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“ Hyesung ah, do you think is okay for us to start over? “

Hyesung stunned. He looks at Eric with his eyes wide open in disbelief. He really not prepare for this. He just wants to say apologized and tell him the truth about his feeling, he really doesn’t expect that Eric would ask him out again.

“ Hyesung , “

Hyesung feel Eric hand slowly grabbed his hand and rubbed it slowly but Hyesung retreat his hand and hid it behind his back. He feels guilty when he looks the pain in Eric’s eyes when do that, but it soon replaced by Eric’s smile face. But still…

“ Ah.. You must be surprised, “ Eric raises his hand and rubbed the back of his head and let out an awkward laughed, which sound really painful in Hyesung’s ears, “ I think this morphine messed up my head, I’m sorry, Hyesung ah, “

“ I should be the one who say sorry, Eric “ Hyesung hang his head low as he said that words.

Eric stopped laughing and look at Hyesung, “ Why you should be the one who apologize? You’re doing nothing, Hyesung ah. I should be the one who should apologize since I’m the one who said something weird, “

Hyesung shake his head in disagreement, “ Now, if you excuse me, I need to go back to my room,” Hyesung get up from his seas without waiting Eric’s to respond, “ I will talk to you later, and.. You should be resting, Eric. Bye, “

Eric looks at Hyesung’s back as the latter left him. He let out a heavy sigh when Hyesung closed the door. Once again, he got rejected from Hyesung. He feels so pitiful and think that maybe what Fanny say to him it’s true, he was crazy, crazy over Hyesung.

How much more does he have to cry for Hyesung to know his heart? Even he always smiles and comfortably talk to Hyesung but he knows that his heart has a limit. The sad longing builds up and it feels like his breath will stop if it continue like this.

He tries to live each day as well, so that he can endure all this little by little but why it was getting harder each day.

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Hyesung walking slowly toward the emergency stairs. He doesn’t feel like going back to his own room, but there is no way he stays in Eric’s room a