Manager oppa was already there when we went outside the amusement park...

when we were in the dorm,the fun didn't end just yet...

But for me and Taemin Oppa,it did V_V

Onew,Jonghyun,Key and Minho oppa were allowed to drink alcohol...but obviously,the two of us

weren't O_O

Key:Taemin-ah,take baby girl inside...

Taemin:Hyung,can i go drink too? he said with a big smile and big eyes hoping that he could at least

get a sip...

Onew and Key:ANIYO.(NO.) they quickly said with strict faces...

Taemin:Araso~ V_V

Me:Oppa,don't worry~later when they're drunk we can join in too^^ hehe~

Taemin:Agi~(baby~) no...that's not allowed specially for you...only Oppa because im almost~

18..^_______^

Me:<____< i looked at him like this..

Taemin:Okay fine,im not allowed too.. he said sighing..

i held his hands..

Me:Oppa,it's okay you and i can just watch movie,Kurae?(right?)

Taemin:O    _    O

Me:Oppa,Waeyo??(Why??)

Taemin:ahh..nothing^^

then i was gonna let go of his hands to turn on the t.v but he just held it tightly just like in the

amusement park.

i wanted to show him that i liked him too so i didn't budge..in fact,i even smiled...

Me:let's go watch a scary movie Oppa~

Taemin:Kurae!

_ _ _ (Watching scary movie with Taemin)

Me:0_0

Taemin:O_O

...yes,we were both scared >_< i mean,we couldn't help it,the movie was damn scary!but at least we

were closer to each other^^

Me:Oppa~i..think...

Taemin:shall we just watch cartoons?

Me:Exactly!^^

we were both thinking the same thing after all..hehe..

_ _(Watching cartoons with Taemin)_ _

The cartoons was about a family...

Me:Oppa,you know...i really miss my family V_V

Taemin:jinja??kenchana Ha-Young...im sure they miss you a lot too ^^ he said smoothing my hand.

SO SWEET!!!>_<

Me:Oppa,do you miss your family too?

Taemin:Ne...i really miss them but i go visit them every once in a while~

Me:at least you get to see them~my parents are..are..

i was gonna say they were abroad but i just couldn't hold back my tears anymore...

i tried to stop them but my throat really hurt badly and i felt like my eyes are really red and my

heart...hurts...

Taemin let go of my hands and...

he hugged me...

his hug made me cry even more..it's so warm and gentle and he just smelled so good that it made me

cry even more...

suddenly Jonghyun came...

Jonghyun:Ha-Young ah,Waeyo??

i think Taemin signaled him while he was hugging me so then Jonghyun started to hug me too and

guess what,i cried even more because i was just so touched.

Jonghyun started to smooth my back also..and Taemin is still smoothing my hands and i just kept on

crying...Onew suddenly came in and was totally shocked.

Onew:Yah!Jonghyun!what did you do her!!??

Jonghyun just signaled Onew to hush.

Onew:owh~ he said understanding what had just happend.

then Onew came and...kissed my...forehead!!!>_<

Onew:Ha-Young ah,kenchana...wanna go visit your family now? he asked comforting me and my crying

self.

Me:A..Ani..Aniyo O..Oppa... i couldn't talk properly since i was crying.

Jonghyun:Ha-Young,wanna hang out with us?

Me:N..e...

When we were already in the dining room,Taemin and i were so excited because we could finally join.

i think Minho was already drunk because he was so red and he was so noisy..

like he was shouting all over the place but Jonghyun just kept on calming him down.

Minho Shouting:Dream Team!!!Dream Team!!!

Jonghyun:Yah,Shikoro!(shut up!)

Onew was just sitting there eating chicken and drinking Soju.

Jonghyun was drinking a lot but he wasn't getting drunk.

Key was drinking..but not that much..he barely drank anything...but he was already drunk and red.

Taemin and i looked at each other in amazement,sort of like saying,Oh~this is the adult world~keke...

Taemin tried to grab a bottle but Key suddenly took it from him.despite his drunk self...such an Umma...

haha...

Taemin:aish~

both of us sat down just there...i was really thirsty so i grabbed the cup beside me,it was clear so i drank

it...

it was alcohol.

I.WAS.DRUNK.

like as soon as i drank that,i felt so tingly inside and i easily got dizzy.

Key:Ha-Young ah!No!>_< spit that out!

that's all i could remember..

i woke up but i wasn't wearing the clothes i was wearing last night.

i was wearing pajamas now..how did that happen?

i rubbed my head and went to the dining table to eat and to ask them what happend.

Onew:Ha-Young ah~you're awake!^^

Jonghyun:uh-oh..trouble maker is here...

Me:huh?Waeyo?what happend?

They all looked at me.

Minho:you don't remember?

Me:aniyo ^^

Taemin:you sure?

Me:Ne~and why are my clothes diffrent?

They all looked at each other like they were nervous to tell me the answer.

Me:What!?

Jonghyun came close to me and whispered in my ears everything~ EVERYTHING.THAT.HAPPEND.

O___________________________________________________________O

and i didn't like it.what..i...heard....

hehe..poor Ha-Young,got drunk^^" hehe HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU GUYS!!let's make 2011 a year for SHINee~let's support them a lot^^

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