"her body is so small..."Key oppa said...

"and undeveloped yet..."Minho oppa followed...

"no s yet..."Onew oppa said.

"her bottom is flat too..."Jonghyun oppa said.

"and it looks like she's still uhm,a ..."Taemin oppa said...

i was just there standing,looking at them as they say all of those things about my body...my heart hurts as they say all of those things about me...but why can't they seem to see me?

oh wait!what are they doing!?they're ripping my shirt!>_<

they're taking of my pajama~!>_<

NO!NO!NO!!!

OPPA!!!ANDWE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my heart beats faster and seems like it's about to burst any time now.i thought they were gonna protect me...

and didn't they say they didn't saw me ?

NO!NO!they're taking off my too!>____<

NO!NO!not my boo~~

i shot up from bed...

!i was just dreaming...

i kept on gasping...but then i quickly realized that it was just a dream.

"Dongsaeng,Kenchana?(are you okay?)Minho oppa asked kind of shocked,he was using his laptop and he was the only one there in the room.

"Ne,kenchana Oppa^^ where did they all go?"

"oh,they're eating breakfast...and im waiting for you to wake-up,^^ you looked really tired last night,you fell asleep right away..but it's okay because we have a schedule today,jacket photoshoot..."

"ohh..okay^^"

silence...

i can't help it anymore~i need to truly ask him if he DID saw me...

"Oppa,Hokshi...(by any chance...)...

"aniyo^^ jinja(really) didn't see it" he said with an honest smile in his face.

and with just that look,i truly believe him...^^

"kunde(but) Oppa...did other Oppa see me??" i said kind of giving him the TELL-ME-THE-TRUTH-LOOK...

"urhm...Taemin...i think...

that Taemin!>_<

"and Key also i think.."he said continuing...

O_O

my dream earlier flashed back to me...what if my body ??i mean most girls get surgeries and stuff...and so mine might be a little uhm,average...

"Dongsaeng,Oppa will just eat okay..^^"Minho oppa said about to leave the room...

"Oppa...

"ne?^^"

"uhm...aniyo,opsumnida...(no,nothing)"

"you sure?" he asked kind of like giving me the "look"

"i meant...Oppa,*coughs a little* do you like y girls only!?"i came right out and asked him...

O_O

wrong thing to do...made us go in an akward situation...again~

"aniyo~^__^" he said.

my heart enlightened,he made me see another side of him that i never saw before even though i was their fan...

"araso,Oppa,you can go eat now^^ mianhe(sorry)..."

^___^ he gave me a sweet smile again before he left the room.

i quietly sat down...

my heart beats faster...

my head and stomach feels tingly...

Minho Oppa,Komawo~

i said in my mind...

__ __

"Ha-Young!mogo kaja..(let's eat..) we have a schedule today.."

Key Oppa...i easily knew who it was...Our Umma...

OMG!happy December you guys!^^ don't forget Minho and Onew Oppa's birthday!^^

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and last one,"Saeng-il Chukhae" means happy birthday..^^ just thought i'd share that~

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