Concerns
You're the Choice I Won't RegretIn their conjoined efforts Jihwan and Sora managed to extract promises from Sunhee to get out in public again and see them, as well as the rest of her friends, more frequently. In return, Sunhee made them promise to stop treating her like she was fragile or a different person now. It was what made her stop contacting them in the first place, after all; she hated the way everyone seemed to be tiptoeing around her when they first heard about her disorder. She also hadn’t been too happy with the implication that they thought she wasn’t able to choose her own boyfriend because of condition. After she introduced Sehun to her friends she tried to keep him away from their close examination. She didn’t want to scare him off back then when her condition was still new to her.
Now, of course, Sunhee knew that Sehun wasn’t one who gets scared off that easily.
After what Sora told her, that was exactly what she became afraid of; she started to get her suspicions about what was bothering Sehun lately and wondered if perhaps he was too hard to scare off.
It could be that Sunhee was just being stupid but that little bit of information Sora mentioned struck a chord within Sunhee. She knew Jongin talked about it with Sehun quite a few times and she was aware that her lover was fed up with the issue. But it was an issue that was always brought up with Sehun by his own friends and family.
Sunhee’s friends and family are worried that she is being taken advantage of while Sehun’s friends and family are afraid he is giving up way too much.
It’s a situation where neither of them are trusted by each other’s loved ones.
But the thing is that Sunhee couldn’t bring it up because she knows Sehun would just deny it. She knows he has a good reason for it. It was a difficult topic to talk about after all, but it felt like Sunhee’s fears were coming true and she couldn’t even try to reassure herself because she wasn’t even able to confront the person who had all the answers.
When she first found out about her condition, she was determined to let go of Sehun so that he wouldn’t have to give up anything for her. However, Sehun somehow fou
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