Sadness

Only one

Yoong POV

 

"hey come on it's only 2 km and you are tired?"

 

"Ya!!! I'm not a basketball player like you stupid!!!"

 

i just laugh and continue jogging around the Han River.

 

the air is so fresh! That's why I always jog in the morning.

 

"Ya!!! Let me take a break!!!"

 

"Arasso" 

 

i help my my sister and sit down on the grass.

 

i lay down my body and watch the sky.

 

"it's so beautiful"

 

"it is. Hey Yoong"

 

"are you sure about going to study aboard?"

 

"I should do that"

 

"why?"

 

i take one glance at her and look back to the sky.

 

"I can't stand here and watch them being together"

 

"How about Krystal?"

 

"I already told her and she said she's fine with it"

 

she sigh.

 

i close my eyes and say sorry for a hundred time.

 

Krystal POV

 

"you've been lying to them and now you still saying they are okay with it?!!!"

 

"they said they're okay if I'm together with him"

 

"BUT ONE OF THEM ARE NOT AGREE WITH THAT!!!!"

 

than she stay quiet.

 

i sigh. I shook my head and walk out from my house.

 

i love Yoong oppa and I don't want him to leave.

 

this is all her fault!!! 

 

"Ahhhh!!!!!"

 

i kick everything infront of me until I stop seeing someone.

 

"Krys"

 

"oppa"

 

"what wrong?"

 

for awhile I stare at him and I can feel my tears going to fall.

 

"O-o-oppa"

 

he stare blankly at me as I stay to cry he hug me and I cry even more harder.

 

skip~~

 

"here"

 

"thx"

 

i drink my tea that Yoong oppa handed to me.

 

"you make me scared you know"

 

"well that's good than. It's my revenge"

 

he chuckled.

 

he keep staring at me and so do I.

 

"oppa"

 

"mm?"

 

"you don't have to do this?"

 

he lower his head and sigh.

 

"we talk about this Krys"

 

"I know but I just can't let you go"

 

he rub my hair and smile.

 

"I promise you I will be back"

 

"promise?"

 

"pinky promise"

 

i chuckled at his childishness and pinky promise him.

 

Jessica POV

 

"hey Yul"

 

"hey"

 

"I wanted to ask you something"

 

"what is it?"

 

"are you sure about our relationship?"

 

"I'm sure. Wae?"

 

i look down and remembering about what has Krystal said.

 

"BUT ONE OF THEM ARE NOT AGREE WITH THAT!!!"

 

i sigh.

 

"I-I'm just asking"

 

"alright than"

 

what should I do with you Krys?

 

why you making this so hard for me?

 

Tiffany POV

 

"hey you came too Yul!"

 

"ofcourse I came. Why wouldn't i?"

 

"Haha come on you two sit here"

 

i saw Jessica looking at every one in here and I think I know who is she looking for.

 

"he will come. Don't worry about him"

 

than we start to cheat cheating while waiting for Yoong to came.

 

After awhile he came............................with Krystal

 

"hey Yoong"

 

"I don't know you guys together"

 

"we're not together."

 

"we're just like brother and sister"

 

i look at Taeng and he just shook his head.

 

Yoong POV

 

"guys! I have something important to say"

 

"what is it Yoong?"

 

i take a glance at Jessica and I know she's looking at me too.

 

i keep my smile and tell them without evn care what they will react.

 

"I will study aboard and I will flight tonight"

 

"what?!"

 

"Yoong"

 

"it's my decision and......I'm happy with that"

 

than she left. I guess she's hate to hear that huh?

 

I saw Tiffany noona shook her head in dissapointed mood.

 

i sigh.

 

"Yul hyung give me time with her okay?"

 

"okay"

 

i run to her. 

 

Where is she really.

 

than I found her sitting alone on the bench infront of a super market

 

i walk closer to her and sit beside her.

 

"w-why you do this?"

 

"I have too"

 

"y-y-you promise me we will study together"

 

"I think.... That promise will never be keep it from now on"

 

"but why? Why?!"

 

i stare at her face and wipe her tears.

 

slowly I become closer and closer to her than I felt a pair of lips on mind.

 

i feel really in heaven.

 

but after a moment I let go of it and smile.

 

"it just a goodbye friend kiss. Like we always do when we were a kids"

 

i put my hand on her cheeks and smile.

 

"you really are cute"

 

Krystal POV

 

t-t-they kiss.

 

i can feel my heart are crying because of that scene.

 

they really kiss............infront of me.

 

maybe I would never be like my sister and replace her in his heart.

 

i walk away from them with a heavy step.

 

Jessica POV

 

i kept looking up to the sky.

 

thinking of what happen today.

 

he kiss me. She mad at me. 

 

Why everybody doing this to me?

 

Yoong left, Krystal mad at me, Yul make me confuse of something.

 

i didn't even know what should I do with my life anymore.

 

Yoong my best friend.

 

the one who I always talk too.

 

my first friend.

 

my buddy.

 

my everything.

 

everything. Everything.

 

but why I feel there's something not right.

 

not everything is right.

 

not everything is complete with Yoong.

 

theres something I didn't know.

 

something.

 

Yoong POV

 

"Yoong have you pack?"

 

"Ne"

 

"I will miss you my brother"

 

"miss you too sister"

 

"promise me to call me everybody okay?"

 

"arasso"

 

she hug me and I hug her too while my chin is on her shoulder.

 

"noona can you give this to Krystal and Jessica? Give this to them tommorow morning okay?"

 

"alright"

 

i smile at her an wipe her tears away.

 

"don't cry okay? I wanted to see you smile"

 

than slowly she show me her smile and I smile back.

 

"Say my hello to dad alright Yoong?"

 

"I will"

 

i close the taxi door and wave at her from the window.

 

im going to miss you Sica, Krys, everyone.

 

im sorry I did this to you guys. I just couldn't take it anymore.

 

my heart always crying and if it's happen everytime, I can't stand it.

 

sorry Sica-ah. Just remember we always be best friend and I love you.

 

Krystal POV

 

i was crying in my room.

 

he's gone now.

 

hes in another country.

 

i would never see those face again.

 

i hate It!!!

 

if only I have time machine maybe I will fixed everything like you want oppa.

 

i hug me feet and crying while looking at his photo.

 

you make me smile

 

you make me laugh.

 

but you also maker cry.

 

but I still love you even thought you always makes me cry.

 

you make me hard to forget you oppa.

 

i wish you would comeback sooner.

 

i miss you. 

 

I will. Defitnetly.

 

Jessica POV and Yoong POV

 

those smile.

 

those doe eye.

 

those laugh.

 

im going to miss it.

 

yoong my best friend.

 

when we will see each other again?

 

we shall see each other again Sica.

 

if god let us see each other again.

 

fate will find us Sica.

 

i love you Sica.

 

i wipe my tears away and sigh.

 

those star up there never remind me of my smile but it makes me remember of you Yoong.

 

Why I felt someting missing when it comes to you Yoong?

 

its like something that hard to tell but easy to feel.

 

those feeling you have it's a love.

 

And maybe you have it Sica.

 

but not with me but with YuL.

 

can you feel your heart beat when you with him Sica?

 

i always feel my heart beat when I'm around you Yoong.

 

...........................................

 

is this mean?

 

Love. Sica. Love

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Va_asianloverz
#1
Chapter 16: update soon please
guccijen
#2
Chapter 4: you make me cry T^T
minachan #3
Chapter 15: jealous sica always cute........
HunterSecretive #4
Chapter 14: yoonsic heart T^T
update soon author
soshiyoongie
#5
Chapter 14: Update soon author-ssi
PLOyiie #6
Chapter 13: Oh god this story is so sad TT
sica now you're know how you feel right??
come to Yoong and say it
please update
soshiyoongie
#7
Chapter 12: Update soon author-ssi

Yoonsic fighting!!!
Va_asianloverz
#8
Chapter 11: update soon please
rilakkuma95
#9
Chapter 10: oh I feel sad for yoong
Va_asianloverz
#10
Chapter 10: update soon please