Yoong POV

 

"thx for taking care of me"

 

"that's what bestfriend do right?"

 

"yeah..."

 

i wish you would never say the word bestfriend Sica.

 

"I should go. Maybe Krystal waiting for me since nobody at home"

 

"want me to take you home?"

 

"no. You should rest. I'll be going now" she said.

 

i nod slowly and wave my hand at her.

 

"I wish you never disappears from me Sica"

 

i walk back to my house and sit on my sofa.

 

blankly look at the television infront of me.

 

thinking about Jessica.

 

"Yoong I'm back!!!"

 

"ohh you're home"

 

"are you okay Yoong?"

 

"I feel better now"

 

"ohh really? Because Jessica spen all her day in our house?"

 

i glare at her.

 

"by the way, what do you want to eat?"

 

"anything we have"

 

Jessica POV

 

i take off my shoes and sigh.

 

i thought they going home before dinner.

 

yes my parent never keep their promise.

 

i miss our old time together

 

"Hey unnie"

 

"ohh Krys"

 

"how's Yoong oppa?"

 

"he's fine. Just need to rest"

 

she nod.

 

 

"I better call Yul. I haven't call him"

 

than i heard she's mumbled something.

 

"did you just say something?"

 

"nothing important" say her coldly

 

hmm strange.

 

skip~~~

 

"now I know why you let me came to your balcony"

 

"because it's beautiful?"

 

"you got that!"

 

i giggled.

 

we stare up to the sky.

 

watching the beautiful stars.

 

"you know what? Those stars up there is just the same like your eyes. Everytime I look into your eyes, it makes me remember about stars"

 

"because my eyes always shine everytime?"

 

"yes"

 

he smile at me and I smile back.

 

Yoong POV

 

"noona I'll be back before dinner okay?"

 

"wear jacket. It's cold outside"

 

i walk all around seoul just to take a fresh air.

 

hoping all my question will be answer.

 

it makes me remember the day I ask Jessica to walk around seoul.

 

we laugh together and smile together while holding hand in hand.

 

but I think now we would never do that again.

 

after awhile, I notice that I arrived infront of Jessica house.

 

i don't know why I'm here but I think I just miss her that's all.

 

"what is your wish after you graduate?"

 

i heard someone talking. I look up to her bedroom balcony and I'm right.

 

i saw her with Yul hyung.

 

my heart feel like hurting and I feel abit hard to breath.

 

"why you do this to me Sica?"

 

"ukk Yoong oppa"

 

"ohh hei Krys"

 

i saw her staring at me and look up to where I was staring awhile ago.

 

she pull me to a big garden just 3 blocks from her house.

 

"tell me oppa"

 

"tell you what?"

 

"how long have you been keep it yourself?"

 

"how..."

 

"I'm not blind like her oppa. I know you love her"

 

i sigh.

 

"11 years"

 

"that's mean"

 

"yes I'm inlove with her since the day we first met"

 

she stare at me with a sad expression.

 

"I'm okay Krys"

 

"it just..."

 

i look to another direction and sigh.

 

"it just hard for me to let go of my feeling towards her because....everyday my love for her keep growing.

 

i felt she hug me from behind and I close my eyes.

 

i wish this is you Sica.

 

"I know you love me Krys, but"

 

"I know. Your heart only for my unnie. I'm too late for that"

 

I stare at her feeling guilty for her.

 

"we're in the same position Krys. You heart broken and me too"

 

Graduate Day~~

 

"Congratulation Yoong and Fany!!!"

 

"hehe thx dad."

 

"I bet you guys are happy right?"

 

"ofcourse we are"

 

"defitnetly dad"

 

"haha"

 

"when you cameback?"

 

"hmm I haven't finish my job in here but I promise I'll be back before summer"

 

"alright dad"

 

"I have to go"

 

"okay. Bye dad!!"

 

"love you dad"

 

"love you too my princess"

 

"bye dad"

 

"bye son"

 

i close my phone and smile.

 

"congratulation guys!!!"

 

"we're in collage!!!"

 

"hey don't be so happy Choi Sooyoung"

 

"why?"

 

"we still have something to do to celebrate our graduation"

 

"well come on. Come to my house. We celebrate it together"

 

we talk for awhile until she came with....him.

 

"hey guys"

 

"hey are we miss something?"

 

I stare at her face. I can feel that I'm hurt seeing her infront of me.

 

We just talk awhile ago and something makes me want to die soon.

 

i felt my heart stop for a moment.

 

That she lie to me all this year.

 

all this year she been lie to me about Yul.

 

I'm her bestfriend but she lie to me.

 

it makes my heart broke into peacess.

 

i can't face her right now that's why I runaway after they came.

 

i can't take it when they say they are together now.

 

i runaway to the school garden and kick the three infront of me and massage myself to the three.

 

"AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

 

i scream as loud as I can and cry like a 5 years old boy.

 

than I felt someone touch my shoulder.

 

i look up and saw Krystal.

 

"I'm sorry"

 

i hug her and cry on her shoulder.

 

you make my heart stop after I saw your smile but I'm still okay.

 

you make my heart broke but I'm still okay.

 

until you make my heart cry, I felt I couldn't face you anymore.

 

but I im Yoong, can't take it when I saw you crying.

 

so I always forgive you everytime you makes heart crying an screamin your name everytime I need you.

 

TADA!!! Hey guys sorry I didn't update for so long.

im alittle sick this 3 days so that's why I didn't update.

and sometime I'm a bit irritating with my phone so I didn't update.

 

but it's okay because today I've already update!!! 

 

Soo oo have fun guys!

 

TOODLES!!!