Jessica POV

 

"I'm sorry about yesterday. i didn't mean to shout at you"

 

"it's okay. i felt really sorry too because i left you and didn't call you"

 

"it's okay"

 

than we become awkward. 

 

"I better going now. i should work. maybe we can have dinner together?"

 

"Yeah sure"

 

"Okay i'll pick you up at 8" 

 

"mm"

 

than i end my call. 

 

i look out the window and start to think. 

 

"i left you because i'm hurt. i left because i wanted to calm myself and forget my feeling towards you. yes i love you Sica forever and i think those years i spend with my father, can't even make me forget my feeling" 

 

i heard it Yoong. 

 

but why you won't say it face to face with me?

 

i don't know my feeling Yoong. it's all screwd up. it's all a mess. 

 

i don't know if my heart choose you or Yul. i'm confused Yoong. 

 

i sigh. 

 

i better go to work before my dad scold me.

 

Yoong POV 

 

"wow this is a suprice! this is really a big news for your fans" said the mc

 

i smile awkwardly. 

 

this is my first time came up to a talk show. 

 

and yes with my cousin too. 

 

we have the same schedule. 

 

"we didn't know you guys are cousin. wahh and Seohyun your cousin here is your hoobae what do you want to say to him?"

 

"hmmm work harder"

 

than all of the guest laugh hardly. 

 

"He really shy because this is his first time on a talk show like this. at the back stage he kept asking me what should i do infront of the camera but he really did a good job"

 

"ohh really? maybe i am born to be artist" 

 

the laugh again. 

 

"ahhh you really look like a senior Yoong-sshi"

 

"hahaha really? thank you"

 

"But whose the oldest?"

 

"he" 

 

"but Seohyun is your senior"

 

"I call her senior infront of the camera"

 

"when we in the back stage we still talk unformal and he still call me sunbae-nim"

 

"but when we're in family party she called me oppa"

 

they all nod. 

 

the show went well. 

 

i went to another schedule with Seohyun.  

 

"so what are we doing next?"

 

"Just something that oppa shouldn't practce with the scricpt"

 

skip~~~

 

okay this is really amazing. 

 

i came to a drama award. 

 

well i'm here because just a few month ago i was in a role in a drama. 

 

i'm here as a new actor.

 

skip~~~

 

after i recieved the award and watch the girls group perfomance something came up from the screen

 

the girl.

 

ohh i know that girl. 

 

but what this all about?

 

after we watch the slide show, someone appeared from the back stage. 

 

Kyuhyun subae-nim. 

 

"sorry to disturb this show but i think this is a right time. ummm as you guys see the rumor between me and Seohyun, i should say it's true and i'm here to take my steps towards her slowly and slowly."

 

he walk towards her who just sit besides me.

 

her eyes were lock on his eyes and i can see tears are coming out. 

 

"will you take another step with me Seohyun? be my wife please"

 

her tears fall down all over her cheeck and she slowly nod her head. 

 

he smile and put the ring on her finger. 

 

i stare at her face. she's was crying. 

 

while Kyuhyun greet , i could only hug her and congrat her. 

 

Jessica POV 

 

i was watching tv and find a channel and it was a tv award.

 

wahhh i saw Yoong there.

 

he received the Best New Born Actor.

 

wahhh i'm so proud of him. 

 

but than after the award finish, something came up from the screen

 

it's all a picture of a girl.

 

i wonder who is she. 

 

as i watch it longer, i saw a scene that make me mad at him.

 

he hug a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 

suddenly my heart start to break into pieces and i start to breath slowly.

 

why suddenly i feel like this? 

 

skip~~~

 

"how is it?"

 

"it look so good"

 

we have our dinner and than he brought me to a place near a river. 

 

the view were so good. 

 

the star look shining in the star. 

 

and it really great. 

 

"You know i always wanted to bring you here but yeah you kinda busy"

 

i smile. 

 

he keep staring at me than getting closer and closer and chu~

 

i didn't enjoy the kiss. 

 

it's not like i'm in a bad mood but the kiss just didn't make me forget what i just thinking. 

 

it didn't work. 

 

i didn't even feel my heart beat around him anymore. 

 

i pull my body from him and made us stop our kiss.

 

i look down and sigh. 

 

what should i do know?