HyukJae’s POV

I stood behind the wall, looking at your face… You were smiling… But it wasn’t for me…

I looked around you; Girls.

They made me jealous.

They could talk to you and make you smile.

But I can’t.

It was so hard to face the fact that you were straight and will never fall for me. I regret it.

I regret confessing my love for you…

I thought the bond between us was special when you told me all of your problems – your life.

I thought you liked me too, because I knew more about you than your other friends.

Yea… I thought and I thought… These thoughts were stupid…

I crept behind the wall and peered into you classroom, hoping that you would find out I was looking at you.

You turned, and for a moment I thought our eyes met, only to realize that another girl had called you from behind.

Girls again.

I ran to my classroom which was beside yours.

I couldn’t help but slid down on the floor and cover my eyes.

Stupid tears… No.

Stupid me.

You had rejected me a million times and yet I can’t get out of it. My tears soaked my collars wet.

Million thought of us laughing together in the past ran through my mind.

I ped my bag and reached in, taking out my black penknife with trembling hands.

Should… I…?