I feel so useless

"The Last Goodbye Leads To The Next Hello"

 

Author:AngelWu
 
Parrings:
-Layla+Jeongmin
-Catherine+Hyunseong
-Elaine+Youngmin
-Jenny+Kwangmin
-Anita+Minwoo
 
Genre:Comedy,Romance,Drama
 
(First time doing this type of story!)
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As i take a closer glance at the photo.
She was stunning, absolutely beautiful.
She wore natural face, meaning she had natural beauty, which was the most
beautiful beauty of all. Long dark brown hair, and a truly captivating smile.
 
She was sitting on a bench. She looked at the camera.
She had eye smiles.It was obvious she was having a good time.
In the background was a pond. Sakura trees filled the land that surrounds the pond.
The sakura petals flew every in the back...
There was wind too, so the wind was blowing her hair to the right.
She wore a pink summer dress with a stripped bow on the front, and the most
cutest sandals i had ever seen in my life.
 
She wore this tiny heart necklace too.
 
Ah...she was a beauty.
 
As my eyes still focused on the photo...
 
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!" Jeongmin cried behind me.
It startled me and the photo dropped to the ground.
 
"HYORIN!!!!!!!" he yelled, rushing to pick up the photo on the ground.
 
I stood there.....eyes widen...
 
'Hyorin.......?'
 
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Back at school...
 
"Wheres Layla? Its almost the end of Lunch?" Elaine said looking around.
"I don't know...." youngmin replied.
"She didn't eat with us today how sad..." Anita added.
"I know! The least she could have done was told us that she wasn't going to eat with us!" jenny huffed.
"Yah, calm down....she probably went to eat elsewhere." Elaine said still looking around.
 
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-Catherine's POV-
'Hmm i wonder what Jeongmin is sick with...flu?...Stomach ache? Ah i'll just buy all sorts of stuff incase.....'
'Maybe i should buy Layla a donut...........i wonder how the two of them are right now..'
'AHHH what can i bring for hyunseong?!?! ..........Geez, my life is just busy busy busy.'
 
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"Hyorin?" i asked.
He picked up the photo carefully.
His head immediately turned towards me, and he snatched the book right out of my hands.
"STAY.....OUT......OF.......MY......STUFF!" his tone of voice was not to pleasent.
"I'm sorry!!!" i plead.
 
He looked at the photo of Hyorin.
His expression clearly showed off a painful,sad,depressing look.
Almost as if he was gonna break down and cry.
 
I bit back my bottom lip.
'Yah what should i do........'
 
"Shes really beautiful" I smiled "....is she your girlfriend?" i asked in the most softest, sweetest voice i could pull off.
 
"WAS....my girlfriend" he answered.
 
'So......Hyorin is the girl that gang leader was talking about......aish.....i feel bad for him now.'
 
"Oh. . . I'm sorry...."
"whatever"
but i smiled.
 
Then i remembered on what else the gang leader has said.
About how he poisoned her, yet she was already ill.
 
Jeongmin clutched the photo harder....
 
and believe me or not.
I saw a tear....fall straight down to the floor.
 
He sat on the bed and put the photo on his heart. 
He looked in pain.
His face looked like it was punched by Pain, Sadness, and Loneliness.
 
"I loved her..." he began. 
I started to cry too.
 
"She was the reason i got Kimchi...she always wanted a puppy so i got her one...she named him Kimchi, because she
really liked to eat it." he started to sniffle. He wiped the tear that was about to fall out of his eye. "but when she died, i took him in."
 
' "when she died"....man....i can't do anything to help'
 
"Jeongmin...." i started to say in a sympathetic voice.
 
"AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO BRING HER BACK!..WHY!? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BE THE ONE
TO GET SICK!!?? WHY DID HE POISON HER?!?! WHY!? ...It should have been me......."
He looked like he was gonna burst.
 
Jeongmin cried hard...
his face red.
Tears flying out of his eyes like fireworks.
 
I slowly walked over to him and sat right beside him
"I know, i'm sorry." and i pulled him in for a hug.
 
But it was surprising, i was expecting him to push me off when i hugged him but...
he actually clinged to me.
 
"I miss her..........i really miss her." he cried.
I just rubbed his back as he cried on my shoulder.
 
At that moment, me, the new girl, the loser, the girl he hates the most, crying on her shoulder, had just witnessed the
all time rich-boy, bad-boy, pretty boy, cry his heart out. And then thats where i started to not hate him..but feel sorry for him.
I know i said to be less mean to him but sometimes the words he uses...just ticks me off. But now i know why...
 
Hes been coping his pain by taking it out
on me, and others.
 
Maybe thats why hes so mean.
But......now i could see jeongmin does have a heart.
 
Deep down....i know he is a nice guy.
I mean, look at him...he still loves Hyorin til this very day.
 
So for the next hour
jeongmin finally stopped crying.
 
His eyes were puffy.
"Jeongmin get some rest, you need it," I smiled and gently put him on his pillow. "rest up okay? Unnie will be home soon and
she'll cook you something, unless your hungry now?"
 
He shook his head.
I shot him another smile and said
"Okay....get well soon."
 
and i walked off and gently closed the door behind me.
 
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'Poor Jeongmin...................................wow i never that i say that. hes been stab, no parents, girlfriend was practically murdered, and........
wow....i thought I had it bad....'
 
I walked downstairs.
I sat on the couch.
 
*sigh* 'Well...i certainly ditched school....ugh the schools gonna probably call my unnie and let them know...OH WELL...
i had a good reason....'
 
I flipped on the Tv.
I wasnt so hungry anymore....
 
All i was worried about now...was how i'm suppose to help Jeongmin.
I can't do anything...i can't bring back the dead?!?!
 
I feel so useless.
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