Sunhee's Obsession

You're the Choice I Won't Regret
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Sunhee has an obsession. And no, it’s not photography like Sehun seems to think.

Sunhee cracked a smile as she stared at her sleeping lover. She wondered if Sehun will ever realize that she wakes up long before he thinks she does, for moments like this. For moments where she can sit up in their bed, slightly protected by the black covers and point a camera at his face without having Sehun protesting like a shy little child.

She laughed softly under her breath. The tall guy really could act like a little child sometimes and that was the reason why he was so easy to tease. She only had to mention his tendency to get easily embarrassed and Sehun would really get embarrassed while trying his best to hide his reddened cheeks. It was actually quite amusing.

Sunhee thought that is was fairly obvious what her obsession was. Besides photography, because she had to admit that that was some sort of obsession as well. She was obsessed with Oh Sehun.

She spend every moment she is awake with Sehun, or at least tries to. Sunhee hates the moments when she does get to spend time with him but to her they seem more like a distant dream. She absolutely detests those moments, those ‘episodes’ as Sehun refers to them, because it feels like she is being robbed of her precious time with the one she loves.

If only it was just a few moments, just half an hour a day, in that state then Sunhee couldn’t care less about it. Well, that was not entirely true. She would be a bit up upset at it and also be upset once she snapped out of it to realize that is had happened again.
Whenever she snapped out of her detached state, she could feel anxiousness building up at startling quick levels. She felt like she was trapped inside of a body that didn’t belong to her that she had no control over. It was a fearsome predicament.

The thing that was really aggravating, after sh

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Zaringhares
40 streak #1
Chapter 2: Sunhee has a condition which makes her shut in herself and become detached from reality. Like a coping mechanism.
Sehun is there as much as he can but there is so much he can do. If Sunhee won't talk to doctors they won't be able to help.

I understand why she feels that way towards doctors. But every effort is worthy of congratulations. And Sehun has no intention on giving up on her. That is love.
Zaringhares
40 streak #2
Chapter 1: Sehun seems to have a complicated relationship with Sunhee. He loves her and wants the best for her, but ends up doing something that she is tired of. Maybe too much attention, too much care to the point that it becomes a bother. Looks like he is shielding her, not letting Sunhee live her life to the fullest.

Excited to see how rest of the story will progress!
parkminjeen
#3
Chapter 15: Finally got the chance to finish reading this story! I’m so happy for the both of them :’)
ackerwoman
#4
Chapter 15: Fuh, what a ride! Although people were saying the both of them are of toxic relationship but I don't see it? Perhaps because I was put in a position wherein I can see their experiences, listen to their unsaid words and a glimpse of their intimate scenes. DSM-5 aside, I would say you did a good job describing the symptoms even though there were times I was uncertain but then again, your focus is on the relationship not on the disorder itself so I get it. Thanks for sharing with us, although it seems too late to say so but I do appreciate your work. XOXO!
ackerwoman
#5
Chapter 8: Up to this point, there is no specific disorder mentioned. Pretty sure it is under the Dissociative Disorder. Is it the derealization she developed?
parkminjeen
#6
Literally just discovered this story and I can’t wait to read it!
gdlovesme
#7
Chapter 15: I really love this fic that I keep on coming back. Thank you so much for sharing it with us, it means so much to me.
curiousdaffodil
#8
Chapter 15: This leaves me feeling bittersweet. I think it's beautiful how Sunhee and Sehun try their best for their relationship. Thank you for writing and sharing this story. :)