So Young’s Pov

The kiss seem to go on forever, the kiss was full of mixed emotions. When our lips met, I could feel his passion, his longing, his love but I could also feel my pain, my hate and my agony. It took all of my inner strength to let go of him:

Changmin: “So Young?”

I could see the pain in his eyes as I pushed him away, I knew if I let him get any closer, I would have allowed myself to become his another woman. The woman he seeks when he’s in need and alone, his second choice but I had too much pride to let that ever happened.

Changmin: “So Young?” 

His arms still around my waist, he tried to pull me closer but I put my hands on his chest, I could feel his heartbeat racing but I ignore it.

So Young: “It was a moment of weakness”.

Changmin: “That’s not true and you know it”.

So Young: “Yes it is because you have no idea how I feel right now”.

He moved one of his hands to my face and looked me straight in the eyes:

Changmin: “Because you never allow me to see how you feel”.

So Young: looking into his eyes

“Why would I show the person I hate the most in this world how I feel?”

Changmin flinched at the word, hate but he didn’t let go instead he moved closer until I could feel his breath on lips:

Changmin: “Hate? You don’t hate me; you and I both know you can’t hate me”.

He was about to kiss me again and I was about to give in again when I heard her voice: 

Yeon Hee: “Changmin!”

Changmin looked me in the eyes before letting go of my face and turning his back to me:

Yeon Hee: “How could do this to us? And with her? “

Changmin: “I can explain, Yeon Hee”.

Yeon Hee: “You can explain? Explain what? “

I stood there looking at Yeon Hee accusing Changmin of being a cheater when she was the one who cheat on him first, Changmin should be the one in her position, not her.

So Young: “Yeon Hee! You have no right to say that to Changmin and you know it”.

I stood in front of Changmin while glaring at Yeon Hee, I could see the hate and anger but I was surprise to see fear, she was afraid, afraid of what I knew and what I could tell Changmin:

Yeon Hee: “You have no right to get involved in this discussion”.

So Young: “Yes I do”

Yeon Hee: “No. this is between me and the father of my unborn child”.    

So Young: “Unborn child?”

My voice was so low, I could barely hear myself. Yeon Hee could be carrying Changmin’s baby, she was pregnant and there was nothing I could do about it: 

Changmin: “You’re pregnant, Yeon Hee?”

I could hear the shock in his voice and even a hint of unhappiness:

Yeon Hee: “Yes. Yes I am and it’s your baby, Changmin”.

I couldn’t take it anymore, I pushed my way passed Yeon Hee and headed towards the door. When I crash into someone, I hadn’t notice how blurry my vision was, due to the rain of tears my eyes were releasing.

Jaejoong: “So Young? Are you okay?”

I couldn’t answer him, I couldn’t tell him how broken I felt, how lost and confused I was. He took me into his arms and allowed me to cry, to let go of all the pain I felt these last 10 years, he just held me and didn’t speak a word.

Changmin’s Pov

Yeon Hee pregnant? I couldn’t believe what she just said; she couldn’t be pregnant, no not now.

Changmin: “You’re pregnant, Yeon Hee?”  

I had to ask, I couldn’t believe she was the one carrying my child, and not the woman I was in love with. I saw the pain in her eyes, the pain the question had cause but I couldn’t bring myself to be completely happy:

Yeon Hee: “Yes. Yes I am and it’s your baby, Changmin”.

Before I could answer, So Young pushed passed Yeon Hee and head towards the door. I forgot about Yeon Hee and the child and went after her but by the time I reached her; she already had a shoulder to cry on. She was Jaejoong to lend her his shoulder and that made me furious:

Yeon Hee: “You wanna leave me and our unborn child for a woman who already has someone else?”

She was behind me, whispering in my ear, and maybe she was right, maybe So Young would fall in love with Jaejoong, just maybe. I stole one last look at So Young and turn to Yeon Hee:

Changmin: “I will take responsibility of our child, I will never leave child’s life, I will always be there for the baby”.

Yeon Hee’s face lighted up and she was about to hug me but I stopped her:

Changmin: "I will be there for the baby as the father but not as your boyfriend or husband, only the father”.

I let go of her arms and walk out of the bar, I didn’t look back. 

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I'm so sorry for taking so long to update but I been very busy and I was going to update this past weekend but I went to SMTOWN . It was bittersweet moment seeing TVXQ the Duo but it was fun :)