"I'm just really close to her. About us being "some", I don't even know what being "some" is,,

Now he know though, either people around him or the one who close to him, has "educated" him about its proper meaning or he search for the meaning himself. 

Eventhough, he know the meaning of it now, he still can't justify what kind of relation he have with her.

They're close.

He feel they are close.

He said it a lot in several occasion and he can say confidently that she feel the same way. 

But if the closeness they have should align with the meaning of the "some" itself, he don't have the answer. 

Should they have the answer?

Can't they just stay as they are now? 

Why should he bare his soul and explain himself over and over again?

Why should she bear the same trouble? 

He wont deny the fact that some people blamed him for acting too close to her, but he just being his trueself, never cross in his mind to be anyone else.

When did he got it wrong? 

When he think that he want to get along with her just how he want to get along with the rest of the house members?

When he think she's cute and beautiful in her own way? 

Or is it when he treat her just like how he treat all of his close friend? Although he will admit that he treat her little bit "mean" than his other friend, but that because he find it amusing to see how her beautiful face turn red and flu