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Love Is So Hard [HIATUS]

DAEHYUN POV

 

After eating the ice cream, Youngjae and I continued to play everything that have at the amusement park. Actually, I only being a company to him since I loves seeing him laughed while playing  those things. I couldn’t help but feel happy because of him. Although he must thinking that I am a very boring person, I am sure that he also enjoys his time with me. While walking with him by my side, suddenly I saw the photo booth not far from the shooting game, which we are now. I grabbed his smooth hand and went to the photo booth.

“Let’s take a picture”, I told him.

He nodded happily as I go to set the camera up for us. I put the setting for 4 shots picture. Then, I approached him and put my arm around his shoulder, bringing him closer to me. If Himchan hyung see us like this, he must teasing me all the day. It is because I don’t usually take any pictures with people. Not even with him or Yongguk hyung. But for Youngjae, I would like to do everything if the person is him.

“1, 2, 3!”, Youngjae counted. I put my rare smile on my face. In a second, the picture comes out as Youngjae immediately take it. I look behind his shoulder and smile secretly seeing his face on the photo. He is photogenic.

“Cute.” He looked up and stared at me for a while. I raised my eyebrow as a question.

“Are you giving me a compliment or what?”, he asks in amusement. I flustered before making a poker face.

“Let’s go.” I put on my sunglasses as I walked out from the photo booth without answering his question.

“Daehyun-ah, wait!”

I purposely walked faster. He tried to catch me by grabbing my wrist from behind. I was halted with his action.

“How dare you leave me behind, huh? You are so mean.”

“I am not”

“Yes, you are. Hey, what's with the compliment, huh? Do you likes me?”, he asked playfully. I fake a cough and looked somewhere, avoiding Youngjae’s eyes.

“I don’t.”

“Really? Hmm, I doubt that”, he walked while swinging our locking hands. The more I spend time with him, the more I think he is childish person. Yeah, I forgot that he loves teddy bear.

“Why?”, I stopped and looking at Youngjae with a disagree face. He followed my rhythm.

“You are weird today. Before this you said to me, don’t be closer to Myungsoo. Now, you gives me a compliment that I am cute. Friend will not say that, isn’t it? Are you having a feeling towards me, Daehyun-ah?”

“Itch. You are so full by yourself. I just don’t  like you with that guy only. Nothing involves with feeling.” I tried to make clear to him. He agreed with a face as-if-I-would-believe-it.

“Oppa, you are handsome. Can I take a picture with you?”, a girl suddenly comes towards me from nowhere.

“Sorry. I am not interested”, I glanced at the girl. Besides her, there are two girls waiting with an excited face.

“Oppa, please. Only once.” She raised one finger with a hopeful face. I sighed loudly, feeling annoy with this girl. She tried to touch my arm but I avoids it.

“I told you I---”

“Oppa, just once. Are you still single?”

“Oppa, please be my boyfriend”, her friend then take a chance to get near me. Technically, try to separate me from Youngjae.

“Go away! Can’t you see that I’m with someone?”

“Oppa--"

“Just take a picture with her. She’s your fangirl anyways”, Youngjae said harshly. Then, he released his hand and walking away from me. I glared at those girls before catching Youngjae’s step.

“Youngjae-ah! Wait!” I shouts as I was following him. Youngjae completely ignored me while crossing both of his hands on the chest.

“Youngjae! Yoo Youngjae!” I called his full name. Okay, now I feel that he is my girl-- erm.. I don’t know how to describe.

I spunned him around when I had a chance.

“What’s wrong, hmm?”, I asked in a soft voice. Youngjae’s eyes keeps watching at something else instead of me. I holds his chin and searching into his beautiful eyes through my sunglasses.

“Why everytime I spend time with you there is always your fangirl? It’s annoying”, he huffed angrily.

“How can I know? I never recognize them.”

“It’s annoying going out with you. How can you live with that fangirls? I don’t like when my fun time being disturbed.”

“Yah, you think I can stand with them? If you felt annoyed, I will be double triple, okay?”, I frowned seeing him acting like this.

“Enough. I’m going home.” He turned his back but I stopped him.

“Youngjae-ah, what’s wrong with you?”

“Nothing.”

“Tell me.”

“I said nothing, Mr Famous.” There. He used my nickname that I don’t like. Out of sudden, something clicked into my mind.

“Are you feel annoy or jealous with those girls?”, I asked what I am thinking of. I smirked when seeing his face changed. Seems like I got it right.

“W-what? I don’t. Please. You are the one who is full of yourself. Not even once I would feel jealous, okay? It’s really annoying!” Youngjae denied.

“Really? Why is it feel that you--"

“Stop it. Whatever. I’m going home, NOW.” He emphasized the word and left me speechless. A minute passed, I begin to catch him again.

 

~

 

YOUNGJAE POV

 

After that incident at the amusement park, I try to avoid Daehyun as much as I can. Well, it is not that I am angry to him but somehow I feel kind of jealous when those his fangirls keeps chasing him everywhere. Even I was by his side, there always a er. Plus, I don’t like the weird feeling that growing inside my heart day by day. I choose to ignore it but the more I tried, the more I think it is hard to forget that feeling.

Am I starting to like him ?

No, no, no. You can’t! He is your friend. I couldn’t falling into him.

It’s a BIG no, Yoo Youngjae.

Think about it. You just know each other about two months.

“Aishh!”, I shook my heads.

As I was frustrated more is the students started to assume that Daehyun likes me because of the way he treated me different from the others. I never knows or care how he treats me but people said that! Scratch. It was Himchan anyways. He said he knew Jung Daehyun as well as Yongguk’s. I don’t know what the differences though.

With the rumor that doesn’t being denied by the cold prince, some of his fangirls who doesn’t like me begins to give a warning like before I knew him.

“Erm.. excuse me?”

I stopped my tracks  to the library. I looked up only to see a young handsome man with our school uniform was standing in front of me.

“Yes?” I blinked.

“Which is the way to school office? I am a transfer student here.”

“Ahh~ You just go straight and take a left. Then, you straight until you found a sign showed the school office”, I answered kindly.

“Ok, thank you. By the way, I’m Nam Woohyun. You can call me Woohyun”, he held out his right hand to me.

“Youngjae. Yoo Youngjae.” I shaked his hand while introducing myself.

“Nice name with a cute face you are”, Woohyun winked at me. I blushed. I guess I still not used the people saying I am cute.

“I--if that so, I have to go now”, I took a chance to run from this awkward situation.

“Ok then. Once again, thank you.”

 

~

 

The bell rang signing that now is the lunch time. I left my classroom after my classmates were gone in a second. As I closed the door, I heard a girl voice belongs to Soyoung called for me. I sighed before turning around.

“What now?” I asked annoyingly. She smirked and walked to stand in front of me with a sour face.

“Yah, didn’t I told you before? Stay away from Daehyun. He is mine.”

I rolled my eyes.

“Go ahead. Who cares he is yours?”, I spunned around, completely boring with her annoying attitude.

“Rude. You think I don’t know that you likes Daehyun?” She smirked when I stopped.

“I knew everything about you, Youngjae-ah. Why don’t you confess to him? Ah, I forgot! He must thinks that you are disgusting. Daehyun is straight after all.” She runs her fingers along my arms. Soyoung was circling around me while looking up and down.

“What are you talking about, huh? I don’t understand.”

“Hmm by the way, even Daehyun is straight but I do think that you have a great body to satisfy his need. Why don’t you take him on your bed? You are a , right? You must know how to excite him?”

She reached my limits as I slapped her right on the face. I never felt angry like this before.

“You!” She touched her face before trying to slap me back. I grabbed her hands while glaring at Soyoung as she looks so small in my eyes.

“I am not like that! Who are you to judge me? You don’t know anything so don’t assume something that make you looks stupid! Because right now, you are the most stupid girl I ever knew!”

“I likes Daehyun? So what? Want to kill me? Try it!”, I shoved her body harshly. Who cares if she is a girl?

“Just wait! You don’t know what I am planning, Youngjae.  Please be happy while you still can because after this, I’ll be haunting you till you die! Jung Daehyun can only be with me!”

“You are such full of yourself, Kim Soyoung. Have you ever see Daehyun looks at you? A glance? What’s with his reaction to you? Do you think he likes you? As a guy, I also doesn’t likes girl like you”, I said angrily.

“Woah, you dare to say that to me! Fine. Wait and see! Yoo. Young. Jae-ssi”, Soyoung bumped on my shoulder as she left me there. I sighed and rubbed my face. What am I got into?

~

NO ONE POV

Youngjae got into his home not at usual time as he decided to stay at the school for a while. He was trying to study to give a relax from thinking about Daehyun. After arguing with Soyoung, he couldn’t help but feeling stress with the trouble he got. Youngjae was blaming to himself for having a friend. Before he knew Daehyun, his life was okay without caring anyone as he don’t have any friend. But these two months enough to make it won’t be the same anymore.

“Hyung, are you okay?”, Junhong entered Youngjae’s room with a worry face. He was laying on his bed comfortably with Areum in his embrace. The white teddy bear which he doesn’t still giving a name to it, he puts on the edge of the bed.

“I’m okay. Why?”

He took a seat on the bed as Youngjae gives his little brother a space.

“Since when you have two teddy bear?”, Junhong asks while taking the white teddy bear and examined it.

“Daehyun give it to me”, Youngjae answered casually. He caressed Areum lovingly. He loves his teddy bear so much because it has been with him since he was a child.

“What?! Why?”, Junhong frowned in a confusion.

“Because I want it and he wants to buy for me”, Youngjae replied him sleepily. His body had worn out with everything happens today.

“Hyung~ How can you ask him just like that? He is not even your boyfriend though”, Junhong complained, not satisfied with his brother’s answer. He knows Youngjae is the type who loves teddy bear but didn't expect him to ask someone who barely he knows to buy it. Plus, it was Daehyun who he doesn't like yet.  

“Yes, he is not. I told him not to buy it but he’s so stubborn.”

“Yah, hyung. I want to ask you a question”, Junhong nudged Youngjae.

“What? I’m sleepy, you kid. Just ask later.” Youngjae simplily pushed Junhong a little.

“Hyung. It can’t be wait because the curiosity kills me!”

“Go ahead then. If I falls asleep, don’t blame me.”

“Youngjae hyung. Don’t you think that Daehyun treats you different from others? Did he told that he falls for you? And YOU. Are you in love with him? I saw you ditched us with him when we were at the amusement park. The way you always looks nervous if he’s around. What was that mean, huh?”

Youngjae pretends to be asleep when hearing what the question was.

“Hyung, I know you are not sleep yet. Get up and answer my questions.” Junhong slapped his body. He even pulled out the teddy bear of Youngjae’s embrace.

“Aishh. I want to sleep, Junhong-ah. Go disturb someone else.” He groaned tiredly.

“Hyung, are you forgot that I have only you as my brother? How would I will disturb someone else if it’s not you? It’s never if our parents.”

Finally Youngjae give up as he got into a sitting position with a sigh.

“Yah, first I want to correct you not to call Daehyun by his name. It’s a hyung for you, kid. Second, I don’t see any differences the way he treats me. Didn’t he a cold person? How would you see the differences? Third--“

“Himchan hyung and Yongguk hyung told me. They knew Daehyun well”

“Daehyun hyung for you, Yoo Junhong. Yongguk hyung and Himchan hyung just make a scene.” Youngjae corrects him as he want his little brother to respect the older people. Junhong make an annoyed face.

“Third, I am NOT, I repeat. I am NOT and NEVER falls in love with him. He is my friend, Junhong-ah. He is straight as I am too.” Youngjae try to deny but his heart tells the otherwise. And now, he was thinking back of him. Aishh, it’s annoying!

“How could I trust you? I’m always watching you, hyung. Everytime you see him or don’t see, you will not in yourself. Plus, you do most skinship with him but not Myungsoo.”

“It’s because you doesn’t allow Myungsoo when he tried to hold my hands!”

“Okay, that’s right. But I still have this feeling that you fall in love with Daehyun HYUNG”, Junhong emphasized the word 'hyung' and gives a suspicious look towards his brother. Youngjae was speechless and sighed in defeat for many times this day.

“Junhong-ah. Right now, your beloved brother here was tired. Why don’t you bid him a goodnight, hmm?”

“I won’t till I satisfied.”

Then, Youngjae doesn’t have any choice but pushing his little brother towards the already open door. 

“Hyung!”

“Goodnight, Junhong-ah!”, He waved after throwing Junhong out of his room and closed the door.   
 

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YukariStarzYjae
#1
Chapter 13: Are u still busy with your studies authornim?i still waiting for u (╥﹏╥)
These fic are amazing..i just read it..but i totally fall in love with this story..haha..it has amazing storyline
I hope u can update..hwaiting~~
Mariaree
#2
I like this!~ Will be waiting for the next chapter :)
21blackpearls
#3
Chapter 1: this is cool! dear, i think you should change your tag to 'daejae' so that daejae shippers can search and view your fanfic.
i want to continue reading your ff. :D
WarOfCraziness #4
Chapter 6: Please update soon!! I'll look forwrd for it! Love ya arthor-nim
WarOfCraziness #5
Chapter 3: Kyyaaaaaaa!!!!!! DaeJae!DaeJae!DaeJae! *fangirling - squeling*