like his attitude”, Junhong said to my ear, scaring if Yongguk will heard him.

“Don’t say that. He is kind. You don’t know him well. Maybe he has a problem”, I back up Daehyun.

“Let him be. Now, let’s go to eat. I’m hungry.” Yongguk choose to ignore Daehyun first as he seems to know what happen.

“Let’s go, Youngjae-ah!” Myungsoo nudged my arms a little as I nodded.

“What is he whispering to you, hyung?” I walked next to Yongguk.

“Nothing. Don’t worry, Youngjae.” He showed his gummy smile before ruffling my hair like a brother.

 

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Hi readers! This chapter is all edited! I am not satisfied with the line story before this. So I changed it.

Happy 1st month anniversary of this story! :) <25/08 - 25/09/2015> 

 

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YukariStarzYjae
#1
Chapter 13: Are u still busy with your studies authornim?i still waiting for u (╥﹏╥)
These fic are amazing..i just read it..but i totally fall in love with this story..haha..it has amazing storyline
I hope u can update..hwaiting~~
Mariaree
#2
I like this!~ Will be waiting for the next chapter :)
21blackpearls
#3
Chapter 1: this is cool! dear, i think you should change your tag to 'daejae' so that daejae shippers can search and view your fanfic.
i want to continue reading your ff. :D
WarOfCraziness #4
Chapter 6: Please update soon!! I'll look forwrd for it! Love ya arthor-nim
WarOfCraziness #5
Chapter 3: Kyyaaaaaaa!!!!!! DaeJae!DaeJae!DaeJae! *fangirling - squeling*