1/05/15 *** I knocked on the door before going in. This is it. "Annyeonghaseyo, Park JinAh imnida," I bowed.  ———————————————————————————————— Meanwhile Winner are in the recording studio of YG training center, observing the whole audition scene. "She's in, she's in!" Mino whispered-shouted. "Shhhh!" Taehyun shushed him. "I hope she does well," Seunghoon murmured and crossed his fingers. "Hwaiting Park JinAh!" Seungyoon and Jinwoo cheered. ————————————————————————————————- "I'll be singing an acoustic version of 'Empty' by Winner today," I said. My palms are sweaty and my legs are trembling in fear.   "You may start whenever you're ready," One of the judges said. I assume his name is Teddy since it was written on a tag placed on the table. "Good luck, remember you can fail but never give up," I heard Sunhwa said before i open my mouth. "Geoul soge nae moseubeun teong bin geotcheoreom gongheohae, honjae gireul georeobwado teong bin georin neomu gongheohae." I suddenly had flashbacks as i sing. Back in the days when i was still Sunhwa, i always felt so empty. No one understands how i feel, i had fake friends everywhere. They pretended to care and ask me about my problems, i gladly told them what happened at home finally thinking that someone cared but i was wrong, they spread my sorrows to the whole school and i became a laughing stock throughout my second year of middle school. "Da ra dat dat dat dat dat dat baby don't worry." "Don't be worry my child, everything will be fine." That was what my mom told me before she passed on. "Don't worry, god will help you." It was my brother's last few words before he close his eyes and never wake up again. "Neoran kkumeseo kkaen hyeonsirui, achimeun gongheohae."  After my brother and mother left me, i constantly dream of them. They were by my side, singing me lullabies and telling me bed time stories. I open my eyes and hoped that everything was real, but it was just a dream. The entire day would feel really empty. "Kkeuchi nanneyo, naui geudaeyo eodi innayo, ije urin." My life as Sunhwa, is over, finally over. "Chueogi dwaetjyo haengbokhaesseoyo, itji marayo, dasi mannayo." I finished the song with tears rolling down my cheeks. I quickly wiped my tears with the back of my sleeves.  "Can you dance?" A judge with the name tag 'SE7EN' asked. "Just a little," I said. "Can you show us?" "S-Sure." There we go, showcase time. They a random song with fast beats. I randomly did some moves which Seunghoon taught. Still stiff like a bamboo...... They turned off the music immediately when i stopped dancing. I'm doomed.  —————————————————————————————————— "I totally didn't expect her to sing our song," Seungyoon awed with hanging jaws. "Yeah and she sings better than you," Mino chuckled. "Yah do you want to die?!" Seungyoon grabbed Mino by his neck. "Yah Seungyoon ah you might kill him," Seunghoon said and pulled them apart. "She's good, i hope she's able to get into the next round!" Jinwoo said with a grin. "I bet she will," Taehyun smiled. —————————————————————————————————— It's already 4pm by the time i'm done auditioning. What is that i still have afternoon classes to attend. This isn't the kind of Friday i'm imagining.....  I called Sungmin oppa and he arrived at the building minutes later. He drove me to school and i rushed to class immediately. I explained to the teacher that i took part in an audition so i was excused, phew. Today's lessons are pretty boring, since the boys isn't here to accompany me. I suddenly missed playing silent 007 with them.... A minute fe