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CHAPTER SIX

Kris doesn’t make it back to Seoul in time. 

At the crack of dawn that morning, Kyungsoo receives an urgent call from Beijing where Kris instructs him to take his place at the shoot this afternoon and play host to the team that would be coming down to the studio to work on CL’s pictorial. 

“You don’t have do anything, really,” Kris reassures over the phone. “The team is very competent and they more of less run on autopilot. All you really need to do is just be around to make sure that everything runs smoothly, it’s easy.” 

“After all,” he adds for safe measure. “I mentored you myself, I’m sure this one task will be no problem for my talented apprentice?” 

Kyungsoo, quite literally, cannot say no. 

And so, he finds himself in a very precarious situation once again (i.e. being in the same room as Kim Jongin).

When Jongin had walked into the studio earlier on, Kyungsoo had to fight to keep himself from staring at him. He looked positively devastating today, donning a black leather jacket paired with black ripped skinny jeans and his blond hair was styled away from his face. He was embarrassed to admit this, but he could feel his heart rate spike just by looking at him. God, Jongin had only gotten more beautiful over the years. Even without being clouded by an alcohol-induced haze, Kyungsoo still found him to be unbearably handsome. 

But beyond the physical attraction, Kyungsoo also couldn’t ignore the fact that Jongin exuded immense charisma when he was at work. Behind the camera, Jongin transformed into ‘Kai', and he was equally captivating. Watching him work was an experience in itself because Kai was so obviously brilliant at his craft. It was breathtaking to see him in action; he had a vision and he knew just what needed to be done to translate that vision onto his photographs. From the monitor, he could see the concept coming to life in each photo being taken and they were all nothing short of gorgeous. 

Seeing Jongin in this capacity was making him feel things too many things at once. For that reason, Kyungsoo was more than relieved when the team finally called for a break. He made a beeline to the pantry with every intention to brew himself a cup of tea, in hopes that a hot beverage might at least help to clear his head. 

“I’ve been meaning to get a hold on you.” 

Kyungsoo almost scalds himself as he whips around in surprise. He is greeted with the sight of a tall, lanky man casually leaning against the counter, sipping a glass of iced water. It takes a few seconds to process his heavily made-up face and immaculately styled hair, but Kyungsoo belatedly identifies him to be the model of the shoot. 

He gulps. “Is there something you need?” 

"Nope.” The model replies, popping the ‘p’ as he says the word, an air of nonchalance rolling off of him in waves.

Kyungsoo’s eyebrows furrow at how he continues to unabashedly stare at him. “I’m sorry, but I don’t think I know you—”

“I am Oh Sehun.” He interrupts, taking a step closer to him as he sets his glass down. “You are Do Kyungsoo. We are now acquainted with one another.”

“Uhm…” Sehun’s lips quirk upwards infinitesimally at Kyungsoo’s palpable nervousness. “…it's nice to meet you?”

“Charmed.” His expression quickly slips back into one of complete impassivity. He doesn’t say anything else but continues to move closer to Kyungsoo and the latter soon finds himself being cornered, with nowhere else to retreat to. 

At this point, Sehun is leaning in impossibly close to Kyungsoo’s face, studying him with such intensity that Kyungsoo was beginning to feel very much like a specimen under a microscope. To say that Sehun’s peculiar behaviour was making him nervous would be an understatement.

Sehun’s gaze trailed down his face, from his eyes to his nose, eventually settling on his lips and lingering there. Kyungsoo begins to flush from the scrutiny but just as he’s about to push Sehun away to put some (much needed) space between them, he finally speaks—

“I guess it makes sense why he’s so obsessed with you.” Sehun declares, straightening up, completely ignoring the way Kyungsoo’s eyes widen in shock. “You’re pretty,” he adds with a shrug. 

“I’m sorry, what?”

“Your lips are no joke, I can understand why he couldn’t hold back that night.” He chuckles and Kyungsoo simply gawks. “Good grief, even I want to kiss you.” 

“If you do that, I’ll end your life.”

Kyungsoo looks in up in the direction that the voice is coming from and his heart stops.

Jongin stands at the doorway, leaning against its frame with his arms crossed over his chest. He wears a grin, but it’s so trite that it threatens to split his face in half from the force of his smile. 

Sehun turns around and lets out a dramatic sigh at the sight of his best friend. “Here he comes to ruin my fun.” 

Jongin shoots him a deadly look, and Sehun gets the hint. 

“Alright, I won’t mess with your baby anymore~” He sings as he struts out of the pantry, patting Jongin’s bottom twice for good measure before finally taking his leave. “Adieu.”

Once Sehun is completely out of the room, Jongin turns all his attention to Kyungsoo and the slow smile that spreads on his face this time is one of genuine happiness. 

Kyungsoo hadn’t moved an inch from where Sehun had left him. He appeared to be anxious from the way he was wringing his hands together and how his eyes seemed to be looking at everything else in the room except Jongin. His smile grew even wider at the realisation that he was the one that was making Kyungsoo nervous. Jongin’s belly warmed with pride at the thought that he could actually induce that kind of effect on Kyungsoo. 

“I’m sorry,” he begins softly, slowly approaching Kyungsoo as if he were a startled animal. “He can be quite a riot, I hope he didn’t say anything strange to you? Well, nothing too strange at least…” 

“N-n-no.” Jongin has closed the distance between them. Kyungsoo can smell the cologne off of him and it’s warm and musky and so, so y that he feels (embarrassingly) light-headed. “No, he didn’t.” He clears his throat, trying to collect himself. 

“That’s a relief, that kid tends to run his mouth.” He says with a chuckle, enjoying the view of Kyungsoo up close and finding himself unable to tear his gaze away from those beautiful, expressive eyes that had enthralled him right from the start.

“You both seem pretty close.” The words tumble out of his mouth before he even processes them and Kyungsoo immediately diverts his gaze down to his feet, shamefaced. 

Jongin grins widely. “Why, jealous already?”

"No!” Kyungsoo immediately denies (far too loudly), his ears reddening in embarrassment.

“That’s a shame though, I’d like it if you were.” Kyungsoo peeks up at him through his lashes. “I’d want you to want me.”

Again, Kyungsoo is at a loss for words. How was anyone supposed to respond to something like that?

So, he attempts to segue the conversation into safer terrain — “Is there anything you need from me?” 

“Nothing but your time, and if possible, your affection.” There is a mischievous glint in his eye when Kyungsoo looks up at him. 

“If that’s all then I’ll take my leave first, excuse me.” He says with a huff of annoyance, as he attempts to push past Jongin to make his escape. 

However, Jongin quickly thwarts his attempts. Using his body to form a human wall, as he traps Kyungsoo between his chest and the counter whilst keeping his palms firmly planted on either side of the smaller male to cage him in. 

Kyungsoo’s hands instinctively reaches up to push at Jongin’s shoulders, but he finds resistance melting almost instantly when he hears Jongin’s next words: “Did I upset you?” The younger asks the question with such a stricken look on his face that Kyungsoo actually starts to feel something suspiciously akin to guilt, though his rational mi

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just posted chapter 16, I hope it's up to everyone's expectations hehe

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kkim1706 #1
Chapter 18: this story was beautiful~~ it would’ve been nice to know how it ended~~~🥲
Dokairm
#2
Chapter 18: Please 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you can't imagine my happenes when I saw there is updated please 🙏🙏🙏🙏 update sooon and complete this masterpiece
Nicole121314 #3
Chapter 18: Happy Valentine's dear...
Whatever your decision, I'll respect.
I know there are so many Exo-Ls who left the fandom - either they got bored or found a new band group that is/are more likeable for them. I don't mind if they left or not, but i am still an Exo-L. And I'm still reading fics in AFF because there are really some good stories here especially if my favorite are the main cast(s) hehe...

Anyway, just do what you think is best for you. I'm just around the corner - reading ..if and when there are updates.

Take care and God bless
thisishell
#4
Chapter 18: Ahh finally you came back .. .
See firstly I'm obviously surprised that you're back thn you me shocked a bit with your thoughts not bcoz i hated your opinion over EXO now Nope not at all since i got to know about them(basically existence of kpop) in the beginning of 2017 so literally i have no right to criticize any older fan but as someone who's already in their mid 20s Yes i can understand what you meant with "changed likings" how they don't attract or inspire you anymore band,music, personality, ships, image etc
Seriously you confessed alot if it were any other platform i must say you could've gotten SO Much hate 😂😂 talking about myself since i was already very old to get into k-pop when i discovered them i....soon lost my interest especially after seeing how dark/crazy k-pop and Fandom were coz tbh I don't really care about my favourites personal life if they're decent people but the fan are Very nossy+illogical
( Height of hypocrisy like me reading "ship" fics have any logic but some fics are great so🤷 )

Now enough my rumbling your fic's turn-
See i already said that i understand your point but if you want to continue this fic just do it even Jongin and kyungsoo or even EXO don't motivate you anymore at the end it's your story, you just heppened to take EXO guys as you pairing but the plot is Still yours ! Yes, i do have Wattpad and I'd like to encourage you write there but i rarely use that platform to read and honestly I'm too selfish to say that you leave this place and work just like that also I've waited so long for this fic to get chapters thn it's proper end
If you can please try to ignore who you've taken as your Character inspiration or whose name, like you could've named them Jonathan and Kevin this fic would still be yours, since not getting much attention or acknowledgement at that time were your reasons for dropping this fic . See I'm not going against you choices Just ignore me if I'm suggesting anything that you don't want do but if you already have outlines for future chapters thn why not !

I'm sorry if my comment disappointed/confused you in any way I'm glad that you came back and acknowledged our existence many ficfans have left aff idk how many gonna notice your update but take your time I'd like know your final decision
arthemysia
#5
Chapter 18: Hi! I recently also log back in and have the similar thoughts as you. The reason why the Kaisoo (or other pairing) stories don't add up much is because the EXO itself. I mean, the author as well as the reader might find another band they love, the inspiration shifts and so on. However, the unfinished stories left in this platform is a different work of art regardless the constant changes in our life. I myself still revisiting stories that lingers, checking out my subscriptons amidst the heavy load of works and other variety of hobbies. So yeah, thank you so much for the update and I am genuinely glad that you still plan on continuing this story :) it's just last night a have this conversation with the other reader and reading your update makes me think there is still hope to stay and expecting more Kaisoo stories like back in the old days. Time surely flies!!! :(((
Charlie498 #6
Chapter 17: I'm heartbroken a jewel a masterpiece a great fic one of the best getting back together in the world. I won't ask for the author to finish it because life happens and I just hope the author is okay, happy and healthy. Thank you for giving us 17 amazing chapters.
thisishell
#7
Chapter 1: Uff that incomplete status of this fic... . God