Sehun then looked up at Luhan.

Luhan looked down in guilty.

Sehun stood up and walked to Luhan.

“Feeling guilty?”

Luhan didn’t dare to look up.

“Good! I—Sehun clearly emphases that word— almost killed myself there. Thanks to you.” Sehun whispered to Luhan and walked away.

Baekhyun and Kris approached Luhan immediately.

“What happened just now, Luhannie?” Baekhyun asked.

Luhan shook his head, couldn’t answer.

“It’s okay. Everyone’s fine. Let’s come in.” Kris said.

Luhan, Baekhyun and Kris then came back to the building.

The STAR was in the practice room when President Lee called them to his room.

When they were sitting on the couch, President Lee showed Luhan and Sehun his tablet, with a webpage.

“I don’t really know if it’s true, so you guys have to confirm it.”

It was a fan’s post titled ‘The New Member Pushed Sehun’.

There was a video. There were some photos too.

The fans were giving many hateful and harsh comments.

--I know it, that new member is bad!

--How dare he do that to Sehun oppa! Ho doesn’t deserve to be a STAR member!

--SM Entertainment, you have to get rid of the new member!

--Go away, Luhan!

--He tries to hurt Sehun hyung, I don’t mind to hurt him myself!

--Did he really do that?

--Yes, he did! I was there, I saw them quarrelling and he pushed Sehun oppa.

Luhan was so shocked to see that.

He was about to cry.

He couldn’t take it anymore. He ran out of the room. He found Manager Lee and asked him to send him to the dorm. Luhan wore his hoodie and fortunately the fans couldn’t recognize him. He walked pass the fans. They were chanting to get Luhan out of STAR. Luhan stayed silent during the driving.

When Manager Lee dropped him off in front of the dorm, he quickly dazed inside.

That night, Luhan was really tired and he hated the fact that he still couldn’t sleep no matter how tired he was.

Luhan then walked out to the balcony.

He looked up at the night sky and tears started to flow.

“I knew that training is hard, but this is hurt.”

“They hate me.”

“Huaaaaaa.”

“I wanna go home, I can’t. I.. I.. “

Luhan kept crying.

Luhan remembered his best friend.

“Kyungsoo-ahh, what should I do?”

“Is this so soon to give up??”

“But this is too much! Those fns hate me.”

“I don’t think I can—“

Suddenly, his hyung’s face came to his mind.

“Just wait until I come back, okay? Please become a good Luhan until then.”

“Luhan hyung.”

Luhan wiped his tears.

“This is really hard, but….”

“I have to be brave and endure a little, for Luhan hyung.”

“Since I’m Luhan now, I’ll be strong.”

“I am a strong Luhan.” Luhan said and pumped his fist weakly.

“It seems weak for me.” Kris said approaching Luhan and sat beside Luhan.

Luhan looked at him and sighed.

“When things get harder, you have to be even stronger.” Kris said and looked up at the night sky.

“If you think you can, and you put it into action, you can make it.”

“I didn’t push Sehun.” Luhan said.

Kris nodded.

“This is just the beginning.” Kris said. Luhan looked at him confusingly.

“You know, to be an idol. Those fans will judge you. Judge you all they want. They maybe don’t know the truth, they just judge!” Kris said.

“So, you gotta be strong. For your own good.”

Luhan looked down