Ugly, beautiful love
The Lost Hope
It has been almost a week since we took the kids to camp. Yi Fan visits the twins from time to time. The work loads at his company has been badly striking as the end of the year is approching. As promised, Seohyun has been more open to Yi Fan. She would sometimes spend time with him and the twins just like any family. However, both kept the truth hidden. Everything seems just fine leaving no trace of Choi Kyuhyun.
"Mommy, is daddying working very far away this time?" Hyun whined. "I miss him..." She lowered her head and whispered softly. Seohyun smiled as she tried to think what to come up with. She knew Hyun really missed him. This little has been hiding her worry for several days because she doesn't want Seohyun to worry.
"Daddy..." She paused and took a deep breath in. "Come here you two. Give mommy a hug." She embraced them in her arm lovingly. "Actually... mommy is very sorry. You know... oh my god how do I even explain this"
"Alright... your daddy is not daddy. I know it sounds complicated. Before mommy have Hyun and Jun. Back then mommy and daddy have some problems that we chose to live in different part of the world. Mommy is sorry but mommy isn't strong enough to enfront the truth." She sobbed harder and cried embracing them still. They might not be able to understand but the truth really suffocate her. She didn't want to drag Kyuhyun into this mess anymore. She has been hurting him. And it should stop. She has been selfish asking him to stay for something she could never actually give him—her love.
"Uncle Yi Fan... He is Hyun's and Jun's daddy..."
"So daddy is not daddy..." Hyun repeated. Before she could even say anything more, it striked her. "Daddy doesn't love us then?" His eyes were filled with tears. "Daddy doesn't love Jun..."
"No. Daddy loves you two dearly." She wiped off his cheeks. "Don't ever think like that. Daddy loves you and Hyun very much. Mommy is the one. I never tell him about having you two... I thought it would be best for me and him. I thought I could do it all myself—be your mother, father, provides all the love. But I was wrong Hyun. I'm so sorry. Mommy is so sorry." They three of them hugged and cried together. The kids were shocked to know the truth but seeing how sad their mother is, they don't want to blame her. It must have been so hard for her back then.
On the other side, Kris pulled his car over in front of Seohyun's house. He has been living in his
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