Yoong POV 

 

"wuhh you throw it quiet well Yoong" said Nickhun 

 

"tskk i'm a baseball player when i'm in high school"

 

"wuhhh really?" i nod. 

 

we begin to play again and again until his girlfriend called. 

 

"ahh that's my girlfriend. i better go now"

 

"Ukk is that Victoria noona? the one you told me?"

 

"Yess she is"

 

"Ohhh say my hello than"

 

he nod slowly and went to her while helping her with her bags. 

 

ah i hope one day Jessica will be like that to me. 

 

waiting for me, and watch my match. 

 

i sigh as i walk back home with my bags and my baseball stick on my right shoulder. 

 

i was walking to my house until i stop infront of the store. food store. 

 

since my tummy groanning, i decide to eat. 

 

it's been 5 years. well tommorow is my graduate day. 

 

today is my last day in University so me and Nickhun kinda spend more time together since we won't see each other more often so we decide to spend time all day.  

 

ohhh since tommorow it's my last day, my father would spend the day before i left for Seoul. 

 

he really won't let me spend my last day alone. 

 

so back to my story. 

 

i kinda thinking of Jessica when i eating. 

 

so what will i do when i'm back to Korea?

 

will they still accept me as their friends?

 

will Jessica still remembering me as her friend? best friend? or someone else?

 

for the past 5 years, i couldn't forget my feeling and i just keep crying every night. 

 

the truth is there's no way i could forget her. 

 

Jessica POV 

 

"DON'T YOU KNOW WHY HE LEFT?!!!!"

 

i kept staring at her wanting to know the answer.

 

"you really are stupid Sica-ah! i hate seeing my own brother cried every night infront of me because of you!"

 

"He did everything just for you. he kept his feeling and being hurt everyday by you! don't you realized how care he is? YUL DIDN'T EVEN CARED ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!"

 

that day, that day was the day i realized my own feeling. 

 

but how about Yul?

 

i kept thinking about it. 

 

Tiffany didn't talk to me after that. 

 

she didn't call me. 

 

she ignore me in campus. she didn't come to my drama show at school. 

 

she didn't even say happy birthday to me. 

 

i was so depress after i knew the truth. 

 

why didn't he tell me? 

 

i mean he's my best friend.  

 

hearing the truth make me sad and hurt. 

 

he lie to me and he leave me. 

 

it's like hell to be saying. 

 

"Krys"

 

"Mm?"

 

"You know everything don't you?"

 

"I did"

 

"why you didn't tell me?"

 

"Yoong oppa doesn't want me to tell you" 

 

"Don't you know how hurt  he is eonnie?"

 

i lower my head and bite my lips. 

 

"you never realized don't you?"

 

"I just realized it after Tiffany told me" 

 

"great than. because it's too late. Yoong oppa has gone now"

 

than she left. 

 

i sigh. 

 

what should i do with you Yul?

 

"I don't think you have more feeling for Yul anymore Sica"

 

"You keep saying you love him but now"

 

"Maybe you just love him because he resembles Yoong. he makes you remember about Yoong but you didn't really mean about loving Yul as your boyfriend" 

 

all those thought make me think more deep. 

 

maybe i am. but i afraid of him. 

 

i couldn't face him. 

 

Yoong POV 

 

after graduate~~~

 

"Dad take care of yourself and get back to Korea before christmas arasso?"

 

"tskkk yes my son. now you have to go"

 

"Okay. come on Seohyun" 

 

Korea~~~

 

"It's good to be back"

 

as we drive with my car to my house, Seohyun going back alone with her manger to her apartement. 

 

as i park my car, i walk to the coffee store i always went to with Jessica. 

 

i buy some and than i heard someone's talking. 

 

"ohh really? wahh that's great than Yul. wait a moment. i want to go to the bathroom okay?"

 

that voice... 

 

i lower my head and i can feel her present when she walk pass by me. 

 

"they haven't broke up yet" i mumbled as i take one glance at where she's going.