Chapter 2

Let Me See You (HIATUS)

The next morning, Saehee woke up then immediately went for her math textbook to solve a few problems before breakfast. She usually did this to help clear her mind. Around midnight she had woken up and heard her parents' voices speaking to her. They told her things like "are you feeling well" and "you don't have to do anything if you don't want to". Her parents loved her so much and wanted to protect her from the world. Ever since she was small, she usually never left the house due to her disorder of isolating herself from people. Her parents also feared that children her age would ostracize her in the classroom, so she was home schooled.  

She froze at an equation. I'm...not sure how to solve this one, she furrowed her brows. She shut her book, confused on why she didn't get it. Frustrated, she stood up to pace around the bedroom in thought. What if I'm getting rusty? Should I ask for help? Who do I ask? Uncle Jonguk? Her thoughts swirled in her head, this incident causing much more impact on her than expected. Her eyes became watery because of the stress. She patted her face to calm her down.

A few minutes passed of her getting herself together before heading downstairs to the dining room. When she arrived, her uncle was already there reading a book, while waiting for the home chef to bring out the meal. Saehee took a seat on the opposite side of the table. "Good morning. Did you sleep well?" He looked up from his book to ask her.

"Yes, thank you," she responded politely, yet with no emotion. The chef then came out carrying a dish in each hand. He placed one in front of Jonguk, and the other in front of Saehee. Saehee waited for her uncle to take a bite of food before asking her question.

"Uncle Jonguk would it be possible for me to receive a tutor?" she asked.

"Tutor? You're a smart girl," Jonguk questioned.

"I think a tutor would be good for me." Saehee said. Jonguk was surprised that Saehee had such a request. Especially since she didn't talk much, let alone ask for anything. He also knew that she avoided people as much people due to her condition. And because she was aware that she was schizophrenic since a young age, she would often stay away from things that had a possibly of making her uncomfortable. So asking for such a thing must’ve been important to her. He couldn't refuse. He didn’t want to refuse if this was so important.

"Alright, what subject?"

"Math." Jonguk became even more surprised since he very well knew that she was outstanding at math. But instead of throwing more questions at her he said, "I'll find you one in a few days."

"Thank you," she thanked with a small smile.

 

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"Minseok," Jonguk called out his student's name as Minseok walked into the piano room for his lesson.

"Yes?"

"Are you available to tutor my niece in math after our lessons?"

Minseok thought for a second, "Your niece from yesterday?"

"Yes." Minseok immediately blushed at remembering the girl who caught his attention. "I'm available," he answered.

"Wonderful. You'll start tomorrow after our lesson."

"Tomorrow already?"

"Is there a problem?"

"No, there's no problem," he responded quickly to not lose this opportunity.

“Good, let’s begin,” Jonguk began picking out a few piano books from the shelf for Minseok to sight read.

“Um, can I ask you something?”

“What is it?”

“What happened to not getting close to her?”

“She asked me this morning for a math tutor. Honestly it surprised me and I wanted to say no, but didn’t. I trust you Minseok to not harm her in anyway. Just remember that all you are to her is her tutor. Nothing else,” Jonguk emphasized the word ‘nothing’.

 

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Upon arriving home from his lesson, Minseok sat down at his desk to think. How do I talk to her tomorrow? His teacher’s words kept replaying in his mind. Though he heard what he told him, he still didn’t fully understand why his teacher said such things.

He opened his laptop and typed in ‘schizophrenia’ into the search box. He wanted to make sure that whatever he did wouldn’t offend anyone just for being ignorant. As he read through a few articles, the two things that stood out to him the most were ‘hallucinations’ and ‘social isolation’.

When he finished researching, he shut down his laptop. He hoped that tomorrow would go smoothly; and that somehow he and the-so-called Saehee could become friends.

 


(updates: 12-8-13)

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Catering_Lemons
#1
Chapter 6: MAN THIS MADE ME CRY!
ALL THAT WISDOM!GOOD JOB MINSEOK!
YummyTubbyToast
#2
Chapter 3: Oh minseok you can't just make her overcome her mental illness just like that *snaps* it takes a lot more
Omg please don't make minseok....well, you know, what happened to him in "gone". That would be awful...hopefully not
angelato
#3
Chapter 16: Ohhh my gosh its been forever since i've read this. So glad you finally updated. I really loved how you ended it, it was just cute as. Well things are finally turning now so im interested in what will happen in her school life. That is, unless you decide to make her run away again.
HJHY_KpopHolic
#4
Chapter 16: aww I love this chap :) she finally found a reason to go to school & had the courage. Thanks to Minseok! :D but well, the bunny part was quite creepy. Still glad, she finally too notice theres other that care about her :)
emibelle #5
Chapter 16: AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! PRAISE THE HEAVENS YOUR BACK!!! Im glad Saehee had the courage to go back!!!
wallflower_ #6
Chapter 15: Omg realllyyy love this story! :)
angelato
#7
Chapter 15: omooooo everything is clicking into place isn't it? God i love how you end the chapters, always a cliffhanger sentence D:
saehee's character is love hate for me, at times i really love her attitude and all and at other times, i'm yeling at the laptop for her not to do/say this and that. i like it when a story makes me do that haha!
angelato
#8
Chapter 14: Well, I'm finally done reading this. It's 4:18am now. Woot woot for no sleep. Joking, I am sleep deprived and need it urgently so after i finish posting your review at Brook, i will retreat back into hibernation...
I'm really, really, really, glad i reviewed this. it gave me a chance to read such a gorgeous Xiumin fic. It's hard to find those around here, with everything floating around everywhere >.>
I'd just like to let you know that even though your review is done, i will be keeping track of this.
Thank you for the read and don't forget to swing past Brook Horse to have a look at your review. It's been a pleasure ^.^
angelato
#9
Chapter 13: MERRY CHRISTMAS! Yeah it's really late, haha. Oh god, i'm almost done with the current updates >.> I looooovveee the m gang so much, they are just sooo argh. I think I can sense where our Chensing is heading ;) ;)
angelato
#10
Chapter 12: aww, that last part was just really cute. I'd thought you'd just make everything progress into the ' i love you' and 'i love you too' stage but I was wrong. Thank god for that, they still have a cute innocent relationship ^.^ I don't know, it really makes me happy to see the two of them acutally having a lot in common and i loved how you slowly revealed each one of these similarities as the story progresses.