"You want to disband?" GD rounded on Seungri and Top incredulously. "I can't believe you! After everything we've done together?"

"It makes the most sense! We can still have individual careers! I just don't think we can continue without Daesung!" Seungri said, refusing to back down, even under the furious glare GD was giving him.

"So basically, what you're saying is that you don't care about Big Bang."

"That's not true! I care very much about Big Bang. So much that I don't want to see it continue without Daesung."

"Daesung wouldn't have wanted us to disband."

"Well, I guess we'll never know, will we?"

"Guys! Stop." Top intervened. "We don't need to fight."

"Yes we do!" Seungri cried, blinking back angry tears. "I can't see us actually going on with only four!"

"We have since the accident!"

"That was only because we knew he was coming back eventually. And now he's not." Seungri seemed to getting angrier. "I can't believe he did that." he muttered angrily. "He's so stupid. Why didn't he just —"

"Dont — say — that — about — Daesung." GD growled, seeming to be restraining himself from punching Seungri with difficulty.

"Why not? You know it's true."

That did it. GD's temper, always so close to the surface since that fight with Daesung's father, snapped. He flew forward, past Top, and punched Seungri in the mouth. Seungri fell off the couch, landing on the floor so hard that the breath was knocked out of him.

Top jumped up and pulled him to his feet, hoping he wouldn't retaliate.

Unfortunately, Seungri's temper was up past boiling point now too. He wrenched his hand out of Tops and tackled GD to the ground, punching every available surface he could.

Top attempted to pull Seungri off their leader, but Seungri resisted, and so did GD, who threw Seungri off him by kneeing him in the stomach. Seungri's face went white and he doubled over, letting GD roll over on the floor and stagger to his feet.

None of them noticed Taeyang standing in the doorway of his work room, watching silently. You see, Daesung? This is why we need you. You would've stopped this long before it came to fists. He thought sadly as they continued to pummel each other, knocking over furniture and making Top jump out of the way.

The door opened suddenly and Siwon walked in, saying, "I could hear you boys down the —" then stopped, looking in disbelief at the scene before him.

The couch was knocked aside. There was a chair overturned, along with the piano bench. A lamp was on the ground, in danger of stabbing the two combatants rolling around on the floor. Top was dancing around the two of them, trying to find an opening to break it up. Taeyang just stood in the doorway, watching it all unfold.

Siwon darted forward and hauled GD off Seungri and held him back. Top hurried forward and grabbed Seungri who was about to run towards GD again.

"What is going on here?" Siwon yelled, keeping a firm hold on GD, who was trying to get free. "Stop. Now." he deposited GD on the couch and gave him a look when he made to stand up. He crossed his arms. Top dragged Seungri across the room to the chair that hadn't been overturned. Both boys avoided each others glares.

They each looked the worse for wear. Seungri had a black eye and a cut cheek, while GDs lip was split.

Siwon looked at Top and Taeyang. "Sit. Now." they did. He turned around and gestured at the woman who had remained unseen until now.

"This is Dr. Choi." he said, still sounding angry. "She is a grief counselor. I suggest you listen to her. I think you need it." he snapped at them, as they showed signs of arguing.

Dr. Choi sat forward. "I'd ask you to introduce yourselves, but I don't think that's necessary." she attempted a bit of humor, but it fell flat in wake of their stony faces. SHe continued in a more businesslike manner.

"When it comes to dealing with grief, many people have different methods and feelings. Some people get angry. Some deny it. Others may "talk" to the deceased in their heads. All of these are good. But there is something I want all four of you to do. Writing your feelings and thoughts can help you greatly. I want you each to write a letter to Daesung. Tell him how you feel. You don't have to show me. You don't even have to show each other. Just write what comes. You'd be surprised at how much it helps. I have paper and pens here for you." she took out a notebook and a box of pens from her bag.

After a few minutes, they reluctantly got up and each took a piece of paper and a pen. They started writing.

Dr. Choi watched them, getting an idea of their feelings.

Seungri was scribbling fast and furiously, making her suspect as to how angry he was. GD hadn't written anything big yet; he seemed unsure of what to write. Taeyang was crying, teardrops dotting his paper as he wrote. And Top just wrote without stopping, the occasional hurt look crossing his face as he did.

She leaned back, waiting for them to finish.

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Well, you can't have a good story without a fistfight, at least, that's what I like to read. Don't know about you, but I hope you guys like it. I'm not that great at describing fistfights, but Jaiya said it was okay. Works for me.

Let me know what you think about this. And I do know what's going to happen in terms of disbanding or not, but you can tell me what you want anyway!

=) Aiko