Break up

A month later. I was chatting with Baekhyun like as usual.

*Din*

I have gotten a new message from Hyunsik.

I was a bit nervous, last time we chatted we fought because I was jealous of this Chansub and he was jealous of Sehun.

Everything because of selcas we took with them.

-Hi- he typed

-Hey- I replied.

-I'm sorry-

-No it was my fault, I'm sorry.-

-It was partially my fault, so I am sorry.-

-Ok-

I sighned I didn't know why but today he was so cold, usually he would put a lot of emoticons, something was surely wrong I felt it but I didn't know what was it.

-How are you?- he wrote.

-I'm good now, you?-

-Me too.-

I was going to ask how was his day when he sent:

-I'm really sorry-

-I said it was okay, right?-

-No, not about that. I can't do this anymore.-

-What happened?- typed starting to panic.

-I'm in love with someone else-

CRACK.

He's in love with someone else.

Not me,but someone else.

When his words sank in I felt the urge to cry and that was what I did.

The one who gave me the strenght to move on, the one that healed my heart just broke it once again.

-Who?- I hurredly typed, the it hit me Lee Chansub.

Of course it has to be him. He defended that guy more then anything else.

Every time he would talk about him he would be so excited and full of happiness.

At first I was jealous but he would always reassure me that he was just a friend, nothing else.

Yeah just a friend.

-I can't tell you-

-It's Chansub, right?-

-How did you know?!"-

-It's obvious-

-Oh, I really am sorry-

-It's okay.-

-Let's break up.-

And with that my heart broke for real. But what do I do? I can't force him to stay with me if his in love with Chansub. I wiped my tears with my hand.

-Okay-

-Are you sure?-

-Yeah-

-Thank you so much! ^^-

-Nothing.-

-Are you okay?- I internally facepalmed.

Are you kidding me?! You just broke up with me and you ask me if I'm okay?!

Ugh.

-Yeah.- I of course lied -Sorry I have to go- I typed and I closed the chat.

-Kyungie. Do you want to hang out with me?- it was a message from baekhyun.

-Sorry Baek, but I'm not feeling well.-

-Why? O.O-

-I'll tell you on Monday- I typed before shutting my computer down.

Why it always has to be me?

No one really loves me.

I curled myself in the bed and cried untill I fell asleep.

"Son, wake up, it's dinner time." I woke up and looked at the clock, it was already 8:00 p.m.

I dragged myself to the dining table and I ate silently.

"Is there something wrong dear?" asked my mother.

"No." I replied.

After dinner I went to my room again.

I took my phone and ignored Baekhyun's missed calls and messages. I looked at my inbox and started to delete Hyunsik messages but before erasing them I read them one by one and every time I wold cry a bit harder, every text reminded me of a happy moment with him.

At last I had only a text, the last one he sent me before I left to Seoul.

I still remember that day, I was in the car crying because I didn't want to leave when I recived the text.

I opened it and started to sob.

Now I didn't have the courage to delete it so I read it one last time before shutting my phone down again.

I closed my eyes again and drifted to sleep hoping that I wouldn't dream about Hyunsik.

If one day you're gone

and

I failed to say goodbye

remember that I will never FAIL to say...

THANK YOU!

Thank you...

'cause 1 moment in my life I've got the chance to know someone like you.

I will never forget how we met,

and how we became friends.

Now you're leaving

I will miss you so much

I'll never forget you.

143.

Be safe always and remember me every time,

never forget me.

I LOVE YOU.

-Hyunsik.

Hayo wuddup!!!

Told yah Hyunsik wouldn't be around for to long and that I would update today too, LOL also this is the bracelet I told you last chapter. I still have this but I'm not wearing it anymore.ù.ù