Romeo+Juliette / Onew
SHINee Songfic Oneshots
{Ballad Chapter}
Written in Third person and Onew's POV Watch the vid w/ english translation
Flashbacks will be written in gray
{Romeo+Juliette}
This painful love story
A love that chilled my heart
Leaving only my gasping breath
hurting me, getting further away
I was sitting on her bed, waiting for her.
She entered the room and closed the door.
She's wearing a pink pajama and she walked towards the bed while removing her ponytail.
Her hair freely bounced, she fixed her hair by her fingers and sat on the bed.
She removed her glasses, carefully placing it on the top of the table. She set herself on the bed, facing the window.
And she wrapped the blanket around her, she sighed.
I, on the other hand just lay on the bed too;
facing the opposite side, facing the almond colored wall.
We just stare on those blankly, because we can't say a thing.
I fell inlove with this girl named Song Jiyoo.
That's why I'm here.
I fall for her harder every single day.
My favorite hobby is reminiscing how we met.
Daydreaming about it all the time because it never gets old.
It never will. It's like, everything happened just yesterday.
That cold summer day last year.
A girl meets a boy and the painful
love begins
Their unspeakable love becomes an echo
and love begins again
A 27-year-old Lee Jinki entered the National Library, all hyped up.
"Those three books are here," he thought.
He walked in, his eyes going everywhere.
He was fascinated by the wide and tidy venue, his eyes sparkled when he saw those
almond colored tall shelves and by both interior and exterior design of the library,
almost like a museum with it's beautiful neutral color blending.
His feet bought him to the books in Law, Politics shelves.
He touched the books by his fingers, he found the three books he had been looking for,
"They're only here," His lips curved upward as he talk to himself. The books already on his hands.
He went to the place where people read their books.
His eyes explored the place once again, the pretty chairs were occupied except that one.
The one beside a lady in specs, her bag sitting on it.
He went to the lady's direction, she saw him and immediately picked up the bag on the chair
and placed it under the table. She gave Jinki a small bow.
He sat on the chair and gave the lady a warm smile to express his gratitude.
She smiled in return, she began her 'talking' with hand gestures.
'I'm sorry, I had to put my bag there because it was kind of heavy,'
And Lee Jinki understand every gesture she did, he studied hand gestures before,
it was needed because he had a deaf and mute younger sibling. He began to reply with hand gestures too.
'It's alright. And thank you, by the way.'
The girl's eyes lit up, 'You can understand me?'
'Yes,' He smiled because of the girl's reaction,
'Oh, many people don't actually understand me,' she tilted her head and went back on reading.
By that, Jinki was sure that she was like his brother, deaf and mute.
Looking at her remind him of his 8-year-old brother, Lee Taemin.
The kid was bright and cheerful, he doesn't get sad easily and the kid smiles a lot.
He glance to his left and saw the girl adjusting her glasses, her eyes locked on the book.
He simply brushed his thoughts away and opened the book he got about politics,
browsing through it's pages and finally stopping on the page he takes interest to.
The girl tapped the table causing him to look at her,
she began communicating with hand gestures again, 'Could you... Possibly...?'
Because he was too absorbed in the book, he just nodded.
And the girl nodded with him.
'I guess I'll come back tomorrow,' he thought.
I really loved her, I really wanted her
I really hate myself because
I can only see her from afar
My heart cries, wanting to express more
and another day passes in sadness
I woke up early and went to the dining room and sat there.
Minutes later she woke up too, gaining herself a rice and kimbap.
I happily watched her as she feed herself.
She then walked to the bathroom to take a bath and back to the bedroom to dress up.
I walked outside and she did the same, she was in her uniform and there's teaching materials on her hands.
I followed her until she got there, to the school where she teach children that are also deaf and mute.
She entered the building and I remained outside the gate.
She greeted some of her students by patting their heads, she looked so happy.
It was 8 o'clock and she'll be there until 4pm.
I'll wait for 8 hours again, doing noting.
I sat on the bench where I always sit, I guess I'll just daydream again, probably.
With only the memories of loving you,
of being unnecessarily selfish for you
Now, I feel a little confused
You don't know that you're my only boo
I only look at you
He always enter the library at exact 5pm, and she'll be there, on the same chair.
And her bag always on the chair next to her,
and now it became a thing to save a chair for Jinki when the place got crowded.
They talk - or exchange hand gestures a lot and sometimes,
they unknowingly leave the books unopened.
And the question she asked last week - she was asking if he was deaf and mute too.
Well, unfortunately, he nodded.
And today he was going to the library again, not to read a book but to meet the girl named Song Jiyoo.
No, even the law books don't entice him anymore. It's only her, Jiyoo.
A love begins again
You don't know me nor the love I feel for you
A painful love begins again
I can't control these feelings that surge up
when I see you
Her sit was empty, also the chair next to her's.
He walked all over the place but there's no sign of her.
Thinking that she'll come later, Jinki bought some books to their chairs, placing two books on Jiyoo's chair.
He began reading a book again, to keep him entertained while waiting for Jiyoo.
He glanced on his wrist watch, it's 7pm and she's still not there,
he placed the book on the table and began to think the things he want to say to Jiyoo.
He unknowingly began to move his hands, indicating things other people wouldn't know.
The people started looking at him weirdly, but he didn't care.
He just stopped when he heard a voice, from his side.
"Can I sit here?" A girl student asked him, smiling sweetly.
His eyes went all over the place again to find some trace of her, but there's none.
He picked up the books from the chair, "Su-sure." He replied.
And now he feels weird when talking, he didn't talk for 2 weeks, to say atleast.
His throat doesn't feel normal when he talks, he feels like it's better not to talk anymore.
He can deal with it.
I hate the word goodbye
But I'm a fool who can't even stop
you from leaving by saying "I love you"
I love you, I want to see you
And he got tired looking for her trace in the library everyday.
He can't even tell what is she to him.
He only know her name, how old she is, what kind of books she like - only that.
She was basically a stranger, a girl that intrude his heart and never came out from it.
"I want to see Jiyoo." He walked back home, doing some sort of hand geastures, again.
I don't know love
I don't know heartbreak
I still don't understand
but I know my heart wants you
Oh, my girl. Oh, my love
Lee Jinki put the box with cupcakes inside his car and drove off.
Stealing a few glances on his wristwatch, he sped up.
His brother was waiting for him to pick him up.
He went inside the school, straight to Taemin's classroom.
He looked at the glass window and saw his little brother, with a lady wearing glasses.
They were playing dodge ball, inside the classroom and both of them looked so happy.
Jinki knocked at the door, interrupting the blissful moment of the two.
Taemin immediately ran to Jinki, hugging him.
Onew looked up and saw Taemin's homeroom teacher,
She smiled as her hands started to move, 'It's you, again.'
Onew blinked many times and it finally sank in, Jiyoo's in front of him.
"I never knew love like this..." He thought.
There's a cloud as pure as her eyes
it's beautiful if we see it together
when the clouds become rain,
We can't see it any longer
This consequence really hits me
at the bottom of my heart
It was peaceful... And quiet. The times when I'm with her.
When we'll just meet at the place near the ocean where we bring books, remove our shoes, walk on the sand.
The sound of waves clashing to the land. The wind.
And when we got tired, we'll lay on the sand, looking at the wide light blue colored clouds.
I was looking at her, but when the moment she looked into my eyes,
My heart stopped.
It just stopped beating.
And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling.
Like... the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you’re floating.
Floating in midair. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes.
They’re connected to yours by some invisible physical force,
and they hold you fast while the rest of the world swirls, twirls and falls completely away.
Silently, I think about you
I said to myself "I like you,"
The echo responds, "No way"
Without you, my feelings are down
I'm still believing that you'll come back to me
I fell so deep inlove with such a girl like you
Don't think of me just like a boy
I want to become a man who can be your love
And I was in those thoughts, those thoughts that made me happy.
I went inside the room to see that she's already sleeping.
I breathed in her scent, brushing the hair that was covering her face.
I gently kissed her cheek, "Did you know? Lee Jinki fell for you that cold summer day, March 7th."
A love begins again
You don't know me nor the love I feel for you
A painful love begins again
I can't control these feelings that surge up
when I see you
Behind those glasses were the eyes I wanted to see everyday.
I was so deep inlove with her.
Like how we need air to breath in or like waking up in the morning, to start a new day.
It was 10 in the evening when she went out.
She was wearing pajamas underneath her thick lime green padded jacket.
Her hands on her pockets, and her breath building some kind of gas that can be seen.
I walked behind her without her noticing.
I hate the word goodbye
But I'm a fool who can't even stop
you from leaving by saying "I love you"
I love you, I want to see you
It happened so fast.
The man forced her to give anything she had, she started to cry and the man didn't got a thing from her.
Resulting Jiyoo to fall over the cold cement,
her stomach started to bleed as she close her eyes where tears still falling.
She was there, almost lifeless.
It was tragic.
Seeing someone you love being stabbed by somebody and
you can't do a thing but just to look at that moment feeling guilt, anger inside you.
I can't even touch her.
I just want to disappear from this world.
Sorry Jiyoo.
I am a coward. I can't even protect you.
I'm sorry.
Now I'll say that I love you
I will make you love me
Our love began too difficult
Even though you're waiting,
I wasn't able to hold on to you
but that old me is gone.
She was still in the hospital, it's been 2 weeks and I'm hoping for her full recovery.
Sadness. It's all I can see in her eyes.
She was always alone and no one visits nor take care of her.
Sometimes she would cry, she was always in daze.
But one day she sat by the window, and started to write things on it and immediately went to sleep.
I went over and saw what she wrote,
'You're there right? I miss you.'
I grab the pen from the table near the window.
'How did you know?'
A love begins again
You don't know me nor the love I feel for you
A painful love begins again
I can't control these feelings that surge up
when I see you
She woke up the next morning and saw my message,
her fingers run through the glass window as tears started to streak down her face.
She started to write again, shivering as she do so.
'It doesn't matter. I just want you to know that I miss you so much and
you can't imagine how pathetic it makes me feel because
I don't even know if you miss me back.' she finally smiled, still crying, after putting a dot.
She went to her bed and took a nap.
I hate the word goodbye
But I'm a fool who can't even stop
you from leaving by saying "I love you"
I love you, I want to see you
'I miss you, just much as you do for me.'
She sprung up and went to the window, 'Happy Birthday,'
She wrote and removed the dextrose needle from her wrist that made me worry.
I started to write on the window again, 'Don't go, don't go to that place.'
But it didn't stopped her, she stormed out of the room, still wearing her hospital gown.
A love begins again
This painful love story
A love that chilled my heart
Leaving only my gasping breath
hurting me, getting further away
She went out and started to run, even without slippers.
Water beads from her eyes started to fall, faster as she run.
I tried to grab her but I can't.
She's going to that place, I know she'll cry again.
A girl meets a boy and the painful
love begins
Their unspeakable love becomes an echo
and love begins again
After arriving to that place, she kneeled and
hugged the thombstone in front of her and she started to cry harder than before.
Raindrops started to fall.
Darling, there are more things I want to say,
but knowing that they will never reach you hurts my heart.
Hurts my heart.
Darling, stop worrying if I'll come back to you
Get rid of this foolishness. Erase it, okay?
P.S finally, if I could hear your voice just once.
"I love you, Jiyoo. I didn't have the chance to tell you before
the feelings that I have for you, I can't explain. I swear, you're everything I need and that won't change."
"If I could only hear your voice... saying how much you miss me..."
"...But I guess... I was too late."
A bright lane from above started to appear, when Jinki saw it,
He went to Jiyoo and hugged her back.
Placing a small kiss on her cheek, "I have to go, I love you Jiyoo."
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"L-Lee Jinki... I love you so much, so much that I want to be with you...
I'm willing to give up my everything just to be with you...
I'm sorry that I didn't have the guts to tell you before, I can talk...
I had to lie because you're deaf and mute too...
I guess we'll understand each other with that... I love you... but it's late, I'm sorry,
I'm hoping that you're happy wherever you are now,"
"I miss you so much Jinki..."
I, I love you.
Jiyoo thought the rain stopped - on her place.
But it didn't. She looked up and saw a boy, about 7 years of age holding an umbrella.
The boy squatted to reach Jiyoo.
"You don't even have slippers... I guess you need this umbrella."
he said, giving the umbrella to Jiyoo.
She took it and bowed a little. "You should stop crying,"
he stared at Jiyoo's almost red eyes. She just shook her head.
She took a glance over the young boy beside her, he was staring tentatively on the thombstone.
With curiousity, she asked, "What's your name?"
The boy tilted his head and answered, still looking at the thombstone,
he replied, "My name? It used to be Lee Jinki."
TAEMINishi here~ It's the start of the Ballad Chapters
(look at the teal colored thing after the photo, top right)
Okay. I'm clearing things up again (as always)
**Onew was dead, since the story started, his soul is still with Jiyoo.
**Well about the last sentence from the boy - I'll just let it tickle your imagination.
**Yes, they just PRETENDED to be deaf and mute because they thought they would
understand each other in that way.
I didn't edit this (well, just the bold+italic+gray ones)
so you have to deal with the grammatical errors you've seen in this chapter.
Is the start of Ballad Chapter(s) okay?
Let us hear something from you ^^;;;
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