Y.O.U / Jonghyun
SHINee Songfic Oneshots
All written on Third Person's POV Watch the vid with English Translation
(Quite a long chapter ahead. Just keep reading~~)
{Y.O.U}
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A Letter to Kim Jonghyun:
If you ever found me again,
Let me love you and stay by your side until infinity ends.
- The girl with no name
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It's dark. It's raining.
The poor lad named Kim Jonghyun, is walking alongside the bridge.
Thoughts drifting away, mind on the other side of the world.
His steps were snail-paced, not even having an umbrella,
his well-toned mascular body takes the big beads of the pouring rain.
But it doesn't hurt him. He's already numb because of the pain, tradegies, failures.
To end all of this, there's one thing on his mind: jump over the bridge.
He sat on the edge of the bridge, getting ready for whatever may happen next.
Loneliness, anger, fear was evident on his face, heart sanking on despair.
He stayed like that, and soon water formed on his eyes.
He wanted to cry, to shout.
How can the world be this unfair to him-- taking everything, leaving him with nothing.
He inched closer. He closed his eyes and balled his fists, getting ready.
But then he heard someone.
For a moment he stopped thinking about all what happened to his life, drifting his attention to the voice.
For a moment he hoped that someone might stop him from doing this.
And for a moment, he hoped for a miracle to happen.
But nothing.
The voice weaken and he seems not to hear it anymore
because of the thunder and heavy rain.
He looked around.
It's dark. It's raining. No running cars, no lamposts, no lights, no hope.
"H-Help me. Please. Please help me." There's the voice. It's from the other side of the bridge.
Without having a second thought, he went to that direction.
He then saw a slumpy, petite body.
Her clothes were covered with mixtures of mud and blood.
He hesitated at going at first, but at the end, he went to see it.
He thought she was dead.
He searched for her pulse, after few seconds of feeling it,
despite of his heavy heart and uncertain actions; he finally knew that the girl was still alive.
He stared at the figure of a sleeping beauty on his arms,
as he tucked strands of her hair behind her ear.
"Kim Jonghyun... How come this girl didn't thought of doing those things inspite of her dreadful fate?
How come she's stronger than you?"
And for the first time, the poor playboy believed that love at first sight is real.
I meet you in a chaotic time,
Even though I didn’t understand anything.
I become angry at everyone
Telling me to quit because it’s hard
No girl, I only show you my foolish side all the time.
"So you're saying that you don't have a shelter? You don't have family and you don't even have a name?!"
Jonghyun shook his head in frustation.
Taking another look on the girl who recovered from high fever, covered with bruises and wounds;
who just finished taking a shower and now wearing a braggy shirt and pants of his.
Some water dripping from the tips of her long, black hair. The girl he found 3 days ago.
The petite girl bowed slowly.
"I'm not going to be fooled, now get out!" He held her arm, dragging her to the door of his lousy, small apartment.
She flinched, the wounds are still fresh, and the way his hand gripping it hurts her so much.
"It's t-true. Please... Let me..." He stopped. Hands still on her arm, he thought for awhile.
"I'm poorer than you think. I can't even support myself. And now you? In here? We'd probably die beacause of hunger."
"Then.. I.. I will work."
"No you can't. Just looking at you says it all." Letting go, leading her inside again.
"You do all house chores here. I work. You do everything I say and only talk when I asked you to."
"One more thing, we won't care of each other's feeling, arasso? Falling inlove is just for kids."
And 3 months passed the way Jonghyun want it to be. He's working as a singer on a club,
He brings girls on his apartment, doing some things you'd never want to know.
And the playboy can't say that he loves her. He can't even say that he actually bought her a lunch,
that he actually bought her a phone, that he actually cares for her than himself. But he can't.
The petite girl can't say a thing. She wants to tell him that she watched a good show on
the television, or she's always waiting for him until morning. But she can't.
Because for him, she's just an emotionless, expressionless person, that doesn't deserve his time.
Because for her, she just owe him so much for having a roof for her head and a food for .
"How can I fall for a girl like that? Emotionless and... Fragile."
"...And it's making me want to protect her, Why Kim Jonghyun? Why her?"
he asked himself, searching for answers and found himself dozing to sleep.
Even if my body breaks,
Even if my heart is torn,
The promise to protect you,
That promise will eternally be the same thing.
He was on his way home when he saw her, with a man.
They're sitting on a bench and talking to each other, happilly.
HAPPILLY.
"She never smiled like that when she's with me."
"She never laughed like that when telling something to me."
"She never talked like that to me."
And as soon he saw the face of the man, he became lost for words.
Not even trying to compose himself on a very uncomfortable position and situation,
"Why him?"
"Why?"
"Why my bestfriend?"
"Why Key?"
Nothing can stop me from loving you, you, you
The reason why I breathe is you, you
The reason why I sing is you, you
The reason why I live on is you, you
Nothing can stop me from loving
She was crying. The petite girl was afraid of thunder and rain.
She hid herself inside an oldcabinet in her room.
Hands on both of her ears, eyes shut, tear droplets falling endlessly on her pink cheeks.
Sobbing, sniffing, hiccupping. She was afraid, she was too weak to handle this situation.
Images of men in black suits holding guns and knives were flooding on her mind.
She heard knocks on the door. She doesn't want to come out, thinking that she'll be hurt again.
Her toes curled and her insides twitching as she heard the footsteps becoming heavier.
The cabinet door flung open.
And a known man hugged her tightly, "You should've slept with me."
He said, his hands running on the strands of her hair.
She shook her head, Jonghyun smiled and joined her inside the cabinet, closing the cabinet door.
He searched for her ears and placed his headphones on her. A sweet song playing on it.
The song was just as loud as she want it, preventing her to hear the loud striking sounds of lightning.
A pair of arms wrapped her petite body, she was suppose to remove them from her but she didn't.
It was sort of good, in a way that it made her feel secured and protected.
He placed a blanket on her small frame, sharing it with him.
Jonghyun felt happy, for the first time, he smiled as tears soon streaking down on his face.
For the first time he had someone to share a blanket on those cold nights.
For the first time he thought that there's little things to be thankful for.
She soon fell asleep, her head leaning on his shoulder.
Jonghyun planted a soft kiss on her forehead,
"Let me protect you, love you. And let me be on your side until we grow old. Is that... alright?"
Why is it that the people beside you when it’s good
Leave one by one without looking back when it’s bad?
Like glass, a human’s heart is so weak
A heart hurts so much from the little things
"Jonghyun, you'll help me about her right?"
Key asked, still eating his strawberry flavored ice cream.
"About who?" Jonghyun faced his bestfriend, face filled with curiousity,
Key looked so happy, and it's the first time he bacame this interested on a girl.
"About the girl with no name living with you."
Jonghyun doesn't know how to react. He's kind of selfish when it comes to her.
But seeing his bestfriend this happy because of a girl, makes him think not just twice.
"What if I say no?" It's not just 'what if'. Because the answer is really a no.
"You won't."
"Because you don't like her and she's a burden to you right? And I really like her."
"...So I'm taking her and so that you can bring your girls to your apartment. That'll be fine, right?" Key smiled.
The answer became unknown. Jonghyun also like the girl. Much more than Key does.
But girl over friendship is a no-no. He wanted to say no but he don't know how.
How can he decide? He love the girl and cares for his friend at the same time.
"Sure. I'll tell her."
Let’s not be like that
Even if we hate it, even if it hurts
The promise to be by your side
That promise will eternally be the same thing
"Do you like him too?" Jonghyun asked her, his heart wanting to stop for a minute.
"Why do you care?"
"I'm not. It's just he's asking so..."
"I will tell him that myself."
And after cleaning the plates, the girl went to her room and sleep peacefully.
Jonghyun went to her room, bringing an extra pillow with him.
He went to her bed and set himself beside her.
He hugged her by the waist, her back facing him. Her scent filled his nostrils and he
leaned more to her back, hearing her heartbeat. He closed his eyes,
"This'll maybe the last... So let me hug you... longer. Longer. Maybe until tomorrow would be fine.
Just... let me. I would like to stay like this. Please let me... just... like this."
And a tear slipped his eye.
Nothing can stop me from loving you, you, you
The reason why I run is you, you
The reason why I dance is you, you
The reason why I live on is you, you
"What did you told him? Are you coming to him? Do you want to live with him?"
"No." She shrugged, still cleaning the kitchen counter.
"Why?" He asked again, seeming interested.
"Bacause I'm living here with you."
"And?"
"And it's fine."
"Do you like him?" His heart went faster,
"No."
"What's the reason by that?" He smiled not just because he's happy,
It's because he's relieved and at the same time he stopped worrying about her feelings for Key.
"Nothing."
The truth she's suppose to say yes to Key. Not because she like him.
It's because she feels she's a big burden to Jonghyun,
and she doesn't want to cause any trouble to him anymore.
But that morning she woke up, before going to Key to say her 'Yes',
she found a thing near her bed that made her change her mind.
Jonghyun's pillow.
Years will come and years will go
The good days and even the bad days
I’m yours (When I’m happy)
I’m yours (When I’m sad)
I’m yours (I’m not just saying that)
I’m yours (I’m trying to show you)
"I'll give you a name... A pretty name." Jonghyun faced her, smiling.
"Sungjii! It's cute right?"
He got nothing, but an expressionless face from her.
"How about... Yoori? Or Jenny! Which one do you prefer?"
"Stop saying the names of the girls you brought here."
she glared at him, still sporting her expressionless face.
"Wow, so far that's the most longest sentence I've heard from you!"
Jonghyun clapped, his eyes were twinkling as he do so.
"I bought something for you, open the fridge and bring it here."
He ordered, and she obeyed.
She found a fancy box cleanly placed in the fridge with a white, pretty ribbon.
She placed it on the table and sat with Jonghyun.
"So, before you open it, first, you can now say or do whatever you want. You can talk to
me with any random things or so on, second, remove that expressionless face of yours or else
I will kick you out. And third... I will say it to you when the right time comes."
She responded with a nod.
She untied the ribbon and opened the fancy box. There's her favorite chocolate cake, and it says;
'Happy 2nd birthday Jihye! Stay healthy and pretty!'
She couldn't help but to smile.
"Ah! I should've put 'prettier'!" Jonghyun thought.
"You know how to smile, eh?" He teased.
"Th-Thank you Jonghyun... I think... Jihye is a pretty name."
Years will come and years will go
Even when we grow older some day
I’m yours (When I’m happy)
I’m yours (When I’m sad)
I’m yours (I’m not just saying that)
I’m yours (I’m trying to show you, baby)
They spent laughs, tears, everything together.
And Jonghyun finally stopped bringing girls to his apartment, leaving a questioning Jihye.
He loved how he can now spent most of his time for Jihye.
How she laughs and talk about just random things with him.
How can she be this talkative now.
It's amazing that he found her that night.
Something like that might not happen
But even if your heart changes and you leave me
Do you know that I won’t be able to forget you?
"Jonghyun... Thanks for letting me in your house.
For taking care of me all this while. Sorry for causing you trouble.
You don't know how much I want to thank you for everything, and for saving me. Thank you."
Jihye tried to be not to be emotional but the tears won't let her.
Jonghyun hugged her tightly, "Do you want to know the third one?" he asked.
She spent quite a time what's that third thing, and remembered that's it's something
he said from her so-called birthday.
"The third one is... Let me love you. Please?"
He asked, still hugging her, tightly than before.
She could feel how wet her shoulder was, it's becoming soaked on Jonghyun's tears.
She asked herself if she was dreaming, that she almost pinched herself.
The guy whom she loved so much confessing his love for her right now.
But she had to keep the promise to herself, he will surely see the letter she left on her bed.
She shooked her head and removed his hands from her's.
"You're a famous singer now Kim Jonghyun, this won't work out."
Cause I love you, you, you.
The reason why I sing
It’s you, you, you.
My every reason is you, you, you, you, you.
It's dark. but it's not raining.
The famous singer named Kim Jonghyun, is walking alongside the bridge.
Thoughts drifting away, mind on the other side of the world.
His steps were snail-paced, thinking how can he find her, after 2 years, how?
He tried everything to find her, the girl who actually save her life.
On that place. From jumping off the bridge.
He sat again on the edge of the bridge, where he sat that night.
He's not angry. He's not afraid. He's just Lonely.
And he stayed like that, and soon water formed on his eyes.
He wanted to cry, to shout. Where is she? How can he find her? Is she gone?
He inched closer. He just closed his eyes and felt the cold wind.
But then he heard someone.
For a moment he tought he'll be stuck on the same situation again.
For a moment he hoped that someone that looked exactly like Jihye would greet him with a bright smile.
And for a moment, he hoped for a miracle to happen.
He looked around. It's dark. It's not raining. There's running cars, lighted lamposts and
a woman withlong black hair also sitting on the edge of the bridge; the other side.
"Don't. you. dare. to. jump." He thought as he run through the cars to the girl's direction.
"Don't jump!" He yelled. Blazing to the girl's direction.
"I'm not going to jump! I'm just--
"Jihye?"
The girl went to hug Jonghyun, She tip-toed and kissed him fully on the lips.
"Jonghyun, you found the letter?" Jihye asked, smiling.
Because of the excitement, happiness, bewilderment and confusion, he just nodded.
Even he doesn't know what letter she was talking about.
Tadada~ TAEMINishi heeeerrree~
hope you guys enjoyed reading this songfic.
So... I wrote this 3 days ago, and finished it at 3am the same day.
My brain works fast on midnights and early mornings. kekeke
I was suppose to post this last saturday but the net connection
won't let me so, yeah. Sorry for taking a while to update.
Comments and subs were LUUUURVEE <3
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