I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs. I think my head are not working well today. 'Im just hyped that's all.' my mind keep telling me this but my heart kept telling me 'She's mine now.'

But then, that guy suddenly appeared and i realise how stupid i am. I am nothing compared to him. Like she has said before. She's glad that he came. And i just stood there and do nothing.

Something fell from my eyes, i wanted to wipe it off but i just cant cause my mind is bringing back memories and it went blank. I couldn't let my hand do anything, my whole body feels exhausted.

"Myungsoo?" he said and making me coming back to my sense. I quickly wipe my tears and turn around. Not facing him and laying down.

He said that i should cry as much as i wanted to. Im a guy who cry over a girl? Im such a weakly.

"Ani, hyung. Its over. I'm lost already." i said and trying to sleep.

"Nothings over myungsoo-ah. You're just started, and you're gonna give up like that? No right?" he said cheering me up. I know he's right but my mind kept telling no he's not right, "Molla hyung." i answer. 

"The least you could do is tell her you like her. Maybe by any chance she likes you back." he advise,

"There's no need for that hyung. she likes him, I don't want to make a fuss again." i answer. 

I know he's right. But how could i just pop in her life and tell her that i like her? Isn't that kinda weird? And what is she going to say to me? Stalker right? Ugh. If only i confess to her earlier maybe she knows what inside this book.

???

That book! Maybe i should've give her the book. Its like a way to say, ' I like you, Son Naeun. ' right? 

I took that book and look at it. Its perfect maybe just maybe i could feel better when she knows what im feeling through this book. The next following hour i spent, writing a note at the back of the book. Wrote what happened and what im feeling now. 

The morning has come and i only slept for about 2 hours, im tired as my body are aching. but still as i sleep i dreamt about her.

At 7 o'clock we head to the airport, head back to seoul and went to record Weekly Idol, fan meeting, and so on. 

At the airport, we unacidently met Apink. I immediately recognise her. The girl with black outfit yet still look stunning. They bowed to us and we bowed them back. I walk slowly cause i wanna see her more. She stands there hesitating, why is she acting like that? Did Taemin do something to her? 

But suddenly he walks towards me, good thing i wore my sunglasses today. Manager hyung keep telling me my eyes has dark circle just like a panda. So he told me to wear this sunglases and yes i know what this glasses are for. 

To hid my eyes, cause i was a bit nervous when she approaches me. The other member are already far ahead of me. And as she aprroaches the other Apink left her too.

"O-oppa...." she said and i, like the usual L. Look cold and cool, "Oh, Naeun-ah whats the problem?" i answer while put my hands in my pocket.

"This is for you." she said while handing me a cookie. "Im sorry yet thank you for yesterday" she said, bowing and leave. Before she left my hand automatically grabs her hand. "Jjankan," i said. She turn around and look at me and look at the floor. "You don't have to do this." i said while handing her back the cookies.

She shook her head, "Please oppa, take it. I've made that early in the morning, So its still fresh and uhh..." she said unfinished. I know her head went blank. To kill her nervous i need to do something."Oh, Homemade? Okay arraseo, i'll eat this deliciously. Gomawoyyo Naeun-ahh." i said and let go of her. She smiled, "Ddae oppa." 

He bowed for the second time but i know i need to do something here, but i forgot what. I looked at her and saw a book and an ipad she holds right now.

Ah right! the book. "Naeun-ah...." i said and she turned around. "I..." I said it in a nervous way. 

"SON NAEUN! come here fast!" suddenly someone yelled at her and shock the both of us. Naeun give an okay sign with her hands, "Miyaneyo oppa, lets continue this later." she then bowed for the third time and run towards her manager. i sigh and walks toward my member too.

But then i turned around again and can't help it to see her back view. Out of nowhere i feel strenght.

Im not crazy aren't i? Im not right? PLEASE tell me that im not crazy. We dance, we talked. For a moment talking with her has removed the pain from yesterday. If she's in love with him, i'll become crazier than this.