Kiss (Yuki)
YukiI felt very weird today. I was usually so passive in school because I didn't know a single soul. But today, there was Hiro. And I couldn't keep my usual cool. Hiro had sat beside me in the bus. And now here he was, grinning idiotically. I bet he wasn't listening to a single thing the teacher said because when I asked him to solve a question, he would stare blankly and say "Eh?"
I dreaded the school bell ringing. It was lunchtime. I didn't like going to the cafeteria. It was so full of people sitting in groups, and people in groups make me feel uncomfortable and alone.
"Let's go together for lunch" Hiro said.
"I'm not hungry" I lied. My stomach said otherwise, making a whale's call.
Hiro laughed. I blushed.
"I don't want to go there" I said.
"I'll stay here with you then" Hiro said and sat on the desk, facing me. We were quiet for a while.
Hiro looked at me. And I looked at him. He was gazing at me intently and just saying nothing. But the silence didn't feel wrong. It didn't feel like he was looking at my face. He looked at me as if he could see something more - as if he could read my thoughts.
He bent towards me from the desk.
I THINK HE IS TRYING TO KISS YOU!!! My mind screamed at me. But I couldn't move. I was bewildered. No, this is wrong. You don't even know him properly. It's only been a day, for god's sake. It's too soon for kissing, whether you like him or not.
I didn't have too much time to think as his lips met mine. It was soft, and moist. Probably because he was his lips during the whole Physics lesson. Wait, did he plan for this to happen?
He pushed me gently against the back of my chair. It made me kiss him back.
My head told me this whole thing was wrongwrongwrong but it felt so good.
I guess he liked it as well. I mean, he's a teenage boy, God's pants.
His hands were on my thighs. I pushed him and finally got a chance to breathe. "I don't think this is right, Hiro. I've only known you for a day" I said.
He blushed. "I couldn't help it. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfort-"
"NO!" I blurted and mentally slapped myself for being so stupid. "I-I mean, never mind."
He grinned and looked at me. And he was doing it again. Not the kiss. The whole looking-at-me-as-if-he-could-see-my-soul thing. He came closer to me again and I couldn't stop him. I didn't want to?
Feeling his lips on mine introduced me to this new feeling. My heart swelled, thudding. My hands were tingling.
He put one of his hands on my neck and the other on my thigh.
What the are you doing? I mentally cursed myself. But my body said otherwise. I grabbed his tie and pulled him closer. His tongue slipped into my mouth.
The door creaked. I pushed Hiro away and looked at the door, horrified. There was no one there. My heart was beating wildly. Hiro was also looking at the door, aghast.
There you go my first kiss, I thought. I never expected myself to kiss a guy who I'd only known for a day. I thought I'd kiss someone for the first time in a sweet date after months of knowing him.
Hiro ruffled his hair. Cute.
"I'm sorry" he said and quickly walked out of the class.
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