“I will be there..” I hung up while lowering my phone into my lap. I stood up and rushed out my bedroom before placing on my shoes the two girls didn’t question since they knew I went through a lot this pass few weeks. I went out the door to the closest café near my apartment area, but was greeted by a pretty young female who smiled at me. ”Follow Me.” She mentioned before I tagged along like a small puppy I sat down across from her. Her smile lit up, ”I’m Seugni you must be Sydney of course.” I nodded while the waiter came by taking our orders before rushing off to the back to deliver the orders.”PD- Nim called me up the other day, and informed me about the incident and much more that had happened.” I just gave a nod.” I can tell you haven’t been on your same schedule.” God was it that noticeable that I had bags? Ugh. I shrugged softly before bringing up the question. “Why am I here?” “I’m close to the boys and Rap Monster has been trying to get his prize for months now. Meaning you. Kookie doesn’t like to give up what he has because you are very special to him. He hasn’t been doing a lot since you left that day.” Was he really having a break down more than I was having? Poor baby.. Our drinks arrived, but I lost appetite to drink I just looked at her while her hands with blood red nails cover the cup and bring it to her lips she looked like a model. I was just slouching, my hair in a hat that was Kookies hat, and I look like I didn’t care about life anymore. “How come you are close to them?” Her answer was straight to the point.” I use to date Kookie till Rap Monster came and literally forced me to date him. It wasn’t the worse mistake. Namjoon does many thing that Kookie wouldn’t do.” Well someone Is needy. I sighed before standing,” I have to go, Seungi” I didn’t dare to shake her hand she just gave me a smile before bowing her head that’s when I left out of her sight. I ran away from the café close to the BigHit Entertainment everything was too fast for me and stressful. I held my head in my hands before I felt my palms get wet with salty water I wiped my eyes. “Hold it in Sydney..” I whispered to myself in a cracking voice. 

My feet walked up the steps inside the building everyone knew me so they left me alone before I asked PD – Nim where the boys were at. ”In the practice room.” I nodded before leaving out his office to the room. I could hear their new song blasting in the room so I slowly opened up the door till Jhope spotted me in the mirror he ran to me,and lifted me up. “You’re back!” He screamed then immediately the music shut off and everyone surrounded us. I was holding onto Jhope for dear life till he allowed me to get down. Its been a week since I officially heard from Kookie he was looking at me like he wanted to kiss me,but at the same time murder me. I strolled to him I was hesitant till his arms wrapped around me. “Hi baby.” His voice was calm,but shaky at most. He removed the hat and kissed my messy hair. My knees became numb when I felt the kiss I collapsed onto the floor while my arms were wrapped around his legs. I rested my head on his thigh while hearing everyone say my name while I clenched onto his shorts.”I’m okay..” I said. Kookie didn’t move me he petted my hair while he told everyone to go either get something for all of us to eat and blankets for me. Soon the room got quiet he removed my arms before sitting infront of me he didn’t even ask he began to kiss me it was sweet and light. I pulled away with a small smile.”I miss your smile.” His hand cupped my cheek. In that moment the members came inside while we departed and laid the blanket on both of our laps. We began to eat as a group like old times but it was silent as Kookie and I fed each other happily. Till I lost my appetite I stood up after kissing his cheek.”Omo I’m going to go