Concerns

You're the Choice I Won't Regret
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In their conjoined efforts Jihwan and Sora managed to extract promises from Sunhee to get out in public again and see them, as well as the rest of her friends, more frequently. In return, Sunhee made them promise to stop treating her like she was fragile or a different person now. It was what made her stop contacting them in the first place, after all; she hated the way everyone seemed to be tiptoeing around her when they first heard about her disorder. She also hadn’t been too happy with the implication that they thought she wasn’t able to choose her own boyfriend because of condition. After she introduced Sehun to her friends she tried to keep him away from their close examination. She didn’t want to scare him off back then when her condition was still new to her.

Now, of course, Sunhee knew that Sehun wasn’t one who gets scared off that easily.
After what Sora told her, that was exactly what she became afraid of; she started to get her suspicions about what was bothering Sehun lately and wondered if perhaps he was too hard to scare off.

It could be that Sunhee was just being stupid but that little bit of information Sora mentioned struck a chord within Sunhee. She knew Jongin talked about it with Sehun quite a few times and she was aware that her lover was fed up with the issue. But it was an issue that was always brought up with Sehun by his own friends and family.

Sunhee’s friends and family are worried that she is being taken advantage of while Sehun’s friends and family are afraid he is giving up way too much.

It’s a situation where neither of them are trusted by each other’s loved ones.

But the thing is that Sunhee couldn’t bring it up because she knows Sehun would just deny it. She knows he has a good reason for it. It was a difficult topic to talk about after all, but it felt like Sunhee’s fears were coming true and she couldn’t even try to reassure herself because she wasn’t even able to confront the person who had all the answers.

When she first found out about her condition, she was determined to let go of Sehun so that he wouldn’t have to give up anything for her. However, Sehun somehow fou

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Zaringhares
40 streak #1
Chapter 2: Sunhee has a condition which makes her shut in herself and become detached from reality. Like a coping mechanism.
Sehun is there as much as he can but there is so much he can do. If Sunhee won't talk to doctors they won't be able to help.

I understand why she feels that way towards doctors. But every effort is worthy of congratulations. And Sehun has no intention on giving up on her. That is love.
Zaringhares
40 streak #2
Chapter 1: Sehun seems to have a complicated relationship with Sunhee. He loves her and wants the best for her, but ends up doing something that she is tired of. Maybe too much attention, too much care to the point that it becomes a bother. Looks like he is shielding her, not letting Sunhee live her life to the fullest.

Excited to see how rest of the story will progress!
parkminjeen
#3
Chapter 15: Finally got the chance to finish reading this story! I’m so happy for the both of them :’)
ackerwoman
#4
Chapter 15: Fuh, what a ride! Although people were saying the both of them are of toxic relationship but I don't see it? Perhaps because I was put in a position wherein I can see their experiences, listen to their unsaid words and a glimpse of their intimate scenes. DSM-5 aside, I would say you did a good job describing the symptoms even though there were times I was uncertain but then again, your focus is on the relationship not on the disorder itself so I get it. Thanks for sharing with us, although it seems too late to say so but I do appreciate your work. XOXO!
ackerwoman
#5
Chapter 8: Up to this point, there is no specific disorder mentioned. Pretty sure it is under the Dissociative Disorder. Is it the derealization she developed?
parkminjeen
#6
Literally just discovered this story and I can’t wait to read it!
gdlovesme
#7
Chapter 15: I really love this fic that I keep on coming back. Thank you so much for sharing it with us, it means so much to me.
curiousdaffodil
#8
Chapter 15: This leaves me feeling bittersweet. I think it's beautiful how Sunhee and Sehun try their best for their relationship. Thank you for writing and sharing this story. :)