Chapter 4

Let Me See You (HIATUS)

Saehee rested on her bed before dinner. Her thoughts wouldn’t stray away from Minseok. He had been so open with her from the very start. Most people stood their distance from her—with or without knowing her condition. He knew it, and yet he still touched her and tried to joke with her. She was confused on why he would do that. She wasn't used to it.

"Saehee-ah, dinner's ready." A house maid called from outside her bedroom door. The maid had been working for her uncle for the past few years and yet she has still never gotten a clear view of her face. She would always be gone by time Saehee opened the door. Saehee climbed out of bed, and put on her house slippers. When she opened the door, the maid had already gone. Saehee preferred it this way.

"How was your first day of tutoring today? Was Minseok alright?" Her uncle immediately questioned once she had taken her normal seat across from him. He had been worrying about her condition and if Minseok had been insensitive to her.

"It went well. Minseok-shi is a great teacher." Saehee honestly responded simply. Jonguk nodded his head, obviously pleased that he had chosen the right person for the duty of tutoring his beloved niece.

 

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"From there just multiply these two numbers and then divide by the reciprocal. Then that'll get you the answer." Minseok explained how to do a problem step-by-step. While explaining, Saehee noticed that he would always smile. He never looked bored.

"Do you like math, Minseok-shi?" She asked him once he put down his pencil from writing.

"I love it." Saehee was taken back at Minseok's answer, because she too loved math.

"Why do you love it?" Saehee caught herself being curious. Minseok thought for a second before answering. "I guess ever since I was small I've always been pretty good at it. It kind of just stuck with me and I ended up loving it." He concluded. "How about you?"

"Math is real," she quickly answered in a matter-of-fact tone without having to think about it, "You solve math using numbers and equations that have reason. There's nothing fake about out." Minseok nodded his head in understanding. Saehee was so used to getting caught up in hallucinations that she ended up wanting to cling to something real.

“Excuse me,” Minseok excused himself from the room to take his daily pill. He wondered about Saehee’s condition; he hadn’t seen any serious signs of it.

After taking the pill, he returned to the room. He opened the door a crack before stopping when he heard laughter. Saehee was laughing. He peeked through the crack of the door to see what she was laughing it. There was nothing. The room was the same as it was just a moment ago before he left. She was laughing at something he couldn't see.

“I really missed you. You haven’t come to visit in a long time.”

“Sorry, I’ve been busy lately.” A bunny-like figure pouted cutely.

Saehee’s schizophrenia was first diagnosed at the age of four. She would tell her parents about her imaginary friend who was a bunny. Her parents thought of it as something normal because it wasn’t uncommon for children that young to have imaginary friends. But soon after, that imaginary friend turned into people. She showed signs of schizophrenia through her emotional outbursts of crying and anger, and seeing and hearing things that weren’t there. She would get confused between her figments of imagination and reality.

“It’s okay,” Saehee reached out to pat the bunny’s head in forgiveness. In Minseok’s eyes, he saw Saehee extend her arm out and pat the empty space.

“What have you been doing that makes you so busy that you can’t visit me?” Saehee asked.

“You know just hopping along, going with the flow,” the bunny cheerfully responded.

Saehee giggled, “You’re always going with the flow.”

Behind the door Minseok lost his balance while leaning against the door to get a better listen, and in result flung the door open. He landed on his palms and knees.

Saehee gasped at the sight of Minseok on the floor starring up at her in shock. She turned her head forward to what she was talking to but it was gone; she was brought back to reality. He saw me, Saehee panicked. She jumped out of her seat and ran out the room.


A/N: Oh man, I'm currently obsessed with writing this story. I wrote two chapters during school today~ Don't forget to comment :3 thanks for reading!

(updated: 12-9-13)

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Catering_Lemons
#1
Chapter 6: MAN THIS MADE ME CRY!
ALL THAT WISDOM!GOOD JOB MINSEOK!
YummyTubbyToast
#2
Chapter 3: Oh minseok you can't just make her overcome her mental illness just like that *snaps* it takes a lot more
Omg please don't make minseok....well, you know, what happened to him in "gone". That would be awful...hopefully not
angelato
#3
Chapter 16: Ohhh my gosh its been forever since i've read this. So glad you finally updated. I really loved how you ended it, it was just cute as. Well things are finally turning now so im interested in what will happen in her school life. That is, unless you decide to make her run away again.
HJHY_KpopHolic
#4
Chapter 16: aww I love this chap :) she finally found a reason to go to school & had the courage. Thanks to Minseok! :D but well, the bunny part was quite creepy. Still glad, she finally too notice theres other that care about her :)
emibelle #5
Chapter 16: AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! PRAISE THE HEAVENS YOUR BACK!!! Im glad Saehee had the courage to go back!!!
wallflower_ #6
Chapter 15: Omg realllyyy love this story! :)
angelato
#7
Chapter 15: omooooo everything is clicking into place isn't it? God i love how you end the chapters, always a cliffhanger sentence D:
saehee's character is love hate for me, at times i really love her attitude and all and at other times, i'm yeling at the laptop for her not to do/say this and that. i like it when a story makes me do that haha!
angelato
#8
Chapter 14: Well, I'm finally done reading this. It's 4:18am now. Woot woot for no sleep. Joking, I am sleep deprived and need it urgently so after i finish posting your review at Brook, i will retreat back into hibernation...
I'm really, really, really, glad i reviewed this. it gave me a chance to read such a gorgeous Xiumin fic. It's hard to find those around here, with everything floating around everywhere >.>
I'd just like to let you know that even though your review is done, i will be keeping track of this.
Thank you for the read and don't forget to swing past Brook Horse to have a look at your review. It's been a pleasure ^.^
angelato
#9
Chapter 13: MERRY CHRISTMAS! Yeah it's really late, haha. Oh god, i'm almost done with the current updates >.> I looooovveee the m gang so much, they are just sooo argh. I think I can sense where our Chensing is heading ;) ;)
angelato
#10
Chapter 12: aww, that last part was just really cute. I'd thought you'd just make everything progress into the ' i love you' and 'i love you too' stage but I was wrong. Thank god for that, they still have a cute innocent relationship ^.^ I don't know, it really makes me happy to see the two of them acutally having a lot in common and i loved how you slowly revealed each one of these similarities as the story progresses.