Yunho POV

Another week has passed ever since that memory flashback, I decided to fully stop reading the journal for now, as I wanted to remember Jaejoong in my own way, not tainting any of his innocence that I found from the pictures. I did not really reply to Changmin’s text message last week, as I was still upset that he hid this information about my memory, however, I think it’s time to talk to him again, apart from work, so that I can ask him more about Jaejoong. I grabbed my phone and called him immediately.

(A/N: Conversation Mode)

Changmin: Yeoboseyo? Hyung? Yunho Hyung? Is that you?

Yunho: Ne, Changmin. This is me. Sorry for just being able to call you now.

Changmin: No, hyung. It’s okay. I understand why you did not want to talk to me for so long now, but I really need to go to your place as soon as possible. There are things that I wanted to show you.

Yunho: Things to show me? What do you mean by that? Was it something related to my lost memory? Or Jaejoong?

Changmin: J.. Jaejoong? Hyung, did you finally remember about him?

Yunho: You knew who Jaejoong was? Yah! When I asked you last time, why did I have that picture of Kim YunJae with me, you told me that you don’t know anything.

Changmin was stunned for a little bit, as he was not too sure if he could or could not reveal anything yet to me.

Changmin: Hyung, I… I have a reason for that, I…

Yunho: Come to my apartment within 30 minutes, if you come 1 minute later than that, I will not forgive you, Shim Changmin.

(A/N: Conversation mode end)

I hung up the call, as I was indeed feeling more upset at him. But I think somehow, I do understand why him, my closest friend, decided to lie to me and pretended that Jaejoong or YunJae was not someone that I knew. The way my mom talked to me last time, she finally acknowledged who Jaejoong was and also my relationship with him. However, she stopped when she brought up my dad into the conversation, which is something that I need to find out soon, as I can’t live like this anymore. I also want to know who Kim YunJae is and whether he is related to Jaejoong? Maybe like twins that were separated during birth.

30 minutes later…

I heard a rush knock on my door, and I immediately opened it, as I knew it was Changmin. I felt pity towards him as he was drenched in sweat and tried to catch his breath. “Come in and calm yourself down, while I make you a cup of ice coffee.” I ushered him into the living room, while I went to the kitchen to make the ice coffee for him, not forgetting to turn on the aircon. When I was back to the living room and placed the ice coffee on the table, he immediately took a big gulp before placing the almost empty cup on the table back and looked at me. “Hyung…” He then reached out to his pocket and took out a piece of a picture of 5 people.

I took the picture and recognized who was who, except Jaejoong or Yunjae, my hand slightly trembles as I could feel the pain slowly come back. Changmin looked at my hand and held it, “Hyung, do you know who they are, especially Jung Jaejoong?” I let his hand go, as I massaged my temple to soothe the headache. “Yes, I knew them, Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu. I knew about Jaejoong as supposed to be my adoptive brother, but all of you knew that what was my relationship with Jaejoong, didn’t you?” I closed my eyes as the pain was not soothing but it was getting more painful. Changmin did not speak for a while, as if someone muted him, but then, I heard his voice start to quiver, “Hyung, I’m sorry… I… I’m really sorry that I hid this from you for so long… 3 of us know about your relationship and we… we were not able to tell you the truth until today, because of… of… that person…” I released out a big sigh, as I opened my eyes to look at him, but was slightly surprised as I saw him crying, “Who is that person? Tell me that at least, as I started to recall a few flashback memories, it started to frustrat