Hyesung wake up with a beeping sound beside him and pain that attacked him especially in his head. He frown his face try to open his heavy lids. It feel like his eyelids become tons weight. After a while with more effort finally he can do it. He blinked his eyes rapidly try to adjust with a sudden brightness that attacked his retina. An antiseptic smell, white wall, not so comfy bed and then an IV line that struck in his left hand. Hyesung rubbed his face with his free hand and recalled the night when Jihoon and his friends make fun and almost him (thanks God he didn’t) . Hyesung blinked his eyes try to remembered the detail from that night, there is a person who barged in and stop that bastard whether Hwanhee or Brian .But he can clearly saw that face because he is on the verge to faint and the tears and the blood that cloud his eyes is not help anyway. Hyesung snap his head when he heard a sound of a door click and found Junjin and his boyfriend followed behind. Junjin see that his brother is awake , half running to the bed then crushed Hyesung with his bone cracking hug “ Hyung ah .. I’m happy to see you awake ,” Junjin begin to sob and Hyesung rubbed his baby brother back and lock eyes with Andy who smile weakly toward him “ Junjin ah , “ Hyesung whispered and wince at his own voice , his sound is cracked and his throat feel like a sand paper “ Hyung, are you hurt ? should I call the nurse ? the doctor ?” Junjin said as pulled himself from Hyesung and begin to check his brother body “ A .. ani ,” Hyesung shook his head “ So, what it is hyung ? “ Junjin now sit on the plastic chair beside Hyesung bed and held his hand so tight afraid if he released it he will  lose his brother Andy smile at the brothers but deep inside he feel hurt, his envied Junjin because his brother is fine while Andy’s is not, he still not regained his consciousness although it’s been three days since that terrible night. He clench his fist and was about to turn on his feet when Hyesung call him “ Andy ssi ,do you know who save me ? Junjin doesn’t want to said it to me ,” Andy smile face disappeared replace by the serious one , “ why are you so concern about that ? “ Hyesung wince at Andy’s tone , is he upset or something ? “ I  .. just want to thanks him,” Andy send glances at Junjin who shake his head with a pleading eyes before he look back at Hyesung , “He is here , why don’t you meet him by yourself ,” Hyesung blink his eyes “ Where ?” - Hyesung almost cry when he look at unconscious Eric in the hospital bed with an   IV line and blood transfusion in both hands. He look so vulnerable and small in those hospital bed . He face was pale and a dark circle around his eyes look so visible. Hyesung never look Eric like this before and it shocked him. Andy already told him the whole story , the missing part after he lose his consciousness. Eric get stabbed by Jihoon who still chased by the police,  he lose too much blood and still not out of the wood yet. Junjin just keep his mouth shut as he held Andy hand , his hyung kneeled beside Eric bed for almost an hour and refuse to sit on the chair. The guilty eat Hyesung up .The man that he hurt the most , being the savior and even risk his own life for someone like him. Someone who really feel like a fool right now. Hyesung feel like a criminal who ready to take a bullet for the crime he commit. Why Eric always being so nice to him even he always give that handsome man a cold shoulder ? why Eric always be by him side even he always pushing him away ? He wounded Eric’s heart deep enough but still .. Hyesung really want to take Eric position right now , he wish it was himself the one who laid in that bed not Eric. However he is the one who make Eric hurt so badly like this. If he never fell for Jihoon game, if he just try to love Eric the way Eric love him, if he just ignore Jihoon when that man try to seduce him, if he can go back to their high school life .. he would give everything if that could turn back the time. “So he is here !! “ A girl in her high school uniform barged in , she look at Hyesung who tilted his head innocently have no idea about who is her with hateful look in her pretty face. “ Fanny ah , “ Andy grab the girl hand before she could make a move “ Let go of my hand , oppa ,” she hissed and pulled her hand from Andy’s grasp “ Fanny ? “ Hyesung speak to himself, he remember that Fanny is Eric sister   Plak ! Hyesung stumbled down as he felt his right cheek burn in pain . He brought his hand over the cheek where he get slapped then wipe a blood in the corner of his lips . He never know a petite girl like her could slapped him that hard. “ Fanny !! “ “ Hyung !! “ Junjin rushed to Hyesung side as A