好きです

posted on 15 – 5  – '15

After their first encounter, it took a while for them to meet again. They were both drown in piles of homework and essays, the only spare time they had were a couple of hours in the weekends.

But Jaejoon knew he’d see Takuya again. Yes, he knew his name, and it wasn’t hard to find out either, when all the girls in school were talking about the ‘tall and blond and handsome Japanese guy’ almost 24/7.

And today was the day he’d see him again. It had been two weeks since Takuya came by to borrow a book, and no doubt he’d finished that essay already, so it was time for him to come return it.

The day started uneventful for Jaejoon. His shift only started at 2, when he finished all of his classes (which were all boring as hell). The only ray of hope for that day was Takuya. And even though he tried to deny it, he couldn’t help but to admit to the fact he’d taken a liking to the blonde, despite the fact they had only talked once,  and those few words they’d exchanged weren’t even something you could call a conversation.

His mind was lost in thoughts of the other’s plush lips (which he really wanted to feel against his), that rosy colour which had painted his soft, velvety skin, and not to mention those lean muscles he’d felt when he’d hoisted him up.

A soft voice brought him out of his reverie, but before he could reply, he dropped the books he was holding right onto his feet, making him hiss in pain.

“Oh my God, are you okay?” The same voice called, a worried undertone barely audible, but still there.

“Ugh, yes, I am,” He murmured, picking up the books one by one, before facing the student who was waiting for him; or more like his object of interest who was waiting for him. He flushed a bright red almost instantly, coughing awkwardly to hide his embarrassment.

“Can I help you?” He managed to bring out. Takuya tried to supress a grin, and Jaejoon doubted whether he was laughing at him, or showing sympathy.

“I’m here to return my book,” He said, placing the scarlet book on the desk as indication.

“Oh, of course, how stupid,” Jaejoon grinned sheepishly as his face flushed even more.

“And I wanted to borrow this one,” Takuya continued. He shoved another book towards him, and the brunet couldn’t help but to party mentally, because this meant he would come back again.

Though he wanted to spend more time around the blond, he couldn’t afford to do something stupid that’ll humiliate him again. With a swift scanning of the books and handing the receipt, Takuya bade him farewell and slowly walked out of the other’s sight.

When Jaejoon was sure he was gone, he grabbed his hair out of frustration and raked his fingers through the strands, messing it up to the point he was sure he looked like a scarecrow.

Curses were muttered under his breath as he snatched Takuya’s book off the desk to check if there were no notes or whatever left behind, but while leaving through the book, a small pink paper fell out and landed on the floor.

The brunette knelt down and took the paper in his hands, unfolding it while doing so.

Knees wobble,

hands shake.

Words tumble,

smiles fake.

Heart racing,

nervous pacing.

Sentence stutters,

voice falters.

Feeling dizzy,

‘cause you’d seen me.

Jaejoon’s face morphed into one of those love-struck teenagers (he just didn’t want to admit he was one himself). Did Takuya write this? What if it was about him? No, it couldn’t be him, of course not, he didn’t even know his name. But those red cheeks and the stuttering 2 weeks ago stated otherwise. Still, he couldn’t tell if it was about him without knowing what was going on in the other’s mind.

He tucked the note in his pocket and proceeded to pile up books, a red hue still visible on his face.

*

The amount of notes he received through books increased over the weeks. They’d always hide in the books Takuya borrowed, and he knew it were his books, ‘cause Takuya only brought them back when he was working.

Jaejoon could say – with a little bit of certainty – that the blonde liked him. It weren’t always poems he received, but if he received a poem, they’d be about crushes, plus, the paper would be pink and covered in hearts. He couldn’t stop his face from blushing every time he read a new one, and when he got home, he’d tape it above his bed, allowing him to look at his collection before he went to sleep.

Even though he liked getting the notes, he knew it was also time for it to stop. Takuya’s disappointed looks whenever he didn’t make a comment about the little presents made his heart drop. He had to step up his game.

And so today was the day he was going to do something in return.

His head lifted up instantly when he saw an all too familiar figure approaching him. Takuya looked breathtakingly beautiful that day, making Jaejoon’s breath hitch in his throat. When their gazes locked, he felt his heart beat speeding up, his face flushing for the umpteenth time.

“Hi,” The blonde breathed, a little smile added short after. He gave a curt nod in response, earning a small pout from the other, but it was gone as quick as it came.

Without any words, they fulfilled the process. Except, when Jaejoon ripped off the receipt, he blindly fished a pen out of the pencil box and scribbled something down. To make sure Takuya didn’t see anything, he held his other hand in front of the words. Ignoring the stares the blond sent him, he shoved the receipt in the other’s book, and as soon as he give it to him, he mumbled a soft ‘bye’, forcing Takuya to leave without answering the questions he probably had, as his face had confusion written all over it.

The squeal that followed seconds later, dispelled the brunette’s worries and he was faced with an overly happy backside, feet trampling on the floor out of excitement. The blonde turned his head shortly, and ran off before Jaejoon could catch his bright red face – though it was too late.

Jaejoon couldn’t keep the smile off his face for the rest of the day, and when he checked his phone that evening, he knew he’d finally done the right thing.

from: unknown

hi! ^^ it’s takuya!! i was wondering if you might want to go get some coffee with me tomorrow? xx

A/N: uHM OKAY so first of all mu apologies //sobs// I was supposed to update last week, but school intervened lmao anyways here I am w/ a poop update aND OH MY GOD GUYS?? I didn't think anyone would subscribe to this so it's kind of a surprise I keep getting subscribers (º̩̩́⌣º̩̩̀ʃƪ)♡ come aboard on my Tajoon ship and let's sail until our deaths lol

I also noticed I use Joonjae's real name in my drabbles hehe but you all know I mean Joonjae so nothing to worry about wheep

oH AND credits for the wonderful poem go to [this] Tumblr, I wish I was this good ;;;;;;