Blameworthy

How Could You Do This?

Meanwhile, Taeyang had been processed and was lying down in a room nearby. He still hadn't spoken and s were worried.

Now that there were other people handling the situation, Top was able to drop the calm facade he'd been holding since calling Siwon. He blinked, and a few tears dripped down from his eyes silently. GD and Seungri just sat in the corner of the room, not speaking or looking at each other.

Their solitude was interrupted by Siwon coming in after speaking with the doctors outside. They looked at him expectantly. He hesitated, then shook his head.

They sat back in shock. Daesung had been with them for so long, it was impossible to think that he was gone. Siwon turned to Taeyang, who was still lying on the bed.

"Young-bae-ah, as soon as you're feeling better, you can leave." he said quietly. Taeyang didn't respond for a minute, then he sat up, pulling the covers off himself.

"You're sure you're okay, hyung?" Seungri asked. Taeyang nodded and stood up.

The five of them walked out of the room together, ready to go home. Taeyang kept his head down, ignoring the concerned looks of s and manager.

It wasn't quiet for long, though. They had barely cleared the doorway when they met up with Daesung's parents. His mother was sobbing quietly into her hands, but his father looked nothing short of murderous.

"So here they are," he said loudly. "The people who killed my son."

GD glared at him. He'd never liked Daesung's father. "Can't this wait until Young-bae's feeling better? And we're in a less public area?" he snapped. Mr. Kang let out a mirthless chuckle.

"Young-Bae? Public? My son is dead and you're worried about Young-bae and you're precious image?!"

Top and Seungri grabbed GD's arms to stop him from rushing at Daesung's father, who was still talking.

"As far as I'm concerned, this is your fault!" his voice was rising, catching the attention of pretty much everyone in the general vicinity. "I never wanted this for my son. That accident got blown way out of proportion, why? Because he's famous. Or he was famous." he ended bitterly.

"Everyone, let's just calm down. We can finish this discussion in private." Siwon said, but he was interrupted by GD, who had shaken Top and Seungri's hands off him and had flown forward.

"Hyung!" Seungri cried as his hand was pushed aside. "No!"

GD grabbed the man's shoulders and shoved him into the wall. There were gasps all along the hallway as the watching people froze in place.

"You think we planned this?" he hissed. "You think we wanted him to kill himself? You think we're happy he's dead?" he yelled. "We're as upset as you are, so don't go blaming us!"

"So who should I blame, then? Daesung? He's dead thanks to you."

Siwon saw the danger signs of GD about to lose it. He ran forward and hauled GD back as he raised his hand to throw a punch.

"JiYong, that's not the answer. He's just angry." he said quietly, pulling him back to the others. Out loud he said, "I'm truly sorry for your loss, Daesung's father. If we could could, we can continue this conversation in private if you'd like."

"No. I wouldn't like. I want people to see the kind of corruption that goes on in your company." he turned to the silent bystanders. "My son left his family to join this lunacy. He never called, visited, or wrote. He was always too "busy!" He comes for the first time in six months to visit and what happens? He gets in an accident. But because it's "famous Daesung of Big Bang," it gets huge attention and then my son kills himself. Tell me then, who do you see as the culprit here?" he finished, arms spread wide.

Top and Seungri had to hold GD back again, but they couldn't restrain his voice. "Y'know, for someone so upset over his sons death, you don't seem to be very respectful of his memory!"

"JiYong, enough." Siwon said sharply, but GD only struggled harder.

"Stop, let go of me! He doesn't understand!"

"Don't I? I think I understand more than you."

And with that, Daesung's father disappeared with his wife.

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And for those of you who don't know, Daesung's father really didn't want him to become an idol. Watch the Big Bang documentary when they were still trainees, Daesung's section, and he talks about it. I thought that would work well with this story.

So hope you enjoyed!

=) Aiko

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Thekoreanreader #1
Chapter 19: WHY MUST U MAKE ME CRY AND LISTENING TO LAST DANCE AT THE SAME TIME!!! WAHHHHH
Rapidrules #2
Chapter 19: Omg I'm crying and IV only know bigbang for a few months. Ahhhh tears keep coming :'( one of the most saddest things IV ever read
akioryuu
#3
I found this story in wattpadd... Is Gira_Noona already ask your permission to re-write your story??? Thank you...
bella_nabila01
#4
Chapter 19: You know.This is the best Big Bang fanfic i ever read.You make me cry so hard when they read Daesung last letter.I'm such a stupid to find this wonderful fanfic in 2015 when you wrote it in 2013.Until now when i am writing this comment my tears keep falling.Yes i can't stop when it comes to the song they made and the last conversation between Young Bae and Daesung.After reading this,you don't know how much i feel grateful that Daesung manage to handle his feelings after the accident.I can't imagine what will happen if this happen.There will be no MADE album.No Daesung playing drum while laughing.No laugh and joy anymore in Big Bang.Kamsahamnida authornim.For making me appreciate BigBang more and more.Love them more and i think,this is the best kpop group forever.And if you mind,i want to post this fanfic in Wattpad.I will give credit to you and promote your Account here.Thanks
NMInspirit987
#5
Chapter 19: It's been 3 years since you wrote this? how could i just find this story now? in 2015?
......... i dont know how much i cried for this story. to be honest i was feeling sad and i was looking for the story to read. and then i found this story. when i read the first chapter, i could feel my eyes were teary, and then i read the next chapters....... and guess what? I AM CRYING HARD HERE. I FEEL MORE SAD. Daesung is my bias and...... i cant imagine if this things will be happened to them.
But in the same time, i feel happy cuz it's been a long time since i read this kind of story.

well thank you so much for make me chokes and sobbing hard. i feel more calm right now.

THANKS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL STORY <33
red_knight #6
Chapter 19: OMG i'm crying!! I loved it , Authornim!!!
DzaifiyaChoHee
#7
Chapter 19: I was looking for something to make me cry.. this is the answer. . thanks author-nim for writing this story.. it's so beautiful. .
Pikachau #8
Chapter 19: I loved this. It's sooo good! You had me in tears over how sad and amazing this was!
missbeehave
#9
Chapter 19: I love and hate this story. I still cant make up my mind.
I refuse to re read wat I wrote b4. Prob dun even make sense I dun give a shyt.
What I do love is your writing.
I bow at ur feet for making me sob so hard I shoulda choked.
For breaking my heart and still making me give u props for ur writing.

And.that.song. omg I cried so loud I freaked out my own damn self. That.song.is.wow.
Imagine if bigbangb really sang that song..bigbang as 5 of course.
Lol I still hate u.
Hahaha no I think I love u.
Hahah yes im bipolar. So wat?
Youre a freak-breaking peoples hearts n crushing their souls then making them thank u.
Well thank u ok thank u.
Please write more bigbang.
U can make it up with bigbang fics.
I love what u wrote abt thanking dae for not giving up. I feel u..I wrote everywhere online wanting him to muster through. Hwaiting indeed.
All I wanna say is that u r strangely wonderful, addictive and an absolute freak. Stop breaking my heart n making ppl cry all over the world lol

Now where can I find more bigbang fics uve written?
Hahahahahah

In all seriousness. I pledge my adoration to u.

Bipolarlike fan
~Bee
missbeehave
#10
Chapter 19: Omg I cant see myveyes are pouring and my nose is crying tooo so snotty I dun even care rn. Eww.
I cant see but I can feel. Tgis is sooo paifnul my heart is breakin gbroken gone my chest is really tight w grief. Damn u. Damn u. Why do u hurt me..ill cone bacj when I can see again but..damn u