After a week of not surfing the net, my friend suddenly called me “Yah~ guess who’s coming back here…”

“I don’t know… Who’s coming back?” I asked, unaware of my friends excitement on the other line. “Kya~~~aren’t you reading the news? Are you still under that article about Sungmin?” I didn’t answer her question. The truth is I am still hurting about that article. I was still thinking that he already forgotten this lucky fan girl who he met twice and made her believe in love at first sight.

     “Hey~ LEE Sungmin’s coming back here. And guess what? He’s coming with my bias!” Yuri, my friend, shouted. A smile suddenly crept up my face. Sungmin is coming back. I’m going to see him again. I’m so lucky.

“Hey, why aren’t you answering? Did something happen to you? Are you so excited about the news? You’re going to see Sungmin again. Ask him about the issue about her and that girl. It’s your chance!” she said but still I don’t know what to do. Yes, I am really happy but something in me feels weird. I don’t know what to do. Something’s really bothering me and I don’t know what that is.

*Seoul Incheon International Airport *

     “Yah~ hyung, thank you for letting me join this tour. I am really excited and I really want to see her again.” Sungmin asked while they were waiting for their flight.

     “You owe me big time.” Leeteuk said.

     “Yeah, I know. I’ll treat you when we get back.”

*Sunhi’s Place *

     “Wear this so that he’ll notice you immediately” Ellie insisted.

     “But I’m not comfortable with that. I might as well wear jeans and a t-shirt” I said.

     “Okay then, let’s go. We still have an airport to go to.” Yuri excitedly announced

     When we arrived at the airport, lots of fan girls were surrounding the arrival place. They we’re all there hundreds of fan girls waiting for Sungmin and Leeteuk to arrive. Sapphire blue dresses and banners filled the airport. It was like the concert I’ve been to. It was really amazing how these two people attract so many fans, wild fans to be exact.

     Every fan was holding their own camera and lots of flashing here and there happened when the two arrived. Many were waving their banner hoping someone would notice it. Yeah~ someone noticed it, not them but me. My energy suddenly boosts up when I saw Sungmin smiling to every fan he saw. Yeah~ I’m back to spazzing again. My fangirl mode is signing on.

     Sungmin and Leeteuk entered their van once they arrived. And my friends suddenly dragged me along with them inside a car and followed their van. “Yah~ do you know where we’re going?” I suddenly asked. “Yes, we’ll just follow that car and it will take us to that place.” Yuri answered still focusing on the van in front of our car. “Hey~ what if we got lost?” I suddenly asked. “Then, we’ll just sleep in their place.” Ellie suggested ^{*She’s the one with the most imaginative mind in the three of us.*} I can’t argue with them further more so I just shut up my mouth and just look at how this car race will end up.

     We arrived in the hotel and followed them inside but there were still a lot of people that’s why I got lost. I was alone and I can’t find anyone of them in this sea of people. Then, while I was looking for the both of them, I spotted Sungmin. He was in the middle of many people taking pictures of him but there were no security to guard him. He was struggling to get out of that many people and when I saw that I realized how far we really are in terms of status. He was an idol. I was a fan. Yeah~ simple but it’s hard.

     I was still thinking about our status gap when, he saw me. I was standing there thinking of something, not knowing that he was walking towards me. “Yah~ long time no see.” Sungmin suddenly said that made me wake up from my day dream.

     I saw some fan girls glare at me. They were whispering something about me. “Yah~ who’s that girl?” “Is that Sungmin’s girlfriend?” “I thought he was dating one of his label mate?” I heard everything. I was thinking of running away when he suddenly held my hand. “Yah~ where are you going?” he asked. I was stammering to answer when, the fan girls took him away from me. I was left frozen there.

     I still wasn’t able to find my friends; that’s why I stayed outside the hotel, away from the fan girls and away from Sungmin. I entered a convenient store and eat something to fill my stomach because the car chase made me hungry. I was sitting there and looking at the hotel and I saw that the securities are slowly sending the fan girls out of the hotel.

     It’s finally my chance to search for my friends. But after 10 minutes of finding, I spotted none of them. I just stayed outside the hotel not knowing where to go because I haven’t been in this place before. It was slowly getting dark and I have no one to be with. That’s when he showed up, again, like a knight in shining armor, like a prince saving a damsel in distress.

     “Yah~ we meet again” he said tapping my shoulder lightly. *Thug, thug, thug, my hearts beating so fast. I don’t know what to do.*

     “Yeah~” my short answer

     “So what are you doing here outside? Are you following me, Sunhi?” he asked *Omo~ he still remembers my name*

     “You~ do you still remember me?”

     “Yeah~ you’re the fangirl that I gave back stage pass and the one I met in Seoul a few months or weeks ago…” he answered. *Yeah~ he still remembers me even every single detail of our meeting. He still remembers it. I’m so happy and lucky at the same time.*

      “So what are you doing here?” he asked again. *Tell him you’re lost and don’t know where to go to so that he’ll offer his place to you. Tell him. Tell him.* ^{-inner fangirl thought attacks-}

     “Ah~ I’m just looking for someone.”

     “Oh~ You're not here to see me? But what were you doing in the airport a while ago?” *So, she isn’t here to see me. Such an unlucky guy...*

     "Oh~ airport? I was waiting for someone and he's staying here at this hotel. It's such a coincidence to meet you again here" *Yah~ Sunhi, what are you actually doing? You're lying to him. Tell him that you're here because you got lost because you followed him. Tell him about everything and ask him about that article that broke your heart*

     "Oh~ so you're looking for someone. I thought that you knew that I was coming back here." sadness was felt in his tone of voice.

     "Oh~ I didn't even know that you'll be coming back. I thought you we're still in Japan promoting your Japanese album." He didn't answer back so i said, "So~ I’ll just go. I hope to see you again. Goodbye~” trying to end our conversation. I was slowly turning my back to him and walking straight ahead even if I don’t know where to go when he suddenly held my hand and whispers to me, “I came here for you…”

      A smile crept up my face. And I suddenly blushed. Good thing he was behind me and he can’t see how red my face is right now. *He’s here because of me. Because of me… yeah~ he’s actually here because of me. Lee Sunhi…*