[Jieun's POV]

I am thinking if I have to pick him up today.
Maybe he forgot my punishment, because... he's mad at me? I think?

Nah! I should pick him up.

I starts to walk to their house.

After 30 minutes of walking, I almost reached their house. I saw his car outside. And he was leaning his back on the side of his car.

He looked at my direction and hopped inside his car.

I walked towards his car. I opened the car's door and hopped in.

After I closed the door, he started the engine.

We were silent in the whole ride.
What is his problem? He's not like this. He always smile while looking at me, and then teasing me. I don't know but, I missed that.

I took a glance at him. He's serious driving.

I just let out a sigh and rested my head on the window.

After few minutes, we reached the school. He parked his car in school's parking lot.
We got out of the car.

I was surprised when he hold my hand.
Now, we're holding hands while walking.

I feel the something flying inside my stomach that ticklish. Did I eat an alive insect?? Eww! That's gross!
But somehow, I like this feeling.

We're walking through the hallway, still holding hands, then I saw G.O.
He looked at our hands and then his face turned sad.

I feel sorry for him.

I know he likes me but, I only see him as a friend.

When we arrived near our classroom, Himchan approach us.

"Hi guys!" then he looked at me.
"Hello pretty Jieun!" he said and winked.

Before I could speak, Yongguk suddenly threw my hand away, then he left us.

And here's this feeling again.
I hate this!

"I have to go." Himchan said and followed his bestfriend.

"Well, well. Looks like someone has been dumped."

I looked behind when I heard Nicole's voice.

She just smirked. Then her friends pushed me aside so I fell down on the floor when I've lost balance.
They laugh as they walking away from me.

A tear fell down on my left cheek from my left eye.

Why they always doing this to me? As if I've done something bad to them.
I don't want to be like this anymore! I 

don't want to be a loser anymore! I don't want to be weak anymore.

I stood up and wiped my tear away.

I breath deeply before I went back to class.

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[Ailee's POV]

Jieun get inside our classroom.

She looks so sad.

"Jieunie, are you alright?" I asked as she sat in her chair.

She just nodded weakly as her answer.

I know she has a problem and I should talk to her.

- - -

Dismissal.

I immediately packed my things to catch up with Jieun because got out first.

"Jieunie! Wait!" I shouted as I run towards her.

She stopped walking and turned behind.

"Wae?"

"Let's talk." I said as I grabbed her hand and pulled her to the soccer field.

"What are we have to talk about?" she asked as we sat in a bench.

"I know you have a problem. Please speak it out." I said.

"I haven't any problem." she said.

"Please, Jieun. What are friends for if you don't want to tell your problems to me?"

She sighed and lowered her head.

"Ailee, am I a bad person?"

"No, you're not. Why did you ask that question?"

"Why is this happening to me? I'm hurting."

"What do you mean?"

She shook her head and stood up.

"It's my own problem. I don't want you to involve here. I got to go." then she walked away.

Okay, if that what she want.

"Ailee"

I looked behind.
G.O was standing there while his right hand is on his pocket.

"G.O? What are you doing here?"

He walks toward the bench and sat beside me. Looking at the sky, he spoke.
"I think I found the thing who doesn't have an owner." he said as he looked at me.

My heart starting to beat faster.
He already found that thing? So, that is...

"I think, that thing is right beside me right now. That thing is you."

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[Jieun's POV]

Why I am hurting? What is happening to me?

I'm at our dorm. My dormmates are busy reviewing. They are nerds, so I haven't talk to them.

I sighed.

"Jieun, right?" the nerd with short hair asked.

"Ne. Waeyo?"
First time talking one of my dormmates.

"You seem so sad. Any problem? Care to share? Maybe, I could help."

"I don't know but, I'm hurting. The guy that was always pulling me, he suddenly changed. Everytime we hold hand, suddenly he threw it away. He sometimes staying away from me. And that hurts me."

"Oh. Is that your boyfriend?"

"No. He's just my... uhm... boss." I answered hesitantly.

"I think, you're in love."

I suddenly looked at her. In love?

"No, I-I'm not."

"Yes, you are. You said you're hurting when staying away from you. That means, you're in love with that guy."

- - -

In love? With Yongguk? I'm in love with him?

I am walking by the hallway. There's only a few students here because it's so early.

I stopped walking when I heard two persons talking in Yongguk's class.
My curiousity began to kill me so I took a peek.

My eyes widened when I saw him, kissing with a girl, Nicole.

Automatically, my hand holds my mouth and my tears began to fall.

I quickly ran away from them. My free hand holds my chest. It was aching.

The nerd was right.

I'M IN LOVE WITH BANG YONGGUK.

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Huhuhu! Poor Jieun unnie. TT^TT

Anyways, sorry for super late and short updates.
I think, this story is almost finish. Few chapters left! ^.^

On the 17th of May, 2ne1 will have a concert here in Philippines! :D
Sandara unnie, welcome back home to Philippines! ^o^
She still knows how to speak tagalog.

janehong <3