Today is just like any other days.  Nothing much happens, unless the unusual gloomy face that Taeyeon has on her beautiful face.  No, there is no something wrong happens, perhaps, it is just something is bothering her mind.  She sits on the sofa, staring blankly on the TV, which is off.

Everything is fine, at least, that's what she wants to believe it is.  She would be lying if the latest scandal of her with you-know-who came up, almost completing the puzzle-pieces of Girls' Generation's dating scandals on the news, didn't affect her that much.  She even thought about quitting, but that wasn't a solution, it would be just another problem, that the netizens definitely probably , going to like it very much.  Bad news is a good news, isn't it?  

Now now, who's left? Oh right, Yuri, Jessica, Sunny, and Hyoyeon are those who haven't completed the series of the scandals.  It is just a matter of time, isn't it?

She sighs.  Why the hell, in this very lovely 2014, the year of their comeback which gaining lots of positive respons from Mr.Mr. and also their 3rd Japan Tour, which every members hope will be a great year for them, should be tainted by that news.  First, Yoona, followed by Sooyoung then Tiffany, and of course, her.  

Is it a sin to love and to be loved, anyway? And why the hell she should be sorry to everyone for dating?  Isn't it her right to do so?

Another sighs escaped.  But no, that shouldn't let her down, she won't let that thing to let her and her members down.  She can't be lose to this, she would never let herself to.

"Earth calling for Taeyeon!"  Someone's called her but she still remains on her previous state.  "I repeat, earth calling for Taeyeon!"  A rather loud of a little boy's voice woke her up.  She turns her head to the person whom she knows the only person out of her members who like to use that kind of voice, Im YoonA.

"I hear you, Yoong."  She replied softly, smiling to the second-maknae.  Everyone agrees that Sunny is the energy pill in the group, but Im YoonA is her personal favorite.

Yoona replied with her infamous smile signature, teeth revealed, eyes narrowed.  This girl just woke up from her sleep, judging from her messy hair and the pajamas she's wearing, and also her no-make-up face.  She still manages to look beautiful, Taeyeon admits.  She adores this dongsaeng's of her, very much, actually.  Whenever Yoona smiles, you will always feel sincerity behind it, at least for her, and you couldn't help but to smile too.  So, it would be quite obvious, at least for her, when the girl is faking a smile in front of others.  People might not notice it, but she does.

"Aren't you sleepy, unnie?"  Yoona takes a sit beside her.

"I'm not sleepy yet."  she replies, carresing her dongsaeng's hair.  "Why are you waking up in the middle of the night?"

"I'm thirsty so i went down, but i saw you alone in here...."  Yoona put her head on Taeyeon's shoulder, not finishing her words.

There is silence filling up the air.  A comforting one, actually.  No words coming from both of their mouths, but it feels like they are communicating through the silence.  For her, Yoona's effect is sometimes scary, how the younger could easily read her, without her has to say anything. But somehow, it comforts her.  She remembers that she heard Jessica once said to Tiffany that being around Yoona is comfortable, seems like the girl understand her very well, and Tiffany nods her head in agreement for that.  And Taeyeon can't agree more, since she is feeling it right now.

"Everything is messed up lately...." Taeyeon suddenly blurted out.  She doesn't know what kind of tricks that Yoona uses to her. She, who doesn't like to talk about her problems to anybody, found the urge of letting the heavy pressures on her shoulders to the doe-eyes girl.

"Starting from the very first of January until now.  From you, to me."  She whispers the last sentence.  She doesn't want the younger to misunderstand what she meant.  Yoona hears it, nonetheless.  It is just that she just want to keep listening to her unnie rather than saying something.

"Shouldn't this year be our year?  With our latest mini album, to our 3rd Japan Concert tour and more in the store, shouldn't this year be ours?  And then, boom, that stupid scandals is now the biggest news that everyone eager to know."  She lets out everything that keep bothering her mind to Yoona.

"And don't you think it's unfair for us, human, to be treated this way? just because we are dating someone that we love? Is it wrong, for us, to fall in love? Isn't it something that everyone, and also us, have been dreaming all this time? to love another person and to be loved by them.  Do people really mind others business that much?"  She bombarded Yoona with tons of questions she has in her mind, the reasons of her confusion, her anger, her stress, her sadness.  She kept all those within herself, hoping that she could find the answers by herself, but she failed.

Silence.

No words escaping from Yoona's mouth.  She turns her head to Yoona and found her with eyes closed.  So, all this time, she was talking to herself?  She sighs in frustration.  One word would be nice, Yoong.  At least i know someone is listening to me.

As if her sigh was a cue, Yoona suddenly gets up from the sofa, leaving her behind: confused and amazed.  She shook her head in amusement.  She honestly waiting for some speech from the younger girl but the younger left her just like that.

But little did she knows, Yoona is actually going to the kitchen, making two glass of hot-chocolate and gets back to where she left Taeyeon.  The living room.

"Hot chocolate helps you to relax."  Yoona offers one of the glass to her, which she takes it but staring at her in confusion.  Yoona dismissed it as she sits back beside her and sips her hot-chocolate.

"It should and it is."  Yoona put her glass on the table.  "This year is our year and so did any other year we've been through.  Every year is our year, if you believe it is."  So, she was listening to her all this time.

"To fall in love is never a sin, unnie.  It is just the chemical reaction in our body and how one will always feel that kind of feeling.  It is in the middle of right and wrong.  It could be both, it could be right, it could be wrong, and it could be neither.  And no, that is not what everyone have been dreaming of.  most of people, yes.  But not everyone.  There are certain known and unknown people who don't dream the dream we are dreaming, unnie.  Your question is invalid."

"And yes i think it is unfair for us to be treated like that, if we are looking from the perspective of being a normal person."  She continues.  "But we are not.  We live in the world where everyone wants to know everything about us.  We are idol, after all.  And it is fair for us to be treated like that, because we are the spotlight.  We are whom people making us as a role model of their lives.  We are whom people love so dearly even without we know about it.  And we are whom people judge and hate very much." Yoona takes another sips of her drink and so does Taeyeon.

"And it is also a yes for people that really mind others business.  The reason is simply because they care about us very much.  Even haters, actually.  They really care about the bad things we do or have, aren't they?  Just the same thing as people who care about us for the good things that we do and have.  Because they, actually, care."

Taeyeon, who keep listening and staring at the girl intensely all the time the girl is speaking, couldn't help but to let her tears falling from her eyes.  Yoona is answering all the questions that she was mourned for answers and it is all answered brilliantly by her.  No comforting words, no suggestion, and no judging words.  Yoona doesn't tell her what to do, like any other person did.  She's just simply answering things based on her perspective.  And yet, she's satisfied just by that.

"I hope that it's answering all your questions, unnie.  I know it is somehow doesn't make sense at all but..." She cuts Yoona's words by suddenly hugging her.  Yoona, surprised by her action, replied her hugs.

Im YoonA might be a kid-like person.  A girl who likes to laugh like an alligator.  A girl whom anyone see as an arrogant and ignorant person.  But for Taeyeon, she's the best person she will never regret to claim as her sister.

Im YoonA was her personal favorite all this time and she will always is.