The One That Got Away 

"How much do you love me?" his arms wrapped around me so tightly as we sat in the back seat of his car. It was pass midnight. I snuck out to see him and we were parked in a nearby park.

"More that i can put into words." he answered sweetly. His warm breath tickled the area below my ear. "More than anything in this world."

I couldn't help but giggle and lean closer into his chest. "Hmmm, i'm not so sure i believe you."

"Oh really." He leaned over my shoulder so he could look me in the eyes. He wiggled his eyebrows. "Do you want me to show you how much i love you then?" I bit my lip and nodded. He laughed and leaned into to kiss my lips.

My lips melted onto his. He took my breath away as he shifted himself to deepen the kiss. Somehow i ended up facing him, while sitting on his laps. We pulled away for air and laughed.

He let my fingers run through his soft hair. "You have got to be at least the second best kisser i've ever kissed." i teased.

"What?" he grabbed my hands and lowered them. "Second best?" he stared right at me. "Second best?" he repeated. I smirked and nodded. "Yah! Take that back." He began to tickle me merciless. "Take it back."

"Never." I laughed trying to block his hands. I couldn't stand it anymore and slid of his legs to lean all the way back up against the window. "Ok, ok...." i said out of breath as he hovered over me. "You win. You're the best kisser."

He stared at me for a while. "Just how much do you love me?" He asked. Instead of answering, i grabbed his collar and pulled him in for a deep, passionate kiss.

"Yoona?" Hyoyeon called. "Are you going to keep on staring into space or eat your ice cream?"

"If your spoon so much as thinking about going near my ice cream.... i'll throw it into that trash can right over there." I pointed. She glared at me before sticking her tongue out.

"Hey." Yunho oppa sat down next to me. "Oooh."

"Yunho oppa." i whined as he took a big spoonfull of ice cream. "You ate the last gummy worm."

"Sorry." He smiled sweetly. "I'll go buy you another one."

I narrowed my eyes at him. "What's the catch?"

He placed his hand over his chest. "Why does there have to be a catch? Can't i just be a nice oppa and buy you a new... ok here's the catch." he leaned in closer to me. "There's a new movie out tonight and i've got us two tickets."

"Us?" i raised an eyebrow.

"Well i was hoping you'd accompany me." he stared down at my lips. "What do you say?"

"Hey." Changmin walked in with his arm wrapped around his new girlfriend. "What's going on?" he held the chair out for his girl and then sat down across from Yunho and me.

I looked at Yunho. "Sure."

"Really?" he smirked.

"Why not?" I sighed. "I have nothing better to do and i'm getting ice cream out of this so... sure."

He smiled and lifted his hands in the air. "YES!" Everyone started staring at him like he was some crazy lunatic. "Sorry." He mumbled as he lowered his hands.

I couldn't help but laugh a little. "Cute." He looked back at me and smiled. "Now go get me that ice cream you promised me."

"You got it." He smiled and walked away.

"What was that all about?" Changmin laughed.

"Yunho oppa just asked out Yoona for a date." Hyoyeon answered.

He chuckled. "He never learns. He's been chasing after you since high school."

"I said yes." i answered.

"Huh?" he was caught off guard.

I shrugged. "He's sweet." I looked over at Yunho, who was busy ordering. "And easy to talk to..." Changmin no longer said anything. "And quit being rude and introduce us to your girlfriend."

"She's not..."

"Hello I'm Sohee." she smiled cutely.

"I'm Hyoyeon and this is Yoona." Hyoyeon introduced us. "Nice to meet you." We smiled at her.

"So," i smiled as i leaned in. "How long have you and Changmin oppa been seeing each other."

"We haven't..."

"Ummm for almost a month now."she answered and hugged his arm. "He's so sweet and caring."

"Steer clear of Jessica's path." Hyoyeon advised. "You're lucky she's not here."

"Why?"

"She has a crush on Changmin." Hyoyeon explained. "I remember how she was during high school... scaring poor little girls away."

"Here you go Yoona." Yunho handed me my ice cream. "I made them give you extra gummy worms."

I smiled. "Thanks oppa." I said as i stood up.

"You're leaving?" Yunho frowned.

"Hyoyeon and i have something to do." I looked over at Hyoyeon and motioned for her to get up.

She caught on quickly. "Oh is it time already." She got up and linked arms with me. "Well it was nice meeting you Sohee, see you later guys." She waved.

"Bye." I smiled and bowed then followed Hyoyeon out. As soon as we turned the corner Hyoyeon stopped me.

"Are you ok?" she asked.

"Of course." i smiled at her. "Why wouldn't i be?" She just shrugged. "I've got to go baby sit for Mrs. Lee... do you need a ride?"

"Yuri said she wanted to meet with me." Hyoyeon said. "Do you think you can drop me off at her place."

"Sure." i smiled.

I opened my window and let him in. "Shhh, my parents are asleep." i pulled Changmin in and closed the window.

"So cold." He rubbed himself. I quickly wrapped my arms around him. "Body heat." he smiled as he hid his face in the crook of my neck.

"Stop." i giggled as i felt his lips starting to gently rub against my skin. "Not in here Changmin." i pulled away. "You promised you'd watch this scary movie with me, since Yuri, Jessica, and Hyoyeon chickened out."

He sighed. "Fine." He jumped on my bed. "At least it's not some sappy love story... i hate those."

"Why?" i asked. "They're sweet and cute."

"No guy in his right mind would wait for one girl." he shook his head and chuckled. "It's fake and it gives women false hope about there being guys out there like that." I pushed the DVD in and sat there for a while.

>> 2 months later<<

"Hey Yoona." Yuri unnie poked her head into my office. "Your boyfriend is here for you."

"Hey babe." Yunho oppa walked in with a bag of food and a bright smile. "Thought you could use some food."

I smiled. "You don't know how right you were." I hugged him and kissed his lips. "I was ready to die." He laughed and set the bag down on my desk. "Mmmm, smells so good."

"I bought all your favorites." he smiled as i sat down on his lap and started opening up the box of food. He played with my hair while i ate. "What's the rush Yoona? No one is going to steal your food." he chuckled.

I grabbed a napkin and wiped my mouth. "I'm just trying to get everything done before tonight." i smiled. "You said we were going out and i don't want to be thinking about all the work i have to finish."

"Even if you don't finish it you still have until the end of the week to turn in the revised editorial." He explained. "You worry too much."

I pinched his cheeks. "That's because i want everything to be perfect. Is that so wrong?"

"No." He answered. "But you're going to turn into an old lady sooner with all the worry wrinkles your going to get."

I laughed. "So you won't love me if i look like a wrinkled up old grandma?"

He shook his head. "I'll love you no matter what." He kissed my cheek gently. "Even when you're all old and wrinkly and lose your hair."

I touched my hair and gasped. "My hair?"

"And lose that y figure of yours."

I touched my my body. "What do you mean?"

He gently turned my head to face him. "I'll love you no matter what." I frowned. "Aww, babe what's wrong?"

I looked over at him. "I don't want to grow old." He just broke out in laughter. "It's not funny." I touched my hair. "I don't want to be bald."

He tried to comfort me and held my face in his hands. "But i said i would love you anyways."

I pouted. "No you wouldn't."

"Yoona the boss wants... whoa..." Yuri stopped and glared at Yunho. "What did you do?"

"Nothing." Yunho replied. "I just..."

I got off of Yunho's lap and ran to hug Yuri. "He said i'm going to lose all my hair, be all old and wrinkly, and fat." I pointed at him like a 5 year old.

"Yah!" Yuri raised a fist at him. "How dare you say that to her? How dare you say that to any girl?"

Yunho stood up and raised his arms in the air. "I was just telling her that i'd love her no matter what she looked like."

"You don't say that to a girl." Yuri scolded. "You say you are the most wonderful, beautiful, and perfect girl there ever was. The only one for me."

I looked up at Yuri. "Will you marry me?" Yuri and i giggled.

"Yah!" Yunho walked up to us and pulled me away from Yuri. "You trying to take away my girl?"

"Trust me oppa." Yuri smirked. "I don't have to try to take her away." she winked at me and walked away.

Yunho turned to look at me. "Is there something you want to tell me?"

"Didn't you know oppa?" he shook his head. "Yuri and i are soul mates." i giggled. "We'll be together forever."

He stayed quiet. "So she's..."

"No, she's not." i smacked his arm. "You know she's going out with Yesung oppa."

"But i'd leave him for you Yoona." Yuri teased from outside from my office.

"Yah!" Yunho yelled.

I pinched Yunho's cheeks and pulled him in for a quick kiss. "You worry too much oppa."

>>Hours later<<

I ran into the building. "Sorry i'm late everyone." i gasped for air. Yuri quickly walked up to me with a bottle of water. "I had to fax over a couple of prints to Mr. Lee."

"It's ok." Yuri patted my back. "I was having fun teasing Yunho oppa about stealing you away from him." Yesung nodded his head.

"Where is he anyways?" i asked while looking around.

"He's picking up Changmin." Hyoyeon answered.

"Changmin is coming?" They nodded.

"I hope he doesn't bring his girlfriend." Jessica rolled her eyes. "I can't stand her."

"You can't stand any of his girlfriends." Eunhyuk commented. Jessica threw a nasty look his way and he quickly hid behind Hyoyeon. "Sorry."

"Tsk." Jessica shook her head. "Be a man."

"We should get a table." Yesung suggested as he placed his hand on Yuri's shoulder. "Come on, we'll wait for them while we eat."

"Whoo!" we all yelled.

Our food arrived and we were just about to eat when Changmin and Yunho walked in. "Yo." Yunho leaned down to kiss me. "You guys ordered without us."

He tried to take food from my plate. "No way." I blocked his hand. "I order for you." i pointed at the plate next to me.

"What about me?" Changmin asked as he sat down next to Jessica. "Who ordered for me?"

"Yoona did." Eunhyuk answered before drinking his water. "She ordered for the both of you."

I didn't look up at him, but i knew he was looking at me. "Thanks Yoona."

"No problem." i answered.

"You are the best." Yunho kissed my cheek.

I smiled at him. "You better believe it."

"So where are we going after this?" Yesung asked. "Movie or are we just going to get drunk like we use to when we were younger?"

"You drank when you were younger?" Yuri raised an eyebrow. Yesung stared at her for a while then looked back down at his food and started eating. "Yah, answer me."

"Go easy on him Yuri." Yunho chuckled. "I'm pretty sure we all did crazy things when we were younger."

"The most we did was sneak out past cerfew." Jessica commented. "Mainly Yoona." she laughed.

"You did?" Yunho smirked. "Where did you guys sneak off too?"

"Uhh..." i looked over at the girls. "To the park." They giggled and for a split second i saw Changmin smirk.

"We were innocent girls." Hyoyeon laughed. "We just wanted to feel bad."

"We all have our moments." Changmin commented.

After eating we decided to go karaoking. Hyoyeon was the one who suggested it since there was no good movies out and Jessica and Yesung didn't want to go dancing. Since it wasn't far from where we ate we walked... well everyone else walked, Yunho oppa carried me on his back.

"So no girlfriend tonight Changmin?" Jessica raised an eyebrow. "Was she scared to come and meet us or..."

"There's no girlfriend." He cut her off. "What about you Jessica? Still single? Too bitter to find love?"

"No." she shook her head. "I've been seeing someone."

"Really." I lifted my head from Yunho's shoulder. "Who? Is it someone we know?"

She shook her head. "He's a doctor. I was with my mom at the hospital and we hit it off." She smiled.

"Are you sure you didn't just hit him?" Eunhyuk laughed. "Oww." Jessica pinched him. Hard.

"How many times have i told you not to insult or tease Jessica." Hyoyeon sighed. "Unless you are out of her reach."

"Yah!" Jessica glared at her, everyone else just laughed.

"And how are the happy couple?" Yesung asked Yunho and i.

We were about to answer when Yuri answered for us. "Not doing too good." She said with a serious face, which cause all of us to look at her confused. "Yunho oppa made Yoona cry today in the office during lunch."

"You what?!" Jessica yelled. "What did you do to her?"

"I didn't do anything!" Yunho defended while backing up carefully.

"He did too." Yuri pointed while laughing. "He started talking about our baby getting old, losing her hair, and getting fat." I giggled at the reaction of the group.

Hyoyeon and Jessica gasped. "How dare you?"

"I said i would still love her no matter what she looked like." He defended. "Back me up guys." They shook their heads and looked away. "Guys? Really?"

"You never NEVER say that to a girl." Jessica wiggled her finger in his face.

"I know." He sighed.

"We're here." i pointed. Yunho oppa let me down and the girls and i ran into the building.

Many songs and drinks later, i started to feel the heat and decided to go out to get some air. I told them i would be right back and they continued to dance and sing along to the song playing. I needed fresh air.

I stepped out of the building and let the air hit my face and fill my lungs. "Tired."

"Ahhh." i stumbled sideways. "Changmin?" He chuckled and placed his hands in his pockets. "What are you doing out here?"

"Just wanted to check on you." he smiled. "You looked pretty out of it."

I shook my head. "Just needed air." i motioned. "It was getting pretty hot in there, so i thought i'd come out here."

"I see." he sighed. "How are you Yoona?"

I looked at him. "Fine.... How are you?"

He chuckled and looked up at the sky. "No, i mean.... How are you and Yunho hyung?" I looked at the sky with him.

"Fine." i answered.

"Just fine?"

"Great."

"Great?"

"Happy."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"I don't believe you."

"Then that's your problem." He was already looking at me when i lowered my gaze from the sky back onto him. "We should get back in there before they start to worry."

"You don't love him Yoona." He yelled out before i could even open the door. "You're just hurting him...." he grabbed my wrist and spun me around to face him. "and you're hurting yourself."

"Like you care." i spat at him.

"I do care." he stepped closer.

"Sure you do." i rolled my eyes. "You thought that i would spend the rest of my days waiting for you and crying over you. Now you care because i've moved on and..."

"You haven't moved on Yoona." he cut me off.

"Yes i have."

"Then why don't you tell them about us?" he asked. "Huh? Go on and tell them."

"There's nothing to tell." i glared at him.

"Why are you acting like i hurt you? You're the one who broke up with me." he yelled.

I grabbed my hair. "We didn't break up because we were never really together." i bit back tears that threatened to fall out. "We just snuck around all during high school. I held back because i knew Jessica like you, so that's why i never asked for anything serious or official, but you..." i looked away. "you always made it very clear that you were just happy about sleeping with me and making out with me. You just wanted me to stay a secret."

"That's not fair." he shook stepped closer. "You know i loved you. I told you everyday just how much i loved you."

"But you never showed it!" i screamed, this time tears poured out. "The day i knew Jessica was no longer that in love with you and i felt like i could tell her that i liked you.... what did you tell me?" He didn't answer. "Answer me."

"I said there's no need to rush things." he lowered his voice.

I wipped away my tears and took a deep breath. "The way you always talked about love in movies and what your view on love was..." i stared at him. "I couldn't help but question if what you felt for me was real or were you just in it for fun." I shook my head. "But when you said that to me... on that day.... and that very moment... i knew." I looked at him. "I knew that you never loved me and that to you all i ever would be was just some foolish little girl that you could play around with." He said nothing. "Yunho oppa has always shown me how much he loves me. I deserve someone like him."

"Yoona i...."

"Hey." Yunho oppa walked out and placed a jacked over me. "I was looking for you. I remembered it was cold outside and you didn't bring your jacket." I smiled at him. "Is everything ok?"

"Yeah." i answered as i kissed him. "Let's go back inside."

"Ok." He smiled. "Come on Changmin."

"I'll just be out here a little more." he answered. "I'll meet you in there in a couple of minutes." Yunho nodded and walked me inside.

"Really Yoona." Changmin sighed as he noticed the Twilight DVD laying on my desk. "I thought you of all people would have better taste."

"Well... i'm friends with you." i joked. "Yuri, Jessica, and Hyoyeon said it was a good book and they wanted to watch the movie." I took the movie out of his hands. "It's a good romance story. I kind of like it."

"It's a bunch of crap Yoona." he rolled his eyes. "The whole there's only one girl for me and i'm going to wait for a million years to find her. Lies."

"I know." i sighed. "But it's fun to pretend. Movies aren't based on facts you know. They're made for entertainment."

"Yes, which is why i don't get romantic movies." he shook his head. "Twilight is a book filled with lies. I'm mean sure go and day dream about the perfect guy and what not, make him a nice, y, handsome vampire, but do not make the man sparkle."

I nodded in agreement. "I guess that's why i like you. You don't sparkle." He raised an eyebrow. "My mom always told me i liked odd, boring, non sparkly things."

"Yah." he grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. "What are you trying to say?"

"What i'm trying to say is that if a bottle glitter ever fell on all over you then i just wouldn't find you attractive anymore." i sighed. "And we all know that once you get glitter all over you then it takes FOREVER to get it off. It's like the herpes of arts and crafts."

He laughed. "You're mean."

"Says the man who likes to brust girls dreams of finding the perfect man." i shook my head. "I don't know what i see in you."

He smirked. "I'm y, smart, tall, handsome, an excellent kisser... oh the list can go on and on." he nuzzled his nose in my neck.

"You're very modest too." i joked.

"Yes i am." He laughed as he started to kiss my neck. He lead me to my bed and continued to kiss me. Though i was enjoying his kisses i couldn't help but feel like this was all he wanted me for. This was as serious as he wanted to get with me.

But i guess for now... i was just happy that i had him.

"Hey... i just thought of something." i said as he started to on my neck.

"Hmmm?" he stopped for a second.

"My glitter glue sparkles.... does that mean it's a vampire too." He laughed and attacked my lips with his.

>>2 Years later<<

"Can you believe it." Jessica sighed as she drank her cup of coffee.

"Well it was bound to happen sooner or later." Hyoyeon shrugged.

"But did you think it would be so soon?" Yuri asked.

"What's wrong with moving away?" i asked.

"Nothing." Jessica answered. "But things change when you move away. You lose contact and...."

"I'm sure Changmin will be the same loser we all know and love." Hyoyeon patted her on the back.

"You guys do know i can hear you." Changmin spoke up. "I've been sitting here the whole time."

"Trust me, they know." Yunho chuckled. "They do it to me all the time."

"Me too." Yesung sighed.

"They haven't done it to me." Eunhyuk raised his hand happily, and the rest of the guys gave him a nasty look. "What?"

"Are you ever coming back?" Jessica asked. "Will you keep in touch with us? Or are you going to become some big time CEO and forget about us?"

"Of course i will never forget you guys." he sighed. "And about coming back...." I looked down at my cup of coffee. "I'll visit as much as i can."

"We should get going." Yunho grabbed my hand. "You have a plane to catch." he pointed at Changmin.

"I almost forgot that this would be my last coffee with you guys." He sighed as he stood up.

The rest of the group stood up. "We'll save the goodbyes for the airport." Hyoyeon smiled.

Yunho, being the nice guy he is, offered Changmin to ride with us, and of course Changmin agreed. I sat in the back seat so the two of them could bond on the way to the airport. Yunho made Changmin promise to call him at the end of every week and to visit him on his birthday. They talked the whole way to the airport.

"Yoona, do you mind helping Changmin with his things while i go park the car?" Yunho asked.

"Huh?" i woke up from day dreaming.

"I'll drop the two of you off in front, unload things and then look for parking." Yunho explained.

"Oh... sure." I smiled at him.

He did just that. We were dropped off at the front of the airport and i watched as he drove away into the parking structure. "Shall we?" I nodded and followed Changmin inside. "So are you sad to see me leave?" He smiled.

"Of course i am." I answered. "We've been friends since middle school." I sighed. "I thought i would be the first to leave, but i guess you beat me to it."

"Yeah." he laughed. "I'm gonna miss everyone here. Especially you."

I giggled. "I can't wait to tell the others. They are going to be so jealous." i joked. He pushed me away and laughed. "But then again how could you not miss me? I'm awesome."

"Yeah, you are."

I gasped. "Omo! Did you just admit it? Hold on let me get my camera out and record it." I laughed as i looked through my bag.

He just laughed and held my wrist. "I'm serious Yoona." I looked up at him, and though i was faking a smile on the outside we both knew how i felt on the inside. I looked away. "Why'd you look away."

"No reason." i answered.

"Yoona."

"Changmin." I looked back up at him. "I want to be able to send you off with a happy face, so can you not bring up the past?" The last time we talked about the (our) past was 2 years ago.

"Fine." he smiled. "Then i guess you should read this once i board the plane." He handed me a folded up paper.

"Yo!" a loud commotion came from behind me. "Are you two already saying goodbye?"

"Yeah." Changmin answered and messed with the top of my head.

"Group hug!" Yesung suddenly yelled and gather everyone. We were all screaming and giggling. "Hey who's touching my ?"

"Sorry." Eunhyuk said. "I thought it was Hyoyeon."

"Yah!" Hyoyeon yelled.

We all parted and Changmin slowly separated himself from us. "Well i guess i should get going." He looked at his phone. "My plane leaves like... now."

"Goodbye." We all waved one last time.

We watched him walk away and once he was out of sight we all started heading back to our cars. Yunho had his arm wrapped around me as we chatted.

"I can't believe he's actually gone." Jessica sighed. "But better him than one of my girls i guess." she laughed.

"That's mean." Yesung and Eunhyuk said at the same time.

Yunho let me go and rested his hands on the guy's shoulders. "How about we all go to a theme park? Have a little fun on this gloomy day."

"Whoo!" everyone cheered.

I stayed a little behind the group and stared at the paper Changmin gave me before leaving. Yunho and the rest where busy arguing over which theme park to go to so i took this time to open it.

Hey Yoong,

So i had a feeling you wouldn't let me talk about our past in person, therefore i made you this little letter.

I love you. And i always will love you. The time that we were together i felt like those stupid guys i hated so much in all those chick flicks Jessica, and Yuri made us watch. I couldn't see anyone else but you.

You're probably wondering why i would always say that all those guys were liers and that their was no such thing as real love.... well i figured you would one day find a guy that would feed you all those lies and leave me. So for some stupid reason i told you all that. Big mistake.

Anyways i just want you to know that.... i finally do believe in those cheesy love stories now. Because i know how they feel. Because i feel that just being with you is all i need to be happy. The biggest mistake of my life was letting you walk away.

I love you so much my little deer.... and i always will.

"Yoona!" Jessica yelled. "Hey Yoona!" I looked up at her and everyone just stared at me with wide eyes.

"Oh sweetie are you ok?" Yuri asked. For a second i was wondering why they were looking at me like that and i finally felt the wetness on my cheeks. Tears. "Yoong?" She tried walking towards me but i took a step back.

"Baby?" Yunho looked worried.

I don't even remember how it exactly happened but the next thing i know i'm running back to the airport. Past everyone and trying to get to the plane. I could hear people yelling at me to stop and i was pretty sure Yunho and the rest of the group weren't far behind me.

The plane was already gone... it was high in the sky but i could still see it. I continued to cry as i watched it go.

>>Hours later<<

"Yoona." Yuri sat next to me on the couch. "What were you thinking?"

"She wasn't thinking." Jessica rolled her eyes. "We are all going to miss Changmin but that is no reason to go crazy and try to stop a plane."

"Sorry." I sighed. "I just.... didn't feel like i gave him a proper goodbye. Other than you guys he was one of my best friends." They nodded

"Here." Yunho oppa set a green tea on the table. "Drink it."

"Let's turn on some T.V." Hyoyeon suggested as she reached for the remote. It was already on the news. Something about a plane crash. Hyoyeon was about to change it when Yunho's eyes went wide and told her to leave it.

"What is it oppa?" Jessica asked. "Why are you looking at it like that?"

I looked at him then back at the T.V. We were all starting to catch on. "No." i shook my head.

"It can't be." Jessica shook her head. "That plane... What was Changmin's flight number?" She asked Yunho.

"108." he answered, eyes still glued to the screen.

"There are no survivors from flight 108 but..."

My heart sank. I was in a state of shock while everyone else started to cry. Yunho oppa threw his cup across the room and dropped to his knees.

He was gone.

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A/N: I thought i would make up for the other short chapter and post another one. This one isn't that much better because like i said i have writers block. The only reason i finished these was because i was working on them at the same time and i just had to finish them. Once again i am seriously sorry if they . Blame my brain. Please comment and thanks for reading.

P.S. for those of you who read my other stories (Love sick... literaly and Circus de Amour) i am sad to tell you i won't be updating those until like the end of the month or so. I've been super busy and well my mind is blank. You guys know i love to give semi- long chapers (mainly because i like to read long chapers) anyways i will do my best to try and update them sooner but if not.... well please be patient. ^.^

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