C H A P T E R  2

[Junhyung’s POV]

I sat in front of my computer and stared at it blankly. I couldn’t get that girl out of my mind. Her face got tattooed in my memory like it can never be erased. I’m going crazy.

*sigh*

Tonight, I decided not to attend Yuuki’s ‘awesome’ party.In fact, I couldn’t care less.

I wonder if my friend is online. Nobody knows but I have a pretty big secret that I had kept for years. Just 3 years ago, I got hooked up in a game called Ragnarok. It was out of boredom since I'm not really into sports nor would I sweat just to exercise. For me, it's better to slack off in front of the computer than do drugs.

 I didn’t want anyone in school to know that I play these kinds of stuff because they might think that I’m a geek and geek means ‘not cool’. So I decided to hide it as much as possible. Well.. I met a friend. I never met him in real life but we’re pretty close. Just 1 year and a half had passed since we met each other online. He’s pretty much like my best friend. For me, I don’t really have genuine friends in reality because all of them are ‘ ups’ and ‘fakes’.

I tried to relax and lay down for a minute while the stereo played my favorite RNB songs like OMG of usher and icebox by Omarion.

*Ding*

[Chunhei’s POV]

“I’m home, Umma!” It feels good to be home. “Oppa…” I called out my brother since he left me and went home earlier.  

“Ehh?... Sorry.. I was feeling a little sick.” His foot up against the wall and his back slouched to the chair while he was reading his favorite manga..

“Dongwoonie! I hate you! I was so scared of going home alone.” I pouted my lips and he just gave me a large grin.

“I told you that I’m not sure if I can go home with you right? “ He stood up and messed my hair like he always does. Oppa’s really mean sometimes but I still love him. He quickly bear hugged me which nearly crushed my bones. I know, I’m just exaggerating but it does hurt a bit. >.< "I'm sorry?" he made puppy eyes with me. Cute but it doesn't help.

“Your not getting away with your aegyo, oppa!” I pushed him and my tongue out. “I’m skipping dinner, umma, oppa.” I rushed upstairs and my computer. I was so excited to go online again so that I could meet Joker, my online crush.You see, I play this game called Ragnarok where I met my first love but the sad part is, he thinks that I’m a boy. It’s been years but I’ve never had the guts to tell him that I’m a freaking girl. Pabo. Pabo. :(

At first we were just playing , harmless fun, we would just have a laugh and talk every now and again, but as each day went by and we started to chat more and more ,I felt myself being in. into him and his words. From day one I felt something, some feeling that I couldn't describe, not love nor lust, some kind of connection, and it felt good. I felt safe.

As time went on my feelings grew, maybe a little too fast, but who cared. I’ve never met him in real life nor saw his face even in pictures. How I wish I can tell him how I feel but then, he's gonna think that I’m gay cuz as far as he is concern I’m a boy.. to him.

DLuffy 07:18 pm

Joker?

*DING*

Joker 07:18 pm

Hey! You’re later than usual. What’s up?

*DING*

DLuffy 07:19 pm

I got transferred to a new school and you know

How it is.

*DING*

Joker 07:21 pm

Really? So how was it, man?

*DING*

DLuffy 07:24 pm

Not so cool. I met this stupid big headed jerk today.

It was not a good impression really.

*DING*

Joker 07:25 pm

Haha. You should’ve punched him. C:

That’s a coincidence cuz I met a really really beautiful girl today. kekeke

*DING*

I read ever single word he typed and I felt my heart ache. So he has finally found someone and it’s someone beautiful. Now, I am having my hopes down. There’s no way he’ll like me not when I’m competing against someone beautiful like he said.

Joker 07:29 pm

??

*DING*

DLuffy 07:30 pm

Tell me more about her then.

*DING*

Joker 07:30 pm

So gorgeous like a goddess. Long haired and has these captivating hazel eyes. Her lips were perfectly curvy. And she has a great body too. Kekeke.. Now I’m blushing. >.<

I felt tears run down my cheeks. I can’t take this. It hurts so bad that I want to tear the whole world in two just to separate this girl from him.

*DING*

DLuffy 07:33 pm

Nice. I’m logging off. Sorry. Just play without me.

*DING*

Joker 07:33 pm

 What? Hell no. I can’t do guild wars without you. That would be really difficult. I’m logging off as well. ^^ Okay then bye for now.

DLuffy logged out

Joker logged out

My eyes became puffy and the tears wouldn’t stop. I don’t understand why I feel so depressed. Because of him,, yes,, but why? I don’t even know him. I went to my bed and buried my face in my pink pillow. I cried and cried then everything went black.

If you knew me from the very start, would you love me?