1st chapter - Miracles of December

*phone vibrating* *incoming call*

He held the phone and saw the name on the screen. 

He knew that he had to picked it up, but he decided to ignore it because he thought his work is more important right now. 

So he chose to ignore the call and turn off his phone.

Little did he know, that someone is not feeling well and need him by his side on that time.

and little did he know, that will be the last time he would heard his voice.

"Will there be any miracles to turn back the time?" 

2nd Chapter - My Turns to Cry

"180 days have passed. . . 

without you here beside me. . .

Dear God, tell me how to live in this world any longer?

My life is dull without him. . .

I miss his voices, smiles, tears, nags, laughs, every single things about him. . .

I always wake up every single night,

because of the nightmare that have been repeating. . .

Since the day he has gone away. . .

Before, I always be the one who make him smiles again,

whenever he cried because of the problems that we were facing. . .

I never cried because I need to be strong in front of him. . .

This time, who will wipe away my tears? 

Who will tell me that everything will be okay again? 

Who can make me smile like before again?

The answer is no one. . .

I only love him and he is the only one that I need the most in my life. . .

Without him, my life is not worth anymore. . .

Dear Lord, will you end this nightmare of my life?"

3rd Chapter - The Star

"The way he sways his body ily . . .

The way he shakes his. . . perfect . . .

He his lips, while looking straight to my eyes. . .

He looked at me with his seductive eyes,

yet there is something on his eyes that give me a different look. . .

Is it lust ? Or is it something else ?"

4th Chapter - The First Snow

The first snow has just dropped. . .

It means that you and I have broke up for a year. . .

If we meet again, 

will you give me a second chance to be with you again?

Or. . . you might not even be here for this Christmas. . .

5th Chapter - Christmas Day

Christmas day is not complete without the one you love beside you.

Will you accept me as your husband? Or will you reject it?

Bonus Chapter - Moment

In your eyes, in your mind, love is. . . . always been you.

No one can replace you from my heart. . .

You are the one that make every single moment in my life worth. . .