Chapter 13: Stop, rewind.

Story by: Jessica Jung
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Somebody's POV

Moonlight disappeared with darkness once again. When the day comes, I was left alone in bed. Following the speed of the rising sun I shed heavy tears, I hate this after dark.

You were so cold, you didn't give me an explanation. You didn't give me you heart. Maybe that's why I was more attracted to you. You slid away and when morning comes I couldn't breathe and I looked for you again.

It's brightness I was in danger as I waited for you. When the night passed I couldn't find you and I couldn't stand it. I was looking for you who was lingering somewhere else, I was afraid of this afterdark.

The sun rose too quick when I still had so many things to tell the moon. I hoped it took notice and went back so you wouldn't disappear. Where were you going and where were you hiding so quickly. My head hurts. I should had slept with my eyes open so you couldn't leave me.

It had been a month of me being afraid of this after dark. Every morning I would wake up hoping that you were still lying beside me with you arms wrap around me but as soon as I open my eyes reality always disappointed me. I hate it. What happened? I don't get it. You leaving me was heart-breaking but not knowing why was frustrated. No telling, no explanation, no nothing, you just disappeared. I was mad at you but I missed you more, I would yell at you if I see you but then I would hug you tightly so you wouldn't escape.

Do you think my heart is okay? Do you think I won't bleed if I get pricked? I still love you, I wanted to tell you. I miss you more than I hate you, I long for you more than I'm sad. It's not obsession but I couldn't get over you. Actually I only had you, without you I was so sad, and when I waslaying on bed without you, baby, tears felll down. My heart started to beat faster when I thought of you. My heart cried. My world fell apart. Rain fell in my heart, today and tomorow would be like yesterday. Tears fell down like rain, it's still raining 

It was like a dream, I saw you next to me. When I drew back the curtains, I didn’t see the dazzling sunlight today. Actually, I stayed up all night last night, tears, please put me to sleep. I still couldn’t take a step out of my empty room.

My clock is always stopped so I was wandering in the maze of time. Yesterday seemed like tomorrow and after the dawn came night. I went back in time and the night came to an end. Reality was too painful so I rewinded my memories. In the slightly dizzy memories(Going backwards) Pasted the four seasons. I would find the pieces that would connect us. I wouldn't lose a single piece. Please stop and rewind, stop at summer. The season when you and I were happy, my heart trembles. Stop and play it. In that dream-like moment, I held you in my arms. Give me back my love, it’s time to rewind. I saw you turning away then I followed you and held onto

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Justanordinarysone
#1
Chapter 16: What happened with Taengsic?? Author please update soon ;_;
hyosunzy
#2
where are you ? please update this author :(
acebean25
#3
Chapter 16: you make us hanging without new updated of you. pls comeback! your story are not still complete. even Jessica not SNSD members anymore TaengSica shipper still alvie and strong. lets move on and keep support Jessica and SNSD. your story is the best!.. wish that someday Taeyeon and Jessica meet again. *pray*
Chaeckmate
#4
Chapter 16: Please update soon! It's such a good story!
kazechan
#5
Chapter 16: Thats quite intense, omg sunbyung please make up soon ㅜㅜ ..i'll wait how she'll win Hyomini back. Sunny don't let your girl go!
Authorssi hwaiting!
Va_asianloverz
#6
Chapter 16: please update soon
Elaytaengsic
#7
Chapter 16: So it's both of them who broke up ...
Too much angst lately but its a wonderful chapter :) (y)
alltaengsic #8
Chapter 16: Hmm boring.
foreverwendy
#9
Chapter 16: That taengsic.. is it because of that sica was no longer a SNSD member? Sica misunderstood that her members had kicked her out and because of that she ignores all her former members including taeyeon? I'm just guessing. Make it real? Hehehe^^