Update

you have my whole heart (you always did)
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well, hello. it's been a while (my last chapter was in 2016, my goodness!) and so much has happened over the past couple of years that it was easy to forget that I even wrote this story. 

I was pleasantly surprised to find that I had so many new subscribers and that there were so nice comments left behind too. the thing is, I wished it could have all come sooner. it probably happens for a lot of authors, when they're writing, the chapters don't really get attention or any kind of acknowledgement. then, when the author stops updating, there's so much more activity on the story. it's regretful, because I think it would have encouraged me a lot to read some of the comments I've received recently back then. so, if there's a story that you like on this platform or anywhere else, please leave a note for the author! even if it's just to click the upvote or like button, it means more than you can imagine. 

that being said, I'm here to say that I still think about this story from time to time. I like to write but this is the first time I'd ever shared anything publically, and I actually have the future chapter outlines still on my desktop. I still go through them once in a while and feel that itch to write them out.

that being said, I must confess that a large part of why I stopped writing, as I suspect might be the case for many authors on this platform as well, is that I'm just not that into EXO anymore. as a band, they're nothing like what I remembered th

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just posted chapter 16, I hope it's up to everyone's expectations hehe

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kkim1706 #1
Chapter 18: this story was beautiful~~ it would’ve been nice to know how it ended~~~🥲
Dokairm
#2
Chapter 18: Please 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you can't imagine my happenes when I saw there is updated please 🙏🙏🙏🙏 update sooon and complete this masterpiece
Nicole121314 #3
Chapter 18: Happy Valentine's dear...
Whatever your decision, I'll respect.
I know there are so many Exo-Ls who left the fandom - either they got bored or found a new band group that is/are more likeable for them. I don't mind if they left or not, but i am still an Exo-L. And I'm still reading fics in AFF because there are really some good stories here especially if my favorite are the main cast(s) hehe...

Anyway, just do what you think is best for you. I'm just around the corner - reading ..if and when there are updates.

Take care and God bless
thisishell
#4
Chapter 18: Ahh finally you came back .. .
See firstly I'm obviously surprised that you're back thn you me shocked a bit with your thoughts not bcoz i hated your opinion over EXO now Nope not at all since i got to know about them(basically existence of kpop) in the beginning of 2017 so literally i have no right to criticize any older fan but as someone who's already in their mid 20s Yes i can understand what you meant with "changed likings" how they don't attract or inspire you anymore band,music, personality, ships, image etc
Seriously you confessed alot if it were any other platform i must say you could've gotten SO Much hate 😂😂 talking about myself since i was already very old to get into k-pop when i discovered them i....soon lost my interest especially after seeing how dark/crazy k-pop and Fandom were coz tbh I don't really care about my favourites personal life if they're decent people but the fan are Very nossy+illogical
( Height of hypocrisy like me reading "ship" fics have any logic but some fics are great so🤷 )

Now enough my rumbling your fic's turn-
See i already said that i understand your point but if you want to continue this fic just do it even Jongin and kyungsoo or even EXO don't motivate you anymore at the end it's your story, you just heppened to take EXO guys as you pairing but the plot is Still yours ! Yes, i do have Wattpad and I'd like to encourage you write there but i rarely use that platform to read and honestly I'm too selfish to say that you leave this place and work just like that also I've waited so long for this fic to get chapters thn it's proper end
If you can please try to ignore who you've taken as your Character inspiration or whose name, like you could've named them Jonathan and Kevin this fic would still be yours, since not getting much attention or acknowledgement at that time were your reasons for dropping this fic . See I'm not going against you choices Just ignore me if I'm suggesting anything that you don't want do but if you already have outlines for future chapters thn why not !

I'm sorry if my comment disappointed/confused you in any way I'm glad that you came back and acknowledged our existence many ficfans have left aff idk how many gonna notice your update but take your time I'd like know your final decision
arthemysia
#5
Chapter 18: Hi! I recently also log back in and have the similar thoughts as you. The reason why the Kaisoo (or other pairing) stories don't add up much is because the EXO itself. I mean, the author as well as the reader might find another band they love, the inspiration shifts and so on. However, the unfinished stories left in this platform is a different work of art regardless the constant changes in our life. I myself still revisiting stories that lingers, checking out my subscriptons amidst the heavy load of works and other variety of hobbies. So yeah, thank you so much for the update and I am genuinely glad that you still plan on continuing this story :) it's just last night a have this conversation with the other reader and reading your update makes me think there is still hope to stay and expecting more Kaisoo stories like back in the old days. Time surely flies!!! :(((
Charlie498 #6
Chapter 17: I'm heartbroken a jewel a masterpiece a great fic one of the best getting back together in the world. I won't ask for the author to finish it because life happens and I just hope the author is okay, happy and healthy. Thank you for giving us 17 amazing chapters.
thisishell
#7
Chapter 1: Uff that incomplete status of this fic... . God