“Hyung, PD nim said we should go back ou- OMO” Donghyuk says as he opens the door, stopping abruptly in mid-sentence. Both Hanbin and I break apart immediately and I turn around to hide my face from them.

“Uhhhhh….hyung….noona... I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to intrude on uhh. I mean wow, I didn’t even know you guys were dati-” Donghyuk splutters out with his eyes wide in surprise.

“No, we’re not like that Donghyuk ah. Hayi and I were just talking about something.” Hanbin cuts in with a strained smile to his dongsaeng. For some reason the same uncomfort feelings settled in my heart as I heard his explanation, even though it was all truth. I fix my hair and pat my face before standing up suddenly.

“Thats right, Hanbin and I was just having a conversation. Don’t misunderstand okay? I’m going out first.” I say to Donghyuk and I brush past him to leave the room, eyes avoiding Hanbins the whole time.
 

“Unni, I need to get a retouch…” I say to the makeup artist of the show that was on standby.

“Sunbae, you don’t look too well. Are you okay?” Hongseok ssi asks me as I approach them.

“I’m okay. Just a little tired.” I reply with a small smile. I was lying to him and myself when I said it because I couldn’t help but replay the little exchange between me and Hanbin in the recording studio again in my head. It was as if I could still remember the warmth of his touch as I was enveloped into his arms which made me feel all fuzzy and secure. Yet confusingly my heart twisted at his words which made me uneasy in my stomach.

“Ah, you don’t need to call me sunbae...since you’re older just call me Hayi.” I added feeling slightly awkward at his politeness.

“Ah, yes...okay Hayi ah. You should call me oppa then since I’m the oldest minus noona here haha.” he says and teases the makeup artist fixing my makeup in front of me. Hongseok oppa had large eyes, milky skin and was very tall - he looked like an ulzzang that did modelling or something. I’ve seen him on TV but seeing in real life was very different, he looked even more handsome now.

“Yes oppa…” I reply and look up to him. I assumed his personality w